"HELLO, HELL"

Hey people don't own Inuyasha.

I hold my breath, and push down. The piece of metal sinks in neatly. A sudden liquid heat floods my body. The pain is so sharp, so sudden, I catch my breath. There is no rush, no relief just pain, a keen, pulsing pain. I drop the pie plate and grasp my wrist with my other hand. Dimly aware even as I'm doing it that this is some I've never done before.

Never try to stop the blood. Never interfered, it's never hurt like this before. And it's never, not worked. I fall to the ground and then, I remember the first time I did this. Then it all goes clear, and then I see it.

ME...

A warm, sunny day was schedule for today. So I decided to walk home. It was after school and I was in a hurry. I needed to see him my boyfriend. Than, I heard it.

"Kagome! Wait up I'm coming" said a boy with blue eyes, and short black hair...Yup what can I say that was my boyfriend (also known as the love of my life). So I stop. I don't remember well what happens next. But I saw Kouga running faster than ever. 'Get out of the way' I heard him scream. But for some reason I just stood there.

Then he got closer, and closer and closer until it happened he pushed me hard, across the road. Before I hit the ground I heard him scream 'I LOVE YOU'. Than I hit the ground, when I got up it hit me Kouga, my boyfriend gave his life for me, for that stupid girl...

Kagome…

He had pushed me away from a car that I didn't even saw. He had gotten hit by the car that I was supposed to be h it by... That's how it all started my life in...

HELL!!

In the car a boy,

In the boy a drunk,

In the drunk a murderer,

That has killed my love.

Every night I would dream of Kouga and the day he died. I saw it repeat over and over again, not able to sleep or eat because of HIM. Sometimes when everything was going fine no dreams or anything I would hear' I love you, I love you' and the memories would come back.

I stop talking, wouldn't say a word, I wouldn't smile, wouldn't cry, and wouldn't show any emotion at all. My parents thought it wouldn't last long but I sure prove them wrong. For it has been more than a years now since Kougas' death and I haven't said a word to any one.

I went to school that day, they put me in here. I was sick so I went to the nurses' office. "I need to take your pulse" said that bitch, so I didn't answer. She took my arm and lifted my shirt, 'oh my' she whispered when she saw them, when she saw my babies of pain ' wait here' she said as she try to find what to do ' I'll be right back' so I did what I was told and I waited ten minutes, than twenty, than twenty-five, I fell a sleep waiting. Dreaming of Kouga and the car that broke us,

Apart

In the car a jerk,

In the jerk a boy,

In the boy a murderer,

That has kill my love...