Kim pulled away from Jimmy. She couldn't believe that he was saying all of this, but she's heard it all before. Every time she gives him another chance, he hurts her even worse than the time before. How could she trust him? She couldn't just take him back and pretend that nothing happened. She also had to think of Joey. She knew that Joey wanted her and Jimmy to get back together more than anything. She just didn't want to get Joey's hopes up again just to bring them back down again. Her and Jimmy never worked out. He always did something to break them up. She just didn't know if she could go through this again.

"I just really don't know about this Jimmy. I really don't want to get hurt again. I've heard all of this before. You always screw me over. I can't keep putting Joey through this either," Kim said. She was so exhausted. She just wanted to go back to sleep and forget about everything Jimmy had said.

"I know I've said this all before Kim. I really have changed this time. Brooke is a great person, but she's not you. I never got over you and I hate that I put you through so much pain. Things really will be different this time. I promise I won't hurt you this time Kim. I love you so much. I just can't be without you anymore," Jimmy replied softly. He looked into Kim's eyes again. She looked so torn. He knew that this was hard for her and that it was hard for her to trust him again. He really wouldn't let her down this time. She had to know that. He really did love her, more than anything. He would never be able to get over her.

"I really want us to work Jimmy. I'm just so tired of giving you chances. You say this every time. Then you always hurt me. I can't go through this again Jimmy. I'm just not strong enough for you to hurt me again. You know that I love you. I always will. I just can't keep hoping that you really did change when really, you didn't," Kim sighed. This was just so hard. She wanted to be with Jimmy again so bad. She just couldn't take the pain that was involved with taking him back. She wanted more than anything to believe that he's changed. She really did. He sounded so sincere, but he always sounded like this. He was telling her the same old lines.

"I want us to work too Kim and I know we can. I really have changed. I'll do whatever it takes to prove to you I've changed. I promise you I will. I want us more than anything. I won't screw things up this time Kim. I just can't lose you again," Jimmy said desperately. He really didn't know what else to change. She already had her mind made up about him. He couldn't blame her though. She's given him so many chances and every time he always threw them away. He really did change this time. He just wouldn't be able to lose Kim again. He knew that if he screwed up again there wouldn't be any more chances. If she did take him back, this would be his last chance. He wouldn't disappoint her this time.

"I just need some time to think about this Jimmy. This isn't a decision I can make in a couple of minutes. I just really don't know what to think right now. You're engaged to Brooke and you're at my place telling me you love me and want me back. How do you think Brooke is going to feel about this?" Kim asked quietly. She leaned back on the couch. She was even more tired then she was before. This was taking a lot of energy out of her. Jimmy always took all of her energy. He always knew how to take her out of a good mood and make her so angry.

"I can understand that you need time to think about this Kim. I'm not rushing you. You have all the time you need to think about this. And Brooke isn't happy that I'm over here telling you that I love you and want you back. I already broke thinks off with her. She knows that I'm over here. I told you that I've changed and I have. I can't be with Brooke when I know that I don't love her the way that I love you. It wouldn't be fair to her," Jimmy answered. He saw the look of shock on Kim's face. He was shocked when he decided to tell Brooke that they were over and that he wanted Kim back. Brooke really wasn't happy about that. He felt bad for hurting Brooke, but it wasn't fair to her. All he could think about was Kim. He cared about Brooke, he just didn't love her.

"You really told Brooke. I thought you would have waited until you saw how this worked out," Kim said still in shock. The Jimmy she knew wouldn't have told Brooke about any of this. Maybe he did change. She just still needed to think things through before she gave Jimmy an answer. This was a hard decision to make. It wasn't easy at all. She really did still love Jimmy. She just wasn't sure if she could trust him again. Things always ended badly between them.

"Yeah, I told her. I really have changed Kim. I know that it's hard for you to see that I've changed. I can't really blame you after all that I've put you through," Jimmy said. He kissed Kim softly on the cheek and left. He knew he had to let her think. He just hoped it wouldn't take her too long. He just wanted her back in his arms. He loved her so much. It hurt that she didn't believe him. He had only himself to blame for this. He was the reason Kim was so screwed up when it came to men. He wasn't going to screw things up this time though. He would show Kim that he was serious and that he really has changed. He didn't care what it'd take to prove this to her.

TBC…