Disclaimer : I don't own the characters.

Drabble. I was challenged to write something about Nenene's feelings for Yomiko... but since I am a hardcore Nancy fan I am afraid it'll just be a unrequited love story XD.

Fictional Reality

by

Amnesia Nymph

There's no such things as friends and foes in this world. I intend on speaking in a way for everyone to understand but I can't do so immidiately. There are too many things in this world to ask questions about. There are too many things in this world that remain unsolved simply because there isn't enough time to solve everything. Am I confusing you? Probably.

But to be honest, I am confusing myself as well. I've got no idea where life is taking me nor when it's ending. I don't have a goal I am trying to reach. I used to have a goal. That was to find back my friend. Someone I lost a long time ago. Five years to be exact. But it wasn't in vain. I've got to meet Anita, Michelle and Maggie. They can use paper just like my lost friend could.

In the end I found her again but that wasn't the end of everything yet. There were still many obstacles keeping us from going back to the way we used to.

Now things have turned back to normal. There are no more enemies threatening our lives. There are no more dangers awaiting us in every corner. There's just one thing left for me in this world. I used to believe it was writing. I used to think that my goal in life was to become the greatest writer of all times but I was wrong. Without her I hadn't even been able to start writing. I couldn't write while knowing she would never read my books.

Five years I spend looking for her, believing my feelings for her were just friendship. I was wrong. After I met her again in that library I immidiately figured that out. I loved her. I loved her like lovers would love one another. When Anita asked me about her I told her she was a good friend of mine. No, I told her I didn't know wheter I just loved her as a friend or maybe more.

It didn't matter at that point. Now it does matter. But now it's too late as well. In these five years that I've been looking for her she was living together with another woman. Nancy Makuhari. it's hard to believe that Yomiko, the friend I was talking about, had been living with an I-jin after she suddenly disappeared. She hadn't even bothered to contact me. Surely she had explained to me that she didn't want to involve me but I was anyway. They needed me for their 'perfect world' somehow.

I sigh, staring down at the white paper in front of me. I wanted to start writing today. I just finished my new book and I was so inspired to write another one this morning. I think I just came up with the perfect idea. A story about two women who parted after a long time of an unbreakable friendship. Then five years later they found each other again. I was going to base this story on reality. Some sort of autobiography.

For the rest of my life I'll be her friend like she's used to but to me she'll be so much more. I may have lost her in reality but I'll surely gain her love in my fictional reality.

The End