Don't own Inuyasha or the song 'Lacrymosa' which belongs to evanescence. Let me know what you think ideas are up for grabs.

Lacrymosa

chapter 1: The begining of the end?

out on your own

cold and alone again

can this be what you really wanted, baby

Huddled in a the blackness of her room, Kagome Higurashi sat there frozen. Unable to fully comprehend the magnitude of the damage she had created. Unable to fully believe she could ever commit such a thing. Her thoughts drifted toward a certain hanyou, InuYasha. He had been so... devastated when the news reached him that she, Kagome, had brutally murdered Kikyou (a/n:not that she wasn't dead alredy). The only strange thing about it was that in some way it was Inuyasha's fault too. But wether that was the case or not, she was ready to take the blame. For the both of them.

Blame it on me

set your guilt free

nothing can hold you back now

Shakingly she stood up and made her way across her room to her desk. Weakly she smiled as her hand grasped the pair of sciccors, out of the container. She was sure InuYasha would never come for her, and her family was out for the week. No one would find her, no one would stop her.

now that your gone

I feel like myself again

She opened the sciccors and easily slid the not so dull blade across her wrist. Tears formed in her eyes but none fell.

Grieving the things I can't repair

and willing

'Somehow... no matter how much I place blame on InuYasha , it's still all my fault. She thought as she self mutilated her other arm. Giving her pale skin a crimson tint.

To let you blame it on me

Set your guilt free

"Folish girl you only hold him back, you will never be good enough." Kikyou's words haunted her, as she agian brought the sciccors to her arm.

I don't want to hold you back now love

With his back against the tree, InuYasha sat in deep thought about Kikyou and Kagome. Even though Kikyou was killed InuYasha felt no need to avenge her. It's like he didn't really car anymore. Why was that? Was it because her murderer was Kagome? Kikyou had set out to kill Kagome, and because of InuYasha, Kagome wouldn't even lift her bow and arrow. Kikyou went on and on about how InuYasha needed to use the jewel and become human, so he could go to hell with her. Kagome had questioned why Kikyou would want to change who he was. Kikyou had replied that he was a 'tainted hanyou'. That was when Kagome yelled that she (kikyou) didn't deserve somone she didn't truly love, then she could burn in hell alone. With one arrow she killed her and headed home. It relly hadn't shocked him Kikyou wanted him to change, she always had.

I can't change who I am

not this time

She couldn't just love him for who he was not what, Like kagome. Kagome never cared he was a hanyou, she just like him. Mabey thats why he grew found of the modern day girl.

I wont lie to keep you near me

InuYasha's eyes widen in realization, he loved Kagome. And, if it wasnt to late, he could tell her and fix things. Just as he jumped down from the branch a nagging feeling worked it's way into his gut. it was telling him had to get to Kagome and fast.

And in this short life

theres no time to waste on giving up

Her grip on the sciccors loosened as her consiousness sliped from her. Her body slumped to the floor and laying her in the pool of blood . Barely breathing she held on a moment longer, only a moment, praying he would find her before she gave up. For good.

My love wasn't enough

"Ka...Kagome..?" she herd a whisper from her doorway. Reluctantly she lifted her head to see InuYasha standing there in shock. She smiled weekly and thought 'he came after all', before puking up more blood. InuYasha sat down and craddled her in his lap, looking at her wounds he noticed that they were bleeding profusely. There might be no way to help her.

And you can blame it on me

"InuYasha?" He herd kagome whisper, and replied "yea?" "I'm ready for you to blame me. " InuYasha's eyes grew wide.

set your guilt free, honey

"Stupid, I could never blame you." He stated moving some of her hair that was blocking her beautiful face from him. "I understand" she replied, and with a long draw of breath she finnished. " I will always love you." Her body slumped in his hands.

I don't want to hold you back now love

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