The Softest Wind
Disclaimer: Nope. Still don't own the chars.
It was perhaps the most frightening thing I've ever endured. Yet it feels like the best thing I have ever done. I don't quite regret it as I watch from here. Personally, I rather it this way, though it hurts so badly sometimes because I can't hold her or kiss her in the morning. I can only watch and hope for the best.
This along with my friends…
I suppose I did what anyone would've done. Then again not so many people would have the courage. It may be because they're afraid and what they feel lacks what they believe they're feeling; what they are really feeling. Like it isn't love but a strong lust. It's something that doesn't hurt when it's gone. I know it hurts because I hurt and she hurts… our friends hurt.
My gentle Michiru, it is fine. I know, it's hard to understand but if we give it time it will be easier. I feel like there is a gaping hole also, but I know that you are with me, and I with you.
I see the tears pass the rain that move so warmly down her face.
It pulls at my heart strings.
I had just told you I loved you too, I said it like the first time. You smiled you're pretty smile and I held you. Then we walked. It was raining and we weren't far from the car were we? Not at all, just across the way from it.
You started to run from me out of game and I chased.
You slipped.
Right in the middle of the street you slipped and a two ton metal machine came skidding, brakes seemed to fail it.
It hurt so badly.
I felt that I had coughed up my heart and lungs then swallowed them back down.
My mind ignored the rain.
The screaming car engines…
Screeching breaks…
Crying sirens…
And the crying you, Michiru.
Pain did not exist in my body because I saw you.
You were safe.
I was dying.
In your arms, and all I could do was smile and tell you, "I Love You".
Then I died.
But you were safe. That's all that mattered.
You were safe.
Now I watch over you from right here.
You look so pretty from up here.
And someday we'll be reunited, until then…
I am the softest wind.
How was it?