Claimer: I do not own Twilight nor do I own New Moon. But I do own this plot.

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Finally my punishment for the motorcycles and running away to go save Edward I was finally able to see him. Edward I mean. Sure I was with him almost every night. And almost every morning in my room. But he was soon aloud to walk through the front door. My dad, Charlie, still couldn't seem to find forgiveness with Edward. It took many nights of him being there and hold me. His lips lightly brushing any bare skin in sight, and plenty of dazzling for me to forgive and forget. I remember after the first week of me still wakening up screaming and his arms protectively tightening around my waist, and his honey smooth voice in my ears singing to me that it was okay when finally one night I turned around when he was kissing my neck and I shoved my face into his chest as I sobbed and begged him never to let me go. Never to hurt me or scare me again. And our first hard passionate kiss. I looked up to his face, with my red, swollen, and begging eyes and before I could blink my mouth collided with his. And I tried to hold back I really did. But my arms betrayed my mind, and wrapped themselves around his neck. He also, did not stop. And he slipped under the covers next to me and caressed my neck with his lips and his teeth scrapped a bit to hard against my throat as blood found its way out of my body and onto his lips. His eyes flashed black and then they were closed and he was stiff. He didn't breath didn't talk and didn't wipe away the blood from his lips when he finally spoke. "Wipe my lips." And my hand shakily moved to his mouth when I then realized what he wanted. I kissed his lips and lightly brushed my blood away from his face and he mumbled "I'm not going to leave you, Not now not ever." And I smiled. I knew he wouldn't ever again. Yet there was still a voice in the back of my head telling me not to let my guard down not yet. And he breathed and shakily stood and ran to the bathroom and back before I could sigh with relief. And he was wiping away the already dried blood and putting pressure to make damn sure the blood would stop.
"I'm sorry" He said as he gazed into my eyes for forgiveness and with love.
"Its alright." I breathed and I could still smell him his beautiful sent entering my nose.
"Can I get you anything?" He asked beginning to pace around the room.
"Kiss me again" I spoke my fantasies.
"Is that all"
"You know what I want most. But you won't..." I stopped and looked into his eyes.
"I will. Not now. But If you will...Be with me for eternity."
"Edward that's what this is all about. That's why I want to be a vampire." I smile big, as I imagined me and him in the medow...or even hunting. As long as I am with him, I don't care where we are or what we're doing.
"Me. That's all your thinking about. What about Charlie? What about Renee?" He said growling as he said my father's name. Dad has some pretty nasty, mean thoughts about Edward.
"I love them yes of course. But I need you. I left my mom back in Phoenix...or Florida.. whatever, and I didn't have a gapping hole in my chest. I left my dad every time I came to visit and I didn't wake up screaming. And...I never longed for there touch. It would be gross if I did…but you get it." I blurted out.
"Then why won't you...Marry me?"
"Because, on someone's honey moon...They...you know?" I said my face flaming with a blush.
"And we can.." He said and then trailed off as he finally
understood what I was saying.
"Not if I'm human." I said angrily.
"Fine." He said and sat next to me.
"Wha-You mean...now?"
"NO!" He hollered. He then covered his mouth with his hands. Dad didn't wake up. Whew.
"Why not?"
"You have school. And what will Charlie think when he walks in and hears you screaming in pain and sees you squirming in my arms?"
"Tomorrow then? It's the weekend!" I exclaimed.
"After graduation." He said. I could hear it in his voice that he didn't want to.
"I love you." I said and kissed below his ear and his body relaxed and he moaned in...anticipation? Maybe? And then pushed away and leaned me down and cradled my fragile body close to his.

"Beep. Beep. Beep."
"Arggghuuuummphh" I said leaning over to turn off my alarm clock and I didn't feel Edward there. My eyes shot open and I glanced around. He wasn't in the chair. Wasn't in the room. I tripped out of bed and stumbled to get on my robe that Alice had bought me. I then flew down, Actually I fell down the stairs and I didn't find Edward. I sat on the last step and curled into a ball and whispered his name to myself.
"Edward. "
"Edward no. Please! Come back." I moaned and I herd a "Creek" in the floor boards I looked up to see a Vampire. My vampire. I sprang into his arms and sobbed.
"I was only outside. Charlie just left so I wanted him to think I was going to pick you up...He finally broke and said we can now see each other.." He said a smile pulling at his lips.
"Oh.." I said and blushed deep red.
"Go get ready. And hurry down the human needs to eat."

From that day forward Dad had became more open to me and Edward. And today I'm going over to the Cullens and am going shopping with Alice for our graduation and prom gowns. While Edward, Jasper, Emmet go hunting.

I knocked on the door even though I knew Alice was right there. She answered the door and said. "Oh 'Ello Butta-cup." And giggled uncontrollably. We had watched a movie last night here, and there was a girl named Isabella and her nick name was Butta-cup. So that's my new nick name here. Exciting! We walked in and I ran, and tripped, and fell up the stairs to Edwards room. He was there with his shirt off about to tug one down over his head. I blushed and felt my face heat up as he came and hugged me. His eyes were dark. Not yet black but dark. I kissed his cheek and backed off. Although I didn't want to.
"So...have fun with Alice, shopping." He said his smooth voice muffled by the shirt being pulled down over his face.
"Yeah have fun hunting."
"I will." He said smiling my favorite crooked smile

I walked into the mall knowing I had no say in what I was going to wear for the prom only one week away.
"Oh. My. GOODNESSSSSS!" Alice screeched as she entered a store full of dresses with rime stones and jewels and trains (Like a wedding dress) And I chocked up trying to tell her not this store,
"Alice-Not...uhh. Well not this... not uh-this-uhh store."
"But there sooooooo pretty Bella! You'll look gorgeous!"
"There uh-" Before I could finish she was shoving a dress into my face. It was white. And the top was tight fitted. And it flared out at the end. with black jewels spreading there way around the flare of the skirt. It was perfect… for a wedding.
"Come on Bella! Let me seeeeee!" Alice sang from the waiting place in the dressing room.
"No...I don't think so." I said blushing a deep red.
"Beeellllaaaa" She literally sang. I stepped out and Alice placed her hand over her non-beating heart and pulled in a sharp breath and pulled out a credit card.
"We must buy it!" And how could I possibly argue with a vampire.
"Fine." I said pouting. But I really did look amazing. Well...I'd rather look something like Rosalie. She is perfect. She may hate me but she is still stunningly beautiful.

After we purchased the dress Alice took me to a store with elegant shoes. I laughed so hard when she picked up a pair of thin high heals and pointy toes. She looked confused when finally I was walking over to some flats, and managed to trip and run into a wall. It was then, her time to laugh. I ended up getting a pair of black high heeled elegant type shoes. Not terribly complicated. And she then bought me a white gold bracelet and earrings to match. All of this happened with me complaining of have to much spent on me.
"Nonsense." She would say and then dance to the next store. She went to far when she got me a vale for the dress. Not even paying attention to me whining about the coats, and the tackiness about the resemblance of a wedding dress.

Bellas dress.
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Bellas shoes.

Bellas bracelet.

Bellas Vale.
asked Charlie if I could stay over all weekend. And of course he was woreried about Edward. And I finally stood up to my dad.
"Dad. I understand why your worried. I am to. But I'm happy that he is here now. I want to enjoy his company as much a possible." I said while reaching across the dinner table and laying my hand on his.
"Okay honey. If your willing to forgive him, then I guess I can to."
"Thank you." I screeched and jumped up cleared the table and kissed my dads cheek.
"Love yah'." I said and pulled Alice out so we could get on our way to the Cullens beautiful house.

After we were done shopping we walked up to the front door and I walked in. Edward running up to me and draping his arm across my shoulders and kissed my ear.
I blushed and looked down at my shoes.
"Ahh Bella. I would like to speak to you" Said Carlisle.
"Uhh-okay." I said and gave Edward a quizzical look. He shrugged and pulled me to the couch and on top of him. We intertwined our fingers and he gently rubbed circles into the palm of my hand.
"Yes?" I ask Carlisle as he saw down across from us.
"About changing you." He began and gave Edward a hard stare because at the mentioning sp? of changing me he growled.
"Yeah?" I asked a little more enthusiastic.
"Edward...would like to do it after marriage correct?" He said stating this to either of us.
"Yes." Edward said tensing at the thought of putting me through the pain.
"And when would you like it to take place."
"Tomorrow." I said almost before he was finished speaking. His eyebrows raised as he looked to Edward.
He growled and sat me down next to him and looked to me.
"No." Is all he said. He said it with such intensity and so scary like. I felt my bottom lip quiver.
"If you- don't want to be with me for eternity Edward Cullen then stop teasing-- me!" I said my voice thick with tears.
"I'm-I'm not." He said and he reached for my hands.
"I'm going for a walk." I said looking at my feet. I rose and began striding towards the door. I managed not to fall on my way out. I herd Edward get up and start to follow me and Carlisle saying "No let her think." I smiled because he always seemed to understand.

Edwards Point of View.

How could she want it tomorrow. I was in my room now waiting for her come back. My Bella my silly Bella. My foolish Bella. And Alice walked in with a scared look on her face.
"Bella" she breathed and I stood immediately and dragged her down stairs all the while begging her to tell me what she saw.
"Bella. Victoria. Blood." Was all she could say before I was out the door.