Those Crimson Eyes!

By MoonNight's Mystic

I don't know what to do right now. I'm so… so confused. But what was that in his eyes? I just can't figure it out. And I can feel his hot breath on my cold cheeks.

We are just friends right…then why are we standing like…this, like he's going to kiss me and I want it bad… really bad.

He has his eyes closed. I don't know what he's thinking about. No! I don't wanna know I just…want to have something. I don't even know what I'm feeling right now, heck how could I figure out his? But there's something in his crimson eyes I saw when he last closed his eyes. What was it?

LONGING!...LUST!!

Maybe, just maybe…I'm hallucinating. Gosh! Can't he see, I'm waiting for his next move…and may I say desperately! How we ended up like this?

He was just dropping me at my house after that rocking party at Ruka's house. It was 1am. We were walking in silence. Just then…

"Mikan" he said. I perked up and looked at him. "Wha-uh..ow!!" he backed me against the hard tree. I looked at him surprised and questioningly. That's…that's when I saw what we call… lust.

Now' here I am, my back pressed against the tree with Natsume Hyuuga's body dangerously stuck to mine with his eyes closed and mouth 3 inches away from mine.

His breath hot on my cold skin. We are standing here for freaking five minutes and yet he ain't doing anything. Just KISS me damn it! I wanted to say it but I guess its just my mind screaming. That's enough! I put my hands on his chest getting frustrated… 'Coz right now oh ever so hot and sexy friend of mine has trapped me between him and the Mr. Hard tree with nothing doing with our faces inches apart. Okay so what if I denied I was falling for him, I don't want rejection and ingnorance. But now I'm close…close to him, dangerously close. And then…

My mind went blank… I mean all I could do was to watch him in those crimson eyes and then I realized that his lips were on mine…oh! "Mmm" I muffled some noises as I let my hands around his neck and his were around my waist. He groaned. Though we were dangerously close I gripped him tighter as I picked up my lips pace. And next… We were kissing feverishly, trying to melt into each other. I can't think right now coz his hands are roaming over my body. He outlined each of my curves and I couldn't help but moan. We gasped in each others mouth but didn't break apart. We continued for another few more minutes…kissing, sliding tongues in each others mouth, grinding each other, outlining each others' body. I think I'm gonna die…I need air…but I want this so much but he broke our feverish kissing battle.

I saw the look in his eyes…it's different, different from earlier. Yeah, I know what it is now. I finally got it. They were soft, caring and full of LOVE. He slowly opened his mouth to speak something and I quickly hushed him by a kiss, full of love, not like before…the feverish kind. It was gentle, I saw his eyes closing, giving in to the kiss. I think it just lasted for one minute.

"I love you too, Natsume!!" No need for him to speak coz his crimson eyes not only told me that it was lust or longing but also he was in love with me. He smiled and I felt my knees go weak…oh! His smile… He embraced me tightly, nuzzled into my hair where his breath was hot on my skin again. He kissed my neck and I moved my neck against his hot lips… "uh!!" I moaned. And…

We were at it again… Our heated kissing battle. But before it I did hear his faint whisper in my ear…"I love you, Mikan"

A/n: Hehehe! How was it? It just came up in my mind. Hope you liked it though it isn't that good. But if you like it or even didn't like it…please don't forget to review…two words can also be accepted, just review, okay!