Soo letting you guys know that I wrote last chapter and this chapter consecutively. I'm guessing that the reviews or thoughts are something around the lines of "KAGOME GOING OUT WITH KOUGA?! I THOUGHT SHE LIKED INUYASHA!!"

Hey. I can't help what my fingers want. Lol. You'll see what's coming up next though. Just you watch. I bet you'll love it just as much as I do.

Chapter 4

Kouga

Mirrors. They're everywhere. I look at myself in a mirror and I see things that I wish I didn't have to see. I see a person who is more confused than any other person in the world. I see someone who is scared. I see me.

The strange thing is… I can't tell who "me" is.

A boy… a girl?

I see confusion.

I bet you're laughing out loud. You are, aren't you? I would be too if I saw someone in my position. If I was sitting in you seat. If I was the onlooker and you were the confused teenager. You don't have any idea.

If there is one thing I know, it's that my girlfriend, Kagome Higuarshi, is the most wonderful person on earth. She's beautiful and smart and funny and… sometimes I'm slightly jealous of her.

She knows what she wants to do.

She wants to leave. She wants to get out of Forks, Washington, and move on to some sunnier place. She wants to leave for good. That's the only thing about her that I'm jealous of. I have prettier eyes, longer hair, and a nicer bone structure…. She just has the womanly curves and the girlish voice and the guys falling all over her and the--- DAMN IT!

I am not gay. I am not gay. I am NOT gay.

I was sitting in my room. I had just called an old friend, Inuyasha, over to help me with a science project. It was around seven now. I called him at 4:30.

Jerk face.

I shook my head and rubbed my eyes. My bathroom mirror always lied to me. It always convinced me that I was something that I'm not. It always said to me, "You shouldn't be there. You shouldn't be in that body. That's not the real you..."

Of course, I never believed it.

I was one of the most popular guys at school. Inuyasha's older brother, Sesshomaru, and I were extremely tight. Miroku was one of my best friends too. What did I have to be envious of?

If anything, people should be envious of me.

And they were.

But something left me with an aching feeling, like I was missing something.

I continued to stare at myself in the mirror. I could see things that many other people couldn't see. Suddenly, I realized that more than anyone else right now, I needed to talk to Kagome.

We had a few things to straighten out.

Well, another chapter completed. Short once again. Only two more short ones to go.

Bet you guys weren't expecting that- now were you? Ahahaaaa. It'd be nice if you guys reviewed, then I'd update.