I,
who can fly,
but am freeless.
Life
wich is for what I fight,
can never enjoy it.
I'm I a freak?
just a wierd hybrid,
which invisble as boy,
and hated as ghost!
Did I do something?
is it my fault?
for foes to gain,
as I try to let other's live.
But do they know who I am?
do those lifes even wonder,
that inside,
I'm burning,
Hate, no, no hate
I'm burning inside,
for what I have become,
Not only did my life paths has enclosed,
but even I fear,
for what I can become.
Yes I'm burning,
for fear,
for surviving,
becuase I'm not understood.
But I will keep flying,
So it will free my soul,
for those burning feelings,
that can't keep me alone.
I will fight,
for dear life I will,
and when my lifeless half,
becomes one,
I will remain here,
here were I fight.
Were once I tryied to have a life,
I will fight for who love me,
for who not,
becuase they can live,
one whole life, not just half.
I'm now burning,
for who I am,
but fly refresh me,
and makes try,
for what I think,
is just on half,
now I can tell,
they are 2 halfs, that joins,
and those burning feelings become one whole,
letting me feel,
feel, that I'm alive.
I was very sad when I wrote this (my parents kept me from watching the latinamerican marathon, well not all, I missed 2 episodes, and the whole re-run on Sunday), yes it isn't depressing, but I was, and needed that urge to write a poem, so I did!! it isn't really too good, I just needed to do something to cheer me up, and to take out that sad feeling on me, poems always make me get out those feelings.
Even thought, I hope you like it ;) thanks for reading
-bluename