Star-Chan: Well this story is coming to it's end. Yes i know it's a bit short sorry! Well i liked how this chapter turned out, i think it's the best out of all the chapters : lots of emotion. haha well i guess this is it, now on with the LAST CHAPTER for Transformations to Confessions:
Disclamier: I do not own Inuyasha.
Chapter 5: How I really feel about you, Kagome.
The next morning, Kagome opened her eyes to see the sun shining through the window. She rubbed her eyes and got out of bed. She saw the photo album and the picture with her and Inuyasha. She put the picture back inside and put the album under her bed.
"Oh, I have a date with Hojo today…" Kagome thought and sighed. The thought of her going out with another boy, other then Inuyasha made her feel very uneasy. "It's not like there's anything wrong with Hojo, it's just that I think he's not the one for me…the one I truly love is…" Kagome stopped as an image of Inuyasha popped into her mind. She shook the image away in the mind. "Ah, why am I constantly thinking about him?" Kagome said, got up and walked over to the phone and dialed some numbers.
"Hello?"
"Hojo, I don't think I can make our date tonight." Kagome said to her classmate.
"Oh…why is that Kagome?" Hojo asked in concern.
"Look, I don't want to keep lying to you, I actually…love someone." Kagome had started to say.
"Oh…Kagome…I…love you too…" Hojo said shyly although Kagome couldn't see, she could tell he was blushing like crazy, but she just sighed.
"No, Hojo…you have the wrong idea, I love someone yes, but that someone is not you." Kagome said taking a deep breath after coming straight out and telling Hojo the truth, and telling herself the truth that the person she loves is indeed the half-demon.
"What…is that the truth Kagome?" Hojo stammered
"Yes, and I'm sorry for all the trouble I caused you, just give up on me and move on, because I can never return your love." Kagome said to Hojo. Some how this sentence made Kagome tear up, because she knew, Inuyasha can't love her fully, part of his heart is still Kikyo's and he can never fully return his love for hers.
"I see, thank you Kagome for telling me. Goodbye." Hojo said and hung up, followed by Kagome who sighed again. Kagome walked back upstairs to find Inu-Chan, but he was no where to be seen.
"Inu-Chan, where are you?" Kagome called out to the dog, but nothing replied.
"Probably went you for a walk, I think that's a good idea, I should take a nice long walk too." Kagome said aloud to no one in particular and walked out of the house.
"Bark Bark, "I'm back everyone!" Inuyasha barked as he came out of the well. There he found Miroku, Sango, and Shippo sitting on the grass waiting for him.
"Inuyasha, you're finally back!" Shippo said running up to his half demon friend.
"It's good you came back Inuyasha, we have the potion to change you back to normal." Miroku said with the potion in his hand. Inuyasha walked up to Miroku, who helped him drink the potion.
"The monk Kusakabe said it might take a few days for you to get back to normal. Say, Inuyasha, you look a little sad." Sango said kneeling down and pet Inuyasha. Inuyasha didn't say anything, not like anyone would understand but him, but he didn't bark before he jumped back into the well.
"I have to tell Kagome all of what she said is not true. I do have feelings for her…but Kikyo…AH I can't think about her now, I have to make things right with Kagome first and tell her how I really feel about her." Inuyasha thought to himself. And once again he was back in the modern era. Judging from the sunlight it was noon. He heard that oh so familiar voice calling for him in the sweet innocent voice that is hiding all the sadness she has inside.
"Inu-chan, come here boy!" Kagome called out to the dog demon that came running into her arms moments later.
"Where have you been? Oh well no matter, you're here now. You want to play fetch?" Kagome said taking out a stuffed bone. Inuyasha had no intention of playing, but after seeing the play toy, he barked with happiness. After they played with the stuffed bone, they moved on to stuffed animals, tug a wars, and Inuyasha's favorite, the tennis ball! They both played happily forgetting about all the troubles and worries they had. Before they both realized it, the sun was starting to set and they decided to go back into the house.
After a quick dinner Kagome went to take a shower, and then helped Inu-Chan take a bath. Inuyasha was reluctantly to letting Kagome wash him, but he gave in eventually, he hated to admit it, but it felt comfortable. Kagome dried Inu-chan off and started getting ready for bed.
"Inu-Chan, want to sleep with me tonight?" Kagome asked him sweetly and picked him up and climbed into bed with Inu-chan right next o her.
"There ya go, isn't it much more comfortable then the floor?" Kagome said as Inuyasha barked and licked Kagome. Kagome yawned her last yawn before tucking her and Inu-chan into bed and turned off the lights.
It was the middle of the night; Inuyasha was starting to stir in his sleep. He woke up and sat up. His body was feeling very tingly and strange, it was nothing he felt before. He looked around and saw that the things were no longer black and white, but color was replacing them. His body growing bigger and his hands and feet appeared instead of paws. Claws started to form on his hands, and soon Inuyasha was back to his normal half-demon form. He looked down at himself, seeing his regular red kimono and feet.
"What the hell…" Inuyasha said out loud, maybe a little too loud because the next sound he heard stopped his heart beat.
"Uh…what…?" Kagome said starting to open her eyes. Inuyasha panicked. He could not be seen in Kagome's bed, she is sure going to kill him with all her sits. Inuyasha didn't know what to do; on the left side of him were Kagome, and the right side it was blocked by a wall. So the only thing he could think of was to climb over Kagome. Boy was that a bad idea. Inuyasha ended up tripping on the blankets and fell on top of Kagome! Kagome's eyes immediately flew open locking her black eyes with Inuyasha's golden orbs. She blushed furiously and so did Inuyasha.
"AHHHHHH Inuyasha you pervert! SIIIIIITTTTTTT" Kagome screamed and pushed Inuyasha off her, and poor Inuyasha hit the floor with a loud BANG.
"Ah…h…" Inuyasha groaned in pain from the compact of the floor to his face and body.
"What are you doing here, where's Inu-chan!" Kagome said in total confusion looking around for the silver furred dog.
"You're looking at him." Inuyasha said getting up from the floor.
"But…Inu-chan's is a…"
"A dog…and I'm a dog-demon." Inuyasha said to the stuttering Kagome.
"But…"
"Come back to the feudal era and Miroku and they will explain to you."
Kagome got up from bed, shooed Inuyasha out of her room and changed her clothes to her regular school uniform, she knew she wouldn't be going to school again. She walked down into the kitchen followed by Inuyasha. Kagome wrote a note and put it on the table where her parents will find it. They both walked out into the star filled sky and headed towards the well and jumped in. When they were on the other side of the well, they were greeted by Miroku, Sango, and Shippo.
"Kagome you're back!" Shippo said running to his mother-like friend.
"Nice to have you back Kagome." Sango said with a warm smile.
"Yes, but first before we throw a welcoming back party, we need to do some explaining do we not?" Miroku said.
"Yes, thank you Miroku, I'm at a total lost." Kagome said softly and sat down while Miroku started explaining.
"Oh…so that is what happened…I see." Kagome said nodding; now understanding the situation. "I'm glad you're okay now Inuyasha." Kagome said smiling that fake smile.
"Kagome I need to talk to you. Come with me." Inuyasha said plainly and got up followed by Kagome and headed out and away from the crowd. Kagome was sitting on the edge of the cliff with her knees close to her chest staring at the sunset; apparently the light time in her era and this is completely different. They were like opposites; her era the sun is rising, and in this era, the sun is setting, never to meet with one another. Like Kagome and Inuyasha. It was mere coincidence that they met; they are from completely different times.
"Inuyasha…all the things that you heard…" Kagome said hesitantly. She was not prepared to face Inuyasha with all the facts and truth that was lurking in the shadows until now.
"That was all crap that is not how I feel about you Kagome!" Inuyasha replied.
"They aren't? Then how do you feel about me Inuyasha, what do you think of me?" Kagome said flatly with no emotion. She was still watching the sun set while her hair was flowing the wind behind her.
"I…I…" Inuyasha started to say. He knew what he was going to say, but the words wouldn't seem to form.
"Inuyasha," Kagome said turning around to look at Inuyasha, with sorrow in her eyes. "I know you can never forget about Kikyo, even if I can bring myself to accept that, in my heard the pain will always still be there. I just want to know one thing, and that is how you really feel about me." Kagome said not taking her gaze of Inuyasha. But Inuyasha broke the connection between them. He couldn't bare seeing Kagome so hurt, and knowing that it was because of him. He mentally kicked himself for being so stupid.
Inuyasha stayed quiet.
"So that's it huh, nothing at all. So all I am to you is a jewel seeker," Kagome said lower her head so her bangs covered her water covered eyes. "I see now how stupid I was to have thought there was actually something between us…something like love. Boy I feel so pathetic right now."
Inuyasha stayed quiet.
"Okay then, if that's all I am then…" Kagome sobbed. "I'll hurry and look for the jewel shards and get out of here so you can be alone with your precious Kikyo." Kagome said standing up. She was starting to walk when Inuyasha grabbed her wrist and pulled her into a tight embrace.
"In-Inuyasha?" Kagome said confused by his action.
"Don't I have a say in this?" Inuyasha said running his hair through Kagome's silky black hair. He pulled away, but held firmly at her shoulders looking straight into her eyes which were still filled with tears.
"Kagome, I know how much I have hurt you in the past, I'm sorry. I know I might never be able to forget about Kikyo, the love at had with her was genuine," Kagome looked away from Inuyasha's eyes. "But, Kagome, you have to understand that I love you too…the love I have for you is greater then the power of the sacred jewel. It was true; I hated you in the beginning because you looked like Kikyo, and yes at first I just thought you were a tool for jewel hunting. But after a while…I found myself getting very protective of you. Every time you're with me I feel at peace and happy. And yes, I will also admit, I don't want anyone other guy getting close to you, especially that wolf. Do you understand Kagome?" Inuyasha said gazing into Kagome's eyes, longing for an answer.
"Inuyasha, how about Kikyo? She still love you if you forgotten." Kagome said still looking away avoiding Inuyasha's eyes.
"I don't care if she loves me; yes I loved her, but not anymore. I admit, I do run off to her whenever she's around, but that's just because I feel sorry for her, and I did that to her, I took her life away from her…and I think I need to make up for it." Inuyasha said ashamed of himself. Kagome looked at Inuyasha.
"Inuyasha…" Kagome started to say, but had no idea what she was going to say.
"Please Kagome, don't leave me anymore. I can live without Kikyo, but…I can't live without you in my life. You complete my heart." Inuyasha said stroking Kagome's cheeks. He watched her pink lips turn into a smile, and tears ran down her cheeks.
"Inuyasha…do you mean it?" Kagome said sobbing lightly.
"Yes Kagome, every word."
"Oh Inuyasha," Kagome yelled and hugged Inuyasha tightly. "Thank you, thank you for saying that. I love you too!"
"Kagome, I want you promise me something." Inuyasha said pulling back from the hug.
"What is it?"
"Promise me, you'll never leave me ever again." Inuyasha said tucking a strand of loose black hair behind Kagome's ear.
"Before I promise you that, you have to promise me something too." Kagome said smiling at the puzzled Inuyasha.
"Promise me that you wouldn't get jealous of other guys talking to me, because my heart will always belong to you."
"I promise Kagome and do you promise never to leave me?"
"It's a promise I'll keep forever Inuyasha." Kagome said. Inuyasha smiled and bent down and kissed Kagome on the lips.
-Fin-
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