F O R B I D D E N L O V E
by Bl1SSFuln3ss

Chap 13 Review Replies

Estebanita.x
Mommy!! That's bad to know. School sucks; sometimes. lawl. but it's always fun with friends all along. XDD! and the good news mommy, I'm alive!! Breathing!! Haha, no earthquakes nowadays nemore for god's sakes! lawl! me and beffy are NOT lonely. We're perfectly fine... Besides, I would rather have a brother called Zac than ELBOW!? you started it! lawl. JK-s. Plus, Beffy's on her good side nowadys. So it's all gooodddd. mwahahaa!! I MISSED YOU CRAZY TOO mommy duckiee!! ILYSM! xo-s

x3xMUSiC-is-LiFEx3x
Babe!! Lawl. the thing with V, I forgive it waaaay long ago, but i haven't forget. lawl. though, i think im on her good side nowadys. lawl! and there's no earthquakes lately, so it's all good. lawl!! XDD! ilysm gabby!! XD

Stessa
Godmommy!! Yeah, Troypay is smexii, so though nothing can beat them. Lawl! But what about your little afro?? Mwahaha!! Haha!! Newayss, I updated. I know it took literally forever.. but at least now I did. Haha, did you know Corbin is like at number 3 at 25 hottest stars under 25?? lawl... thou the bad news is that Zaccie-poo beat him... XDD!! ilysm godmommy!! XDD

AshleyZac4life
Wheee.. now thanks to God, I'M ALIVEEE! mwahaha, yes pretty much breathing. And thanks for the review. Glad that you like it!! XD

Noukka
Okay, when you say soon.. I dont exactly updated soon, but I updated now! lawl... seriouslyyy, it has taken me so long. lawl, not because the earthquakes reallyy.. school's hectic. Maybe 'cause your prayers I'm like.. breathing, now.. haha. It's like a miracle or something!! ILYSM! XDD

Icy4aReason
I hope I don't die too!! Well, at least not like... right now! But you know what I meant. Lawl, Thanks for the review dearr!! ILYSM! XD

pinkturtle
I don't wanna die too!! lawl, at least not before I let you all know what happens in the end.. Well, I'm planning a sequal... so I don't plan to die in a loooong time. lawl!! ILYSM, love to know that you like the chapter too!! That's just awesome! XD

K.e.l.l.y.R.u.t.h
Course they have to kiss somehow! Lawl, I'm not telling anyway.. I think I let you guys suffer too much for like 14 chapters until their first real kiss!! Oops, I think I let something slip... But you can read for yourself!! Haha, thanks for such a kind review! XD

christy xx
Yes, Laura gets on everyone's nerves... Even Troypay!! LAWL! Auntieee, I missed you like crazzzyy.. Keep me sane here please?? Haha, newaysss... thanks for the review!! Your duckie is like lonely in Indonesia... Come for a visit?? Haha!! XD! ILYSM!

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Dahzling, you always leave me the most awesome, funny, fun and random reviews.. Well, I did let you all suffer of waiting so much chapters until their first real kiss, you gotta find out for yourself. And you can't blame your friend for singing a freaking emo snowflake (which by the way I have no idea of); since it's almost xmas. Haha, and Bradin show up for a very good reason.. He won't last long though.. That's all I'm saying. Haha, I love you and your Squarepants dearr! Haha, XDD! i missed you muchoo too!! XD

Jenny1991
Jen! I haven't heard from you and your stories for like crazy!! Where are you!?!?? Are you like still breathing!? Because I need to know! Haha... neways, I missed you during hiatus dear!! ILYSM!! thanks for your awesome review BTW! XD

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Haha.. Don't worry... Earthquakes haven't happened lately.. Neways, I updated.. and thanks for keeping in track. I'm such a fan of yours, because your stories are just dazzling! XD! xo-s

fibi3
Fibie dearr, I haven't heard from you lately! Haha!! Of course brad sounds likea cutie, he's imagined as Jesse for christ's sakes. Lawl!! neways, thanks for dropping me a review! Lawl.. ILYSM! XD

U.S. Princess
EM! aww, thanks great that you love the chapter... thanks for leavin this werd chick a review. haha!! XD! ILYSM and I missed you like crazy too!! XDD

marri
Aww... dear, that's so awesome to hear that you started high school... Lawl, and dont worry.. the tsunami isnt coming near me.. I'll build a...a...a FORCEFIELD! or sth like that.. Haha, or I'll learn to be a mermaid! Mwahahah!! Neways, thanks for the review girl!! Love ya too babes! XD

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Ash!! My gosh, I haven't heard from you ever since! What ever happened to my pal!! XD! Your Tarty is fine without earthquakes of course... Well, but Tarty missed you mucho during hiatus. Eeeee, ILYSM! thanks for the review too dahlingg!! XD!

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Grandmeree! Those advices are always sweet, like candyyheartss! Lawl.. I missed you like crazy here.. We haven't talked like ever and I don't think I can keep myself sane by myself here!! Lawl, people around me are freaks! Haha!! XDD! ILYSM!! XDD! I wanna talk to you!! Like desperado hereee! XP

heyhello
REN!! awww, thats was so sweet. Don't worry, everyone always complains how they never have time to read this story too.. Lawl, but its good to know tha you did. And of course I put a twist, I have to make something dramatic in the story- Romeo and Juliet didn't just come with no twists and turns. Lawl, newayss... I'm working on our story after I now posted this update!! Lawl, just hope I won't suck at it! Lawl... ILYSM dearr! XD

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CHAPTER 14
H O T / C O L D

A kiss

"Troy Bolton and Sharpay Evans…" Mr. Matsui called twice for them as the ones the anticipated hadn't stepped on the stage yet, "Has anyone seen them?" Mr. Matsui asked; but all he got was shook heads and a bunch of people mumbling 'NO' from the dance floor, "I guess we'll be handing these to Coach Bolton so that he could give these to them" he said, handing Coach Bolton the crowns

Coach Bolton gratefully took it and then shook his hand before going down the stage and coming to the gang; making his way across the crowd which mumbles he could barely make out—all that he knew it was all about where the hell the best costume winners had gone… together. Laura was over there, protesting to Ms. Darbus how the heck she didn't win when she already put on that sluty costume, and when the winner didn't even appear, they won't give up giving them what the deserved even when they disappear

"Where are both of them?" Coach Bolton asked, looking to all the guys and girls; this time, all he got was a bunch of 'no's again, "Well give these to them when you found them" he handed those things over to Taylor and Chad and then rushing back to help Ms. Darbus who seemed to be already frustrated due to Laura

"I guess we earn ourselves a present" Chad shrugged his shoulder

"We better find them, come on" Taylor yanked his hand, as if she was a ten year old boy that needed to be separated from his own little world

Taylor started to walk faster, it was a great convenient that she was wearing a doctor suit so that she wasn't wearing any heels—or that would painfully hurt, but it was a whole different story for Gabriella who was trying hardly to catch up with her with Ryan in her hand, following Taylor and Chad's invisible tracks that was placed on the floor

"Why couldn't we wait until later?" Chad complained, while Taylor was still hurting by his arm that was still yanked by her grip

is just a kiss

Another seconds passed by silence again between them, heavy breathing could still be heard and they were still in the position—waiting for him to make the next move. She wasn't sure herself if she did want him to lean closer, she wasn't sure. Her mind kept telling her no due to Ryan's sincere apologize there, however her heart wanted that, just to know how it felt like. No one really could choose that kind of decision; so she just waited for him to do…something

Eventually he leaned closer, jerking a few half centimeters for few times; but eventually he came closer. Somehow, a smile appeared in her face, making him smiling at the sight and finally leaning without any hesitation left in him. Brushing against her lips, he smiled at the kiss right before deepening it and then feeling her smile in the kiss, before she responded

'Hey guys, do you find them?'

'Gabby, its dark here!'

'Damn Chad, you stepped on my freaking foot!'

They automatically separated a few feet away as soon as they heard Gabriella's perky voice and Taylor's warning to Chad—wherever Gabriella was, they must be Ryan nearby, and Ryan was there—not really seeing the scene with his own eyes; but he was a few feet away from Gabby, Chad and Taylor were there a few feet away but not seeing anything. Fortunately, Gabby, Taylor, Chad and Ryan was still at the end of the stair, so they didn't really know what's going on, but wanting to look at something she knew would be a great interesting topic for her and Kelsi to gossip about

"Dang it!" Chad shouted, walking up the steps eventually as they both now knew their presence

Sharpay scratched her lower chin; trying hardly to stop her mind thinking about the fact she had just kissed a human—a guy that she called a self-centered jock that her brother despised. Looking up to the sky, feeling that the cold started to take over her once again as she already took off her gloves and veil that were now placed firmly on the bench

"Um… Gabby is that you?" she called, rubber her bare arms—Mrs. Bolton should've packet a jacket too

"Sharpay are you there?" Gabby called, running upstairs; despite a few moments ago she kept her speed down to what her heels were capable of

"We're here" Troy called back as their taps of shoes and heels were getting louder and louder-nearer and nearer

Sharpay walked back and trying to put one of her gloves back on—it was a shame that it was short and barely covered anything. Looking at Gabby's both widening eyes; she knew that Gabby was probably thinking something that was not what it seemed like—she was thinking of what it looked like

"What were you two doing up he…" before Taylor could continue, Sharpay quickly responded

"Nothing… we weren't doing anything here" she looked for Ryan's eyes, while trying to clasp her heels together; which were filled with no worries at all—he probably felt secure already that Sharpay would be nowhere near Troy if there was her childhood sweetheart there

"So… what brings you all here?" Troy tried to earn a conversation; it was rather pleasant compared to the silence

"Oh…" Chad recalled, placing the crown firmly on Troy's head; earning a confused look plastered over his face, "You're the best costume of 2007" Chad announced proudly, as if he was presenting in a silly lame award show

"And so are you" Taylor placed the tiara on Sharpay's head; which was bigger than the one that was on her veil

"WH-what do you mean?" Sharpay asked, tilting her head and held her hand on the tiara above her head; averting it from falling and breaking into a million pieces; she knew how much girl would kill for that little piece of plastic that wouldn't even cost her veil

"You won!" Gabriella squealed in delight; not really seemed disappointed that she didn't win—in fact, hugging her to death

"Um… I did?" she assured once again

"Congrats, sis" Ryan told her as he pulled her in a hug

Taylor groaned and took another on of her glove, throwing it to her which she successfully caught, "What did you both do?" Taylor asked curiously, everyone knew that was wandering in her head might be the ones everyone was trying to stop rummaging through too

"Did you both have sex?" Chad spitted out on the fact that; Sharpay's hair was undone and was now in a condition of a mess, Troy's jacket was on her, her veil, heels and gloves was off and her gown was already a bit filthy—plus they found them on a really tight position; alone, in the dark

Sharpay and Troy looked at each other warily; with eyebrows raised not sure how that they got that idea—after a moment, they both burst into laughs; getting themselves looks from their friends; all the wanted to get was a simple yes or no—not fits of laughter. At this point, the saying ignorance is bliss; was ignored

"Sharpay, yes or no?" Ryan asked with stern all over his voice, somehow the trust starting to fade on him

"NO!" she exclaimed, looking at Troy and making him repeating what she had said and let anyone knew the real truth; looking at Ryan, relieving, "I told you, we didn't do anything" said Sharpay, clearing up once again

"Um… ya know, what about a sleepover today?" suggested Chad

"I'm in!" Gabby quickly raised her hand, like those times when she was sure that the answer she got in her mind was right, and she couldn't wait to let it out, "Whose crib?" she quickly asked

"We can go over to Troy's… right, Troy?" asked Chad

"Sure" he answered, not really caring; everyone had been there almost everyday now, his parents really mean, make yourselves at home. Then, a bunch of 'sure'-s come again from Taylor's and Chad's mouths, the only ones missing were Ryan's and Sharpay's

"Yeah sure" said Ryan that apology really was sincere, "Shar?" he looked at her

She stared back, stunned, "I really don't think that's a great idea" said Sharpay pushing aside her veil to sit on the bench, "The party would end at 12 and I have to get to church tomorrow" she reasoned, as much as she loved Ryan now; she couldn't accept his agreement to go too, "…and grandma Bolton" she earned herself a look from everyone, "What? The nursing house is usually packed on Sundays"

"Come on… Sharpay, you've been going to church every week!" the afro complained, now he was earning the look he had gave Sharpay a few minutes ago, "Can you just… skip? It's not like they're going to call to your home and tell the parents like schools always does" said Chad, receiving slaps on his head by Taylor and Ryan, "Ouch! And they obviously won't hit your head"

"Shar… I'll take you there tomorrow really early… just tonight, okay?" Ryan offered

Sharpay was stunned, somehow feeling weird about her brother saying that, she just wanna spat out who are you and what have you done to my brother, but he was a fairy too; he was really kind—he just hadn't showed much of that since they had gotten here, but there's a first time for everything

"Okay…" she agreed, "Early, Ryan!" she used her playful warn tone, "Can Brad come? I kinda missed him" she asked

"Sure" Troy said plainly, followed with a sneeze from Sharpay

"Bless you" they all said,

"Let's go down, it's getting chilly" said Ryan, looking at her sister whose cheeks and nose were having little shades of pink; he was sure that she would catch a cold tomorrow

Ryan took Gabriella's hand to lead her down back to the party, followed by Chad and Taylor who was arguing about some kind of lame excuse, followed by Sharpay who was about to take the first step onto the stair when everyone was already out there in the cafeteria, before stopped by Troy

"Here… congrats for best costume" he picked a white rose, slipping it between her ear

With that, he took her by the hand and guided her down; with a simple flower she couldn't look more breathtaking than ever. Walking down in the dark and cold of night, she didn't realize that she had left that veil on the bench, replaced by a simple flower by him

until you

"Sharpay! Troy!"

As soon as they got down, Coach Bolton and Ms. Darbus quickly approached them, developing them in a hug. Ms. Darbus was the first who gave them both a big hug, followed by Coach Bolton right after

"I see you got your crowns already" Ms. Darbus smiled, "Where did you both disappear into?" she asked in curiosity, lowering her glasses

"Yeah… where have you both been gone to?" his dad asked in the same amount of curiosity, "Wow, Sharpay, you're really cold" he commented, "Where did you take her, Troy? She's freezing!" he exclaimed after letting go of the petite blonde

"No where, Coach… I'm fine" she rubbed her arms once again, sniffling before giving the bloke a smile

Before they could talk any longer, a person barged into the room; and the entrance was way more dramatic than Ms. Darbus'. Followed by the rest of the girls behind her, she proceeded to Troy, giving a total fake smile to Coach Bolton and Ms. Darbus—getting a rolled eye by Coach Bolton and another fake smile by Ms. Darbus. Flashing Sharpay a look, Troy bit his lip—he had confessed to Sharpay had he wanted to broke up with her, as soon as possible

"Let's get you something hot, Sharpay" said Coach Bolton; about to guide her to the teachers' lounge, "I'll see you later tonight, Troy" said Coach Bolton before leaving the room with Sharpay in his arms and Ms. Darbus leaving them together

Troy put his hands on his pockets, thinking of what he was going to say to her. Sure, he had broken up with a lot of girls before Laura, but of course it wasn't as hard as breaking up with a senior—which he was going to do now—and now that made him doubting to do this. After realizing she started to play her fingers on his abdomen; he rolled his eyes, he was sure that he was going to do it any second now

"Laura… we need to talk" he said quietly, hoping that she wouldn't noticed that she was using the break up line

"We can talk later, let's dance" she grabbed his tie, pulling him and it to the dance floor as his jacket was no longer on him anymore

"Laura, we need to talk… NOW!" he told sternly before they could make the dance floor. Glancing at his friends' table, he could see that now his friends' eyes were on them together, whispering something probably about what were they doing

Laura's eyes widen at his sight, now she realized that break up line as her face suddenly written in anger, and her jaw hung low. Somehow Troy could tell that she was ready to give him a fit and possibly like some girls—she will do anything just to get him back

find

"You okay?" Bradin asked, pulling her to his grip to give a kiss on top of her head, feeling that she was still cold; even though there was a benefit made by Troy's jacket

Sharpay let out a sneeze before giving a slight nod, smiling at him and pulling the jacket around her closer and giving an, "I'm fine". Looking around, she noticed that the owner's of the jacket she was wearing was no where near them all, "Where's Troy?" she asked

"Oh… she's with Laura and I think they'll be back any…" before Chad could even finish, Laura stormed into the room and walked to 'her' girls, mumbling curses she didn't care the teacher would hear because she preferred it as 'sounds of denial'. "Well that was long" Chad commented

"How'd you know?" Ryan asked him, following Chad's footsteps with everyone going downstairs to leave their table; even Troy was no where in the sight

"It's been to frequent…" said Chad glancing at Troy who just walked in, "And this time took longer than usual" he said, looking at Troy's frustrated face; groaning

Pulling Sharpay even closer, Bradin walked with her towards him, "What happened?" she glanced on Sharpay who looked… overly too concerned—and somehow that made him felt insecure

Hearing Troy groaning more, Sharpay broke free from Bradin's grip to walk towards Troy; comforting him by stroking his arm, giving a smile. And as Troy gave her a weak smile and looked to her eyes; he knew he should feel insecure

Because Troy and Sharpay both had something going on between them

the one

"Hi everyone!" Mrs. Bolton quickly greeted everyone, giving Coach Bolton a peck, "What're you all doing here? In…" she glanced on her watch, "12:24 in the morning?" she yawned since she just got up from her beauty sleep—just to open that door because Coach Bolton nor Troy didn't bring his keys, "And this is…?"

"Bradin Westerly, I'm a friend of Sharpay and Ryan's" he explained, gladly taking and shaking Mrs. Boltons' hand

"Thanks for borrowing the dress anyway Mrs. Bolton" Sharpay gave a smile, "It's great"

"It is! She and Troy even won best costume!" Mr. Bolton exclaimed—they never saw Mr. Bolton that elated—especially not in 12:39 in the morning and that made shades of pinks appeared on Sharpay and Troy's cheeks

"Don't worry, it's all Troy's idea" Mrs. Bolton smiled again, followed with a yawn, making the blushes on Troy and Sharpay's cheeks started to turn to hints of crimson as soon as they're eyes connected, "Well… you all can make yourselves comfortable, you can take out the sleeping bags… By the way, Chad's and Jason's sleeping bags are here and we have some sleeping bags at the closet by the guest room" said Ms. Bolton, "Where's Jason?" she added

"Oh… Kelsi and him got back earlier from the party" said Gabby, yawning too as she leaned on Ryan

"We're going upstairs and you kids just take the living room as usual" informed Coach Bolton, taking his wife's shoulder to lead her back upstairs to get her to her beauty sleep or probably just doing something he had in mind

Smiling playfully, Gabriella unsurprisingly turned hyper—at 12 in the morning, "Well… Truth or Dare?" she called as soon as the adults were gone, "Unless you all prefer Twister…" she titled her head, suddenly staring into space—recalling her 'issue' when she last played twister

"I'm calling for bed… night Gabby" Sharpay smiled, walking to the living room

After Gabby's eyes finished following Sharpay, she waited a second for everyone to take their eyes off her too before turning back to her as the attention, "Well?" she asked

"I don't feel like playing now… night" informed Troy, walking in; following Sharpay's invisible footsteps to the living room to find her already sound asleep on the couch

"Me too" said Bradin, walking in his footsteps

"We're tired too…" said Chad walking Taylor in his arms, leaving Ryan and Gabby alone in the deathly silent hallway

"Well?" Gabby asked again—boy, that girl had too many coffees

"I don't feel like playing…" said Ryan; receiving a frown from her, "Well… I guess everyone can bare at least a movie" he smiled, letting Gabby hopped to his back for a piggy back ride to the living room

"Let's watch a movie!" Gabriella squealed as she jumped off Ryan and successfully landed on the white furry carpet, replied by a 'shush' from everyone, "What's wrong?" she turned back to see everyone around the couch, looking at Sharpay's sleeping figure

"She's in there and… we're going to watch a movie?" Taylor pointed the obvious—despite her smartness

"Well what is she? You're going to stare at her like that? Geez, remember Sleeping Beauty? Hey, KISS AND WAKE HER UP, Prince Charming!" Gabriella exclaimed, earning looks from everyone—again, despite her smartness, "I mean, one of you 'prince charming'-s, carry her somewhere so us girls can change her clothes! We ain't letting Sleeping Beauty sleep on her dress! DUH!" Gabby explained, which made no sense with whatever she did mean at her first sentence

"But I thought Sleeping Beauty, did sleep in her gown…" Chad said, looking into space, recalling the memory of his childhood stories hidden inside his giant afro

"JUST CARRY HER!" Taylor pointed, smacking his afro

"Not after that hit! Tell Troy or his boyfriend to!" Chad suggested, pissed after the pain and the order she gave throughout the night and it was like almost dawn, he ain't carrying any chic except for Taylor- for the first time in the night; he finally used his brain due to the fact that he still thought that his jersey was a costume

As soon as Bradin met Troy's eyes; he didn't know why, but eventually, he let Troy to do the honor, "You can take her" Bradin informed, wasn't he like…in love her or something? And yet he let Troy to take her however that was after he saw how much he cared for her

Carefully, Troy grabbed the petite blonde to his arms and carried her—like he was his bride; followed by Taylor and Gabriella's giggles, and Ryan's weird looks thrown Bradin. Walking upstairs, he carefully not to make any noise, not wanting his parents to wake up and his brid—fairy, to fell off. Glancing back to Taylor and Gabby who was following him to change her gown, giving looks to Troy

Placing her carefully in his bed not to wake her up, she moved to one side; already looking really comfortable in there as a smile formed in her flawless face—making his eyes wander on that perfect face when he stared on it

"… Troy!" Gabby snapped him out of his daze

"Yeah?" he quickly answered, as much as he tried not to show that he was staring at her; anyone who heard Gabby had been calling him since a 20 seconds ago

"Geez, stop staring at her!" said Taylor, "Do you have some clothes for her… And some towel, she still got make up all over her" she asked, going to his bathroom, "Troy!" she snapped Troy again

"Sorry" he mumbled, hurrying to his closet, looking to his closet and completely clueless about what he could give her—pushed aside by Gabriella who quickly took out his shirt and his shorts, "Well?" she asked, staring at him

"Well what?" he replied with another question as Taylor got back to the room with a bowl of warm water in her hand

"Troy… we're not letting you watch us undressing her… Go on, out!" Taylor exclaimed

"Right… sorry" he walked out from his room hesitantly, still staring at the angelic face resting on his bed. And as she moved her back to his sight, he shut the door of his room firmly, still having that particular face in his mind

you

As Troy brought her back down, followed by Gabriella and Taylor; Chad and Ryan had already made themselves a huge bowl of popcorn while Bradin looked for a movie to pick from the shelves; did they actually agree with Gabby to watch movie at nearly 1 am!? Placing her on the couch and draped a blanket over her, resting on the other side of the couch, as Chad passed him the bowl

"Are we actually watching at one?" Taylor assured if any of her friends' brain was still working effectively; because brains might not function at one in the morning, "Chad? You said you were tired!"

"Hey, no one could say tired to popcorn!" Chad defended grabbing a handful of popcorn, "What are we watching?" he enquired with his full mouth

"I can't pick this… Just choose one! It's not like we're going to remember something we watched at 1 am…" said Bradin leaving the shelves to sit in front of the couch Sharpay and Troy was on

After picking up a DVD, god knows what DVD, it was one am. Ryan turned in auxiliary one and turned off the light, sitting on a single couch with Gabby in his arms while Taylor sitting on the single couch across them and Chad with his bowl of popcorn on the carpet with Bradin. Within the next hour, Chad already fell asleep as he ran out of popcorn, same goes for Taylor, Bradin and Ryan, who fell asleep in their location, meanwhile Troy had already fallen asleep even before the movie had started. While Gabby seemed to be enjoying the movie even if she was alone

Not literally.

love

I know, I know I'm like... the most hated person probably. It's not like I ignore your reviews to updatem but I just finished my mid-term tests. Damn, and for the ninth gradesm we still have try-outs. So cut me some slack and maybe I'll update again this weekend, and probably for Reminiscing too. Tell me what cha think of the chapter kk? Hate it? Love it? Well, I take all the blame! ILYSM.

xo-s. yeshi