Ever since the first day I saw him, I wanted him, Inuyasha's brother or no. Sure he tried to kill me several times, but that didn't change my desire to have him. My days were filled with fantasies of what I would do once I obtained him, and my nights… well that was a whole different matter altogether. My dreams were absolutely carnal. Who knew I had such an impassioned subconscious?

The problem was, that even though I was a miko, I was a weak miko. From what I understood at the time, was that dog demons had a very acute sense of smell and that higher youkai could sense auras. I figured if I wanted to get close to the object of my desires, I was going to have to train and train hard.

It wasn't easy to find time to train with having to search for the jewel shards, the battles with Naraku, and his minions, and all, but I managed. I learned how to suppress my aura which wasn't nearly as hard as I thought it would be. But learning to conceal my scent, now that was a whole different story. Everyone I talked to told me that humans could not conceal their scents. I scoffed at them, I knew there had to be a way to hide my scent and I was going to find it… and I did.

It took a year of secret searching, hiding what I was doing from my friends and more importantly why I was doing it, but I found a way. I came across an old witch woman who had been exiled to the mountains for her sorcery. Now I really didn't believe she was a witch, but more of a miko who honed her powers into something akin to witchcraft. After speaking with the old woman, I found that in order to suppress my scent I would have to take a drop of blood from one that could, and mix it with my own. No problem… right?

I didn't know of any demons that could suppress their scents, well none that I could ask anyway. Which left me with one demon that I needed blood from…Sesshoumaru. How was I going to get a drop of his blood? I had never been close enough to him and well, I had never seen Inuyasha draw his blood either, so how to get it? I couldn't very well walk up to him and ask him for it, doing that would only cause me to have easier access to my own blood. I needed a plan.

Weeks went by and I still hadn't figured a way to obtain a drop of his blood, until the day the we came upon a battle between Naraku and the cold demon himself…Sesshoumaru. I was elated, there he was fighting in all his glory. His silver hair whipping around him, his muscles flexing with his graceful movements, his focused concentrating golden gaze upon his enemy, I wanted to jump him right then and there.

I was so caught up in drooling and getting all hot and bothered over MY demon lord that I failed to protect myself from the hanyou Naraku. Tentacles flew at me snatching me up and trying to squeeze the life right out of me. I screamed for Inuyasha to help me, but he was to far away to get to me, not to mention that Kagura was keeping my friends at bay with her wind attacks. Naraku informed me that now that he had me, he also had my jewel shards. That was when the first physical contact between me and Sesshoumaru happened.

Sesshoumaru cut the tentacle that held me, grabbed me, and took me out of the hanyou's range. I smiled my thanks up at him when he set me down and I was received with nothing but his icy cold glare, then he went back to the battle. I watched him as he let off his kenatsu attack with toukijin obliterating the Naraku puppet. Needless to say I was in awe with Sesshoumaru's strength and ability, and he saved ME.

I watched as Sesshoumaru took off back into the forest and once he was out of eyesight I wrapped my arms around herself trying to hold onto the lingering touch of my beloved. That was when I felt something wet on my side. I looked down and noticed that there was blood on the side of my shirt, a lot of blood. I took inventory of my body and found that I didn't have any wounds, so that meant that the blood belonged to Sesshoumaru. So without a second thought I grabbed an arrow, cut my hand open, and grabbed the spot where Sesshoumaru's blood was on my shirt, praying his blood would mix with mine. I only needed a drop after all and there seemed to be a lot more than just a drop. Not to mention that his blood mixed with mine made me feel like I was his.

A few weeks later I escaped Inuyasha and headed up to the old miko's hut in the mountains. Once I arrived I informed the miko of what had happened and wanted to find out if indeed it was his blood and if so did I get enough into my system to hide my scent. The old miko told me that the only way to be sure was to try and suppress my scent. I looked at the old miko with a look of 'how the hell do I do that?' The old miko handed me a very old scroll and told me that everything I needed to know about suppressing my scent would be found in the scroll.

I was so happy I wrapped my arms around the old miko hugging her so tight that the miko thought she might die. I ran out of the hut and headed for home, I had a lot of reading and practicing to do.

A few weeks later I had finally mastered the ability to mask my scent, but did I infuse enough of Sesshoumaru's blood into my system for it to work? There was only one way to find out, test it on Inuyasha. So one night while they were all sleeping I got up, walked into the forest suppressing my aura and my scent and waited. When dawn came and Inuyasha woke up, he scanned over the camp to make sure that everyone was still there, and found that they weren't. I was missing!

He jumped out of his tree and woke everyone up so that they could search for me. Inuyasha sniffed around the campground and found my scent trail which ended at the edge of the tree line. He let out a frustrated growl and tried to feel for my aura and was even more angered when he couldn't feel that either. Just as he was getting ready to take off into the forest to do an Inuyasha frantic search for me, I appeared from behind him, releasing my aura and scent.

The hanyou spun around and found me standing behind him smirking. He then went into his 'where the hell have you been rant' earning him a nasty sit for calling me some pretty nasty names, then getting another one for the string of curses the erupted from his mouth once he hit the dirt. The rest of the group just shook their heads at the oblivious hanyou. After five years you would think he would have learned by now. They all thought.

The group walked down the road that was covered in the first light powdering of winters white blanket. I looked at the white snow and was reminded of a certain daiyōkai I was obsessed with. When said daiyōkai landed in front of our group. As soon as I laid my big blue eyes on him, my mind shut down of all conscience thought and only ran images of a naked Sesshoumaru through my head. I could feel my arousal building up at the vision of him naked and begging me to satisfy him. I let out a moan and released myself to my fantasy. I continued to watch him until my body shuddered from the tightness in my abdomen. I had to leave before I screamed out my release.

I made my way to a nearby stream so I could wash up, and hopefully Inuyasha wouldn't pick up on my aroused scent. Why I didn't cover my aroused scent was beyond me, but I didn't really care. I did cover it up and suppressed my aura when I left though. I wanted to get cleaned up without any interruptions.

I pulled a wash cloth out of my bag and dipped it into the icy stream, removed my clothing and began to wash myself down. The cold water did me wonders in calming my racing blood and removing the fantasies of Sesshoumaru from my head. Once I was done I headed back to the group that was currently looking for me.

After a nasty argument with Inuyasha about me disappearing again, that ended with a few sit commands, our group was on their way in search of more jewel shards.

Christmas was a week away and also the only time of the year when Inuyasha let me leave until the New Year so that I could spend the holiday with my family. This gave me about three weeks of freedom from the hanyou and about three weeks to obtain the one thing I really wanted for Christmas….Sesshoumaru!

I went home and informed my family that I would return the day before Christmas and then I packed what I would need for my upcoming hunt. I wasn't too sure how I was going to find my prey, but I had faith that eventually I would come upon him... somewhere.

I climbed out of the well keeping my scent and aura suppressed and headed west. Where else better to start my search than in his own lands. I wondered how long it would take me to find him or to find his domain and really didn't care if it took me my entire vacation. I was a woman on a mission.

By the end of the first day I felt as if I had been traveling for a year getting nowhere. The forest looked the same no matter how far away I got from the well. But somehow I felt as if I was getting close to my objective.

Days went by with no luck, but I wasn't deterred. At first I thought I was just walking west, but I wasn't. From the day I started this journey in search of my obsession, it felt as if I was being lead somewhere, like it was my blood dictating in which direction I was to go in. You see every time I would divert from the path I was walking, something inside me told me that I was going in the wrong direction. At first I just thought it was my woman's intuition, but the more I thought about it, it seemed deeper than that. So I figured it was Sesshoumaru's blood that I put into my veins leading me to him, so that it could return to its owner. Well if that's the case then, lets go I say.

I was running out of time. I only had three days until I needed to return home so that I could spend Christmas with my family. Its times like these when I wish I had Inuyasha's ability to run fast, but I don't, so I will have to make do my slow ningen walk. If I didn't find him by the end of the day I was going to have to give up my search and head home. However, if I did find him, well home and Christmas with my family would just have to be postponed for awhile… or for all eternity if he decides to kill me.

The sun was telling me that it was late afternoon which also meant that I only had a few more hours until I needed to turn around and head back. Yet as I thought about turning back my blood began to pump furiously through my veins. This told me that I was very close to him and had to keep going. As it turned out I didn't have very far to go, for just as I stepped into the next clearing… he was there.

I froze where I stood. He had his back to me just standing there as if he were waiting for something. It couldn't be me, since I had my aura suppressed as well as my scent. All I could do was to stare at the beauty that is the killing perfection.

It wasn't only his looks that had drawn me to him, but his cold personality. It was just so damn sexy. He was a challenge and one that I wanted to get my hands on. I wanted to see if there was more to the cold daiyōkai than what he showed the world, or was he that cold all the way through. I hoped that that was the case. I know it sounds strange to want something that had no caring feelings and was cold as ice, but that's what makes Sesshoumaru, Sesshoumaru. If he were warm loving and caring then I just don't think I would have such a strong attraction to him. Not to mention that his cold personality most likely makes him an animal in bed. I had to find out.

Now this was the tricky part letting him know I was here, if he didn't already know, without him trying to kill me. I would really hate to have to purify him before I had a chance to try and tame him. So keeping my guard up I slowly released my aura a bit at a time, keeping it non-threatening, and unafraid, in order to get his attention. I kept my scent suppressed, being I don't want him to smell my arousal just yet. Hell every time since the first time I saw him, I would get aroused when I saw him. Oh well hopefully today will be the day I get my satisfaction, I mean really 20 years old and still a virgin.

I once cherished my virginity as a young girl should, but I am no longer a young girl. I am now a woman and my womanly senses are screaming for me to loose the one thing that keeps me from being a complete woman. And who better to do that with then the sexiest demon in all the land?

Sesshoumaru turned to me almost instantly upon the release of my aura, and I was taken back slightly by his red eyes. I tilted my head in question, keeping my fear at bay and whispered his name. He didn't respond, just continued to stare at me with his blood red eyes. So I decided to throw caution to the wind and released my scent to him, and as soon as I did I found myself pressed up against a tree with Sesshoumaru, red eyes and all, sniffing my neck.

You'd think I would be afraid but I wasn't, if possible I was even more turned on by him and his rough handling of me. It wasn't so much that I wanted to be treated roughly, but it just wouldn't seem right if Sesshoumaru treated me any other way. I mean he had tried to kill me after all and I wasn't attracted to him because of his warm, loving character. I wanted the ruthless daiyōkai, and all that made him who he was.

I stayed still letting him do as he please with me, and for the moment it was nothing more then sniffing my neck. I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck and pull him closer to me, but I didn't. Then when he nipped my pulse point with his fang an earth shattering orgasm hit, causing my entire body to tighten and shudder.

Once I came down from my high, I was no longer being stared at with blood red eyes, I had the icy gold eyes piercing my blue. I smiled at him wickedly, waiting for him to make his next move. When he didn't, I did the one thing I knew for sure that would get his attention. I growled a deep throaty growl at him.

I was rewarded with an evil smirk as ran a sharp claw across my neck drawing my blood, followed by him lapping it up. Once the cut was healed he pulled back, ran a claw lightly across my cheek, and left. I stood there leaning against the tree and didn't know if I should laugh, cry, or throw a fit that would rival a two year olds. I calmed my senses, gathered my things and headed back home, deciding that after Christmas was over I would hunt him down again and demand that he sates me.