Okay, this is my second fanfic, but the other one is not finished yet.
This story just came up in my mind and wouldn't stop bothering me. So if anyone already wrote something like this please tell me.
Okay please review and enjoy!
Prologue
P.O.V. Jasper
I was always in love with her. It was love at first sight, on my part anyway. I couldn't help but love that beautiful elfin child.
I loved every part of her. Her sweet, angelic face. Her short inky black hair. Her wind chime laugh. Her ocher eyes. Her musical voice. Her dancing footsteps. Even her love of shopping. Everything.
She is my life. The only thing in the world important to me. If she were to ask me to bring her the stars and moon, I would do it. Anything for her.
Yet she did not respond to my feelings. I hoped in time she would, but she didn't. I remember like yesterday when I confesed my love to her.
Back then, we were still looking for the Cullens, but we were rather close to finding them.
We were sitting next a fire, not for warmth, but for light to see. Alice's features were even more surreal and beautiful in the firelight. I wanted to reach over and kiss her lips, but I couldn't because I wasn't sure if she loved me back. I was going to proclaim my love to her today.
I cleared my throat to catch her attention. She looked up at me. I felt curiosity coming from her.
"Yes, Jasper?" she asked in her beautiful voice.
"Well, I don't know how to say this, but I'll say it anyway. Alice, I love y..." I was cut off by her.
"Don't say it. Please," she begged as she looked away. I felt pity radiating from her, but I still had to ask an important question.
"Why not?"
"I don't love you, Jasper. You were never more than a brother and friend. I already love another. I saw him," she said quietly.
I felt heartbroken. I gave her my heart and she broke it into a million pieces. I looked at her. I saw she felt my heartbreak because she grimaced.
I quickly became my normal indifferent self.
"Oh," was all I said before I ran away.
I ran into the forest. Thunder shook the sky and it began raining.
I finally stopped and broke down.
I sobbed dry tears. Perhaps the sky was crying my tears that I would never be able to cry. Perhaps it wanted to wallow with me in my sadness. I will never know.
I don't know how I got back to camp, or when I went back. It didn't matter to me. I could have stayed there the rest of eternity, if not for Alice.
If all I could have from her was friendship, I would take it. I also couldn't help feel guilty to leave her alone to find the Cullens by herself.
We finally did find the Cullens. Alice finally met her true love in one of the family members, Edward. They immediatly fell passionately in love. I hated him at first, offering him only indifference out of courtesy. Months passed and I started learning about him, until he became my brother.
He knew I hated him because Alice loved him. He read it in my mind everyday, until I started learning to block my mind. I finally was able to totally block my thoughts from him.
The Cullens were the best family I could wish for. They were all kind and loving as a family should be. Esme was my mother, as Carlisle was my father, even though he was only three years older than me.
Rosalie was my angry bossy sister. Emmett was my best friend, the only one I could wrestle and fight with, but still confide in.
Then, the wedding came.
I should have know it was coming, but I still couldn't take it.
That day I carefully held my feelings together. I saw her walking down the aisle, she looked like an angel. She smiled and I felt love for Edward radiating from her.
I couldn't help, but feel jealous. The person she should be marrying should be me, not Edward. I saw her first, I loved her first. Yet, he had her.
I couldn't take it anymore and ran after the wedding ceremony, I couldn't upset Alice by running before that because after all I still loved her.
I sobbed for days it seemed. I ran like a savage, putting forth my depression and fury on hunting animals.
When I finally went home, I had become hard. Hard to speak to, hard to love. I became quiet and indifferent. I had nothing to live for, but I still had to live even if my only reason was not upset my family.
Everyday is just another day of heartbreak to me since that beautiful elfin child stole my heart.