Games Not Meant to be Played

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts or the characters in this story. I only own the plot.

Warning: This story is yaoi, which is guy x guy, if you don't like that sort of thing, then don't read. This story also consist of rape, swearing, minor drug use (painkillers), and maybe more. Also, I will warn you now, Sora especially will be out of character through part of it. Probably other people as well. And this is AU. I think that is all right now. Also, anyone that is here reading this because they read my last story Unfaithful Love and like it, please understand this story is going to be darker. I am going to the darkside because they have cookies, and Sora demands cookies as payment for appearing in my story.

Chapter 1. It Started With...

Ocean blue eyes squeezed shut as the boy was slammed up against the wall. A knife tracing down his neck lightly. Not enough to produce blood, but enough to terrify the boy into submission. A pair of lips descended onto the boys neck assaulting it with harsh kisses and sharp bites. The boy could feel blood trickle down his neck from the bites before it was licked up in a manner that sent shivers of disgust through the boy.

The knife moved down to his chest to cut off the buttons that fastened his shirt leaving a trail of blood as it lightly cut into his flesh. The cut was not deep, just enough to make a small amount of blood appear. After the shirt had been ripped off, the assaulting tongue ran down the trail that the knife had left. Long slim fingers found their way around to the boys back where they dug into the skin causing the boy to cry out in pain.

"Good, cry out for me. I want to hear you cry. I want to hear you scream." The boy's assaulter said before biting hard into the area around the boys nipple. The action once again bringing blood. The boy had to bite back the scream. He would not give him what he wanted. He would not scream for him. Nor would he cry. So what if there were already tears in his eyes threatening to fall, he would hold them in.

"Trying to be brave are we? That just makes me want to hurt you even more." Still the boy refused to give him what he wanted. The fingers worked their way to the button on his jeans undoing it and then the zipper. The hand ran across the boys stomach before plunging into his jeans, under his boxers, and grasping hold of him. The hand squeeze tightly and once again the boy was forced to fight back a scream. He fought the tears begging to be released from his clamped eyes. But still he was determined not to give in.

"The more you hold it in, the worse it will be for you. Why don't you just give in and cry out then maybe I will take it easier on you." But the boy knew that was a lie, he wasn't going to stop the torture, for he enjoyed causing the pain. The boy knew it would only get worse from here whether he cried out or not.

Ocean blue eyes snapped open as Sora bolted up. He looked around and noticed he was the only one in the room. Breathing a sigh of relief, 'It was just a dream.' Only it wasn't a just dream, it was a nightmare. One that was reoccurring, one that had really happened.

Sora ran his hands through his cinnamon colored hair noticing that it was wet with sweat. He looked down at his clothes, they were soaked through. The nightmare seemed to be getting more vivid again lately, making it harder for him to blow off.

Sora got out of bed and went to his dresser. He pulled out some clean clothes and walked to the bathroom down the hall. After making sure the water was hot, he stepped into the shower. Sora stood under the stream of water as he allowed it to wash the effects of the nightmare away. Not only the sweat, but the pain it always caused him to feel.

"Sora, hurry up in there. You are going to be late." his mother yelled at him as she pounded on the door. He finished up and got out of the shower. He dried off, then slid into his black boxers. He followed them up with a pair of faded blue jeans and a plain tee-shirt. After attempting to brush his hair, he left the bathroom and went down to the kitchen to eat.

"You better just grab something, you don't have much time to eat. And I don't want you to be late to school again." his mother told him. She handed a package of pop tarts to him then pushed him out the kitchen door. Sora went back upstairs to finish getting ready for school, then grabbed his bag. He was half way out the door when his mom called after him.

"Come home right after school."

She always told him that and she knew he never did. There was no reason for him to. His father had left the family a year and a half ago and didn't bother telling them where he was going. They had not heard from him since he left. Nor did he send them any money. He had left them for another woman. Not that Sora cared, he never really cared much for his so called father anyway. The guy had spent most of the time he was there drunk and was verbally abusive. But he had never hit them. And as far as his mother went, she had to worked 2 jobs to support them so she was hardly ever home. And when she was home things weren't all that great. Ever since his father had left it was like she had developed a slight hatred for men. Sometimes, not all the time, this seemed to apply to Sora as well. What was the point in coming home right after school to an empty house?

As Sora made the short trip to school he was joined by his best friend Hayner. Hayner lived a few houses down from him, so the two usually made the trip together. Hayner had semi short blond hair that he wore pushed up and back. He was always wearing clothes that had skulls on them or were camouflage. He liked to consider himself something of a rebel. But Sora knew that he was loyal and honest. And there was no one more important to him than his friends.

"Hey Sora, got up late again this morning?" Hayner asked pointing to the pop tarts that Sora was eating. Sora smiled and nodded in response.

"I just can't seem to get up on time lately." Sora wasn't about to say this was because he was having nightmares. As much as Sora like having Hayner as a friend, he wasn't ready and didn't know if he would ever be, to tell Hayner about those.

"Did you get the math homework done?" Hayner asked, knowing the answer was probably no. He knew math was one of Sora's least favorite subjects.

"No, will you help me with it? I don't understand at all." Sora asked.

"Sorry, but I'm not the best person to ask. I had trouble with the assignment as well. Try Olette, she always seems to understand math." Hayner suggested. Olette was another good friend of their's. She was the responsible one in the group. Always making sure they did what they were suppose to do.

Sora looked on as they neared the school. It was true that Olette could probably help him, but he wasn't really in the mood for her. His head was still hurting from his nightmare and he could not handle the lecture he knew she would give him. He saw a flash of red and had an idea. He knew of someone he could ask for help to one of his problems at least.

"I'll see you later Hayner. Have to go talk to someone." Sora said as he ran off in the direction the red had went.

"Axel, wait up." Sora yelled.

Axel stopped and looked behind him, seeing it was Sora who had called for him he started walking again.

"Axelllll." Sora whined. "I wanna ask you something."

Axel stopped again, this time turning around. He stood there glaring at Sora as the brunet ran up to him.

"What do you want Sora? I'm in a hurry." Axel asked, glancing around. He noticed a few people watching them and shot them glares. They seemed to get the message and looked away. The majority of the students in the school were afraid of the fire loving red head.

"Chasing after some hot blond no doubt." Sora laughed.

Axel smirked and pulled Sora close, "Come on now Sora, you know you're the only one I'm chasing. It was nice to have you chasing me for once." Axel whispered in his ear then nipped at it. Sora shivered slightly then pulled away from Axel.

"Axel, I didn't come here for that." Sora pouted, "I need help with my math homework. I don't know how to do it at all."

Axel pulled Sora close again, this time going for his neck. "I'll teach you how to do something, but it won't be math. Something a lot more useful and pleasurable than that."

Sora blushed and push Axel away. "Axel, stop that. I'm being serious here. I need help. You're good with math, so help me. Pleaseeee." Sora pleaded.

Axel sighed and looked away. 'Damn Sora, why does he have to be so cute?' "I don't have time to explain it now. You can just copy off of my paper, okay."

Sora gave a big smile, "Thanks Axel! You're the best." Axel handed his math to Sora and walked off, heading to where he was going before he was stopped.

Sora watched after Axel for a little while, thinking he would have to properly thank him later, but not for the math. Sora looked down at the hand that held the paper Axel had given him. He slightly opened his hand, a smile gracing his face as he spotted the pill that was there. A painkiller. It was like code between the two of them. Besides his mother, Axel was the only one who knew what Sora had gone through in the past. He knew Sora was still suffering from it and about the headaches. He also knew that Sora's mom was not aware of the nightmares and headaches and that Sora wanted to keep it that way. So he had developed a way Sora could let him know if he needed the pill. If Sora ever asked Axel to help him with math it meant his headache had returned and he needed some relief.

Sora threw the pill in his mouth and swallowed it dry. He had gotten use to doing that. He smiled to himself as he thought about how soon his head would stop hurting and he would be feeling pretty good. He turned around and walked the way he had come, making his way back to the front of the school. He sighed, 'I guess I should look for everyone else. They might think I ditched them.'

"Sora, there you are. Hayner said you needed some help with your math homework." Olette said. Sora looked over as she smiled at him sweetly. He smiled back before answering.

"I already got that covered. Axel helped me."

"Sora, you know that guy has been trying to get into your pants for a while now. Why would you ask him for anything? You should just stay away from him." Hayner said, walking up behind Olette. She nodded in agreement along with their other friend, Pence.

Sora shrugged, "He's not that bad and he is good with math. Which is surprising considering he misses a lot of school. And he never acts serious about anything."

"He's not that bad? You saying you don't mind a crazy pyro, not to mention asshole, always grabbing on you? You are lucky he hasn't raped you in the classroom yet." Hayner added. He didn't notice the pained look on Sora's face as he looked away.

"He wouldn't go that far. He is not a complete asshole, like you think he is. I don't think he would force himself on someone." Sora said, quietly.

"Sure he would. He is a complete asshole, who always seems to be horny. And we have all heard the stories about all of the people he has slept with. Both guys and girls. He doesn't care who it is as long as he gets it, even if he has to take it. And right now, you are his current conquest." Hayner stated. Sora hated it when Hayner got on his all knowing kick. When he was like that their was no talking him out of anything.

"The bell is about to ring, we should get to class." Olette said as she glanced down at her watch. As if on cue the bell sounded sending the four of them scrambling for their lockers. As Sora opened his locker a note fell out. He glanced around before opening it and reading.

S

Come to my place after school.

A

Sora balled up the note in his hands. After grabbing the books he would need for his first couple of classes, he slammed the locker closed and headed towards first hour, depositing the note in a trash can along the way. Didn't need his 'friends' seeing that and asking him questions that he didn't want to answer. Things that as far as he was concerned was none of their business. Sora knew he himself was an asshole, they just hadn't seen it yet.

Sora sat in first hour history class. Hayner and Pence had first hour science together and Olette was in Art or something like that this period. So Sora was all alone. Well, not really, Axel was in this class. As he sat pretending to listen to the teacher as he went on and on about something Sora really couldn't give a damn about, he felt his phone vibrate in his pocket. After making sure the teacher was too preoccupied to notice he pulled it out and check the text message that was waiting for him.

'This class sucks. Makes me want to set this room on fire.'

Sora recognized the text was from Axel. He looked around once again before typing in a response.

'You'd be doing us all a favor if you did.'

Sora sent the text then waited for a few minutes until his phone once again went off indicating Axel had responded.

'Guess I won't then. Don't want to do these fucks a favor. You on the other hand that's a different story.'

Sora smirked slightly, not wanting anyone to see.

'You will get your chance later to do me a favor'

He didn't have to wait long before he got a reply.

'Is that what we are calling it today. In that case I will do you all the favors you want and more.'

Sora snickered to himself, knowing full well what Axel was taking about. He didn't get a chance to reply to the last remark because the bell rang. Sora quickly gather up his books and shoved them in his back pack. On his way out of the room he walked past Axel and quickly glanced up and showed the other guy the smirk that his face held before dropping his head and leaving.

"Sora, Sora. Wait up." a voice called out behind him. Sora rolled his eyes slightly before turning around and smiling at his friend. Hayner came running up beside him. The two started walking towards their next period class that they shared.

"Axel didn't cause you problems first period did he?" Hayner asked. Sora could feel his blood start to boil. He wasn't really in the mood for Hayner's constant lectures about Axel. Sora knew he was protective of his friends, but sometimes he just took it a little too far and it got annoying. Sora wasn't a child. He could take care of himself. Not that any of them thought that he could.

To his friends he was just some innocent, childish, too cute for his own good- their words, not his- guy, that others would be just too happy to take advantage of. But Sora wasn't that way. He wasn't as innocent as everyone thought. Only Axel knew the other side of Sora.

"No, he didn't cause me any problems. You act like he is out to ruin my life. I think he has better things to do." Sora said.

"I'm not so sure, Sora. He loves to cause people problems. And he has already ruined many relationships."

"Then I guess I don't have to worry, I am not in a relationship. There is nothing for him to ruin."

"He could ruin your innocence." Hayner said, the look in his eye as Sora looked over showing how concerned he was for his friends well being. Sora had to hold back a laugh. He couldn't say what was on the tip of his tongue. 'Someone already beat him to that.' Instead he said

"He flirts with me but that is all. You don't have to worry so much." So not only was he an asshole, he was also a liar. This was nothing new to him. He had been this way for a while, he just hid it well.

"I hope you are right." Hayner sighed as the two walked into their classroom. Sora was happy for once to be starting class so he didn't have to talk to Hayner for a while. It wouldn't be so bad if he would just quit talking about Axel.

The rest of the day went by quickly much to Sora's pleasure. He was happy when the final bell rang that signified they were free for the rest of the day. He walked home with Hayner, just like he always did. Sora entered his house and ran up to his room, throwing his back pack on the bed where it would lay forgotten until he returned later that night.

He went down to the kitchen and looked through the cabinets for something to eat. After settling on a snack cake, he grabbed a soda and made his way out the front door. He would eat on the way to Axel's. The walk there took him about ten minutes. Axel lived by himself even though he was only in high school. His parents had died or left, Sora wasn't quite sure, Axel didn't talk about them much. But they had left him some money. Axel also works a little, doing odd jobs here and there to support himself.

Sora knocked and waited a few minutes before the door was opened for him. He stepped inside and attempted to make his way towards the living room when a hand grabbed his wrist and pulled him back. Axel pushed him against the front door and pinned him there, smirking as he did so. Sora returned the smirk and reached out his hand. He grabbed a hold of Axel's shirt and pulled him towards him for a deep kiss. Axel hungrily returned the kiss. Once it had ended Sora looked up and smiled.

"Time for those favors you promised me." Sora stated.

"In a hurry are we? That's okay, I'm in a hurry too. Can't wait to get these clothes off you."

TBC

I think I will end the chapter here. I haven't decided if I will attempt to write any kind of sex scenes or if they will just be implied. This will be my third multi-chapter story and I already know this one is going to be harder to write than the other two. So updates may be slower. I can't help it, I want it to be just right. Please review and tell me what you think.