Resurrection

Rated: R

Part I

Author's note: Okay this story is intended to shock some people, and really interest others. It's a story about Olivia going into the slave trade, but this time I hold nothing back and delve deep into the world of pony slaves. It will be very graphic and unforgiving and because of this I can only post the first part here, after that all bets are off. If you read this and are interested in more, then either private message me, review the story and ask for more, or E-mail me at Thank you.

WARNING: This story contains hints of terrible acts of violence, and slight description of torture and body modification. Read at your own discretion.

It had been two years since Olivia Benson had died. Her remains had been found in a totaled car just outside of the city. An explosion and a fire had only left skeletal remains, and they had to identify her by her teeth. No one knew where she was headed, why the crash happened, or if anyone else was involved. All they knew was Olivia was dead, and that was the end of it. After taking six months off of work, to cope with the death, Elliot was back at work and it had now been a year an a half. They still hadn't found him a permanent new partner, he had been through a few others but they never stayed for long. He hadn't forgotten about Olivia, he kept a picture of her and him on his desk.

"We got a report of a rape down at the fetish show." Munch said and then started to head off. Elliot sighed slightly and then grabbed his jacket and followed behind him. Every year a fetish show would come into town. They showcased leather outfits, slaves and masters, and some things even Elliot didn't want to think about. He had never been to one of the shows but he had read flyers and seen posters, some of the oddest fetishes he had ever heard of. He wasn't one to judge, when it came to fetishes as long as you were doing it with a consenting adult, everything was good. Now there was a report of a rape, and of course that didn't bode well with him.

They arrived at the show, everyone who was working, or showcasing their slaves there, were ordered to stay in place for questioning. Munch pushed his way through the small crowd of people who were around the victim and Elliot lagged behind just slightly, when something caught his eye. He turned his head and he saw a woman there, kneeling, her hands were gloved in apparel that made them look like horse hooves and she had them sitting on the ground. She was in a black leather teddy with boots that also were in the shape of hooves. Her hair was up in such a way that it looked like a main, and she had blinders on the side of her eyes so she could only look forward. There was a metal bit in her mouth and a bridle attached to it She had a tail that looked like a horses tale and a MK tattooed on her upper thigh. He looked at her for a long time, there was something familiar about her. He blinked and shook his head, when he turned away to push through the crowd it hit him.

"Olivia!" He shouted and totally forgot about the rape victim and started to make his way over to her. If she did hear him shout her name she didn't respond to it, hell she didn't even blink. She continually looked at the floor, her eyes were completely dead. Elliot sprinted over to her and then got down in front of her and looked her in the eye. She whimpered, much like a horse would, and turned her head away and looked at the girl next to her. A woman in a full bodied leather cat suit came out from behind a curtain holding a riding crop.

"Nice mare isn't she?" The woman said and then slapped Olivia's ass with the crop, Olivia whinnied like a horse but didn't move. "Great teeth, wonderful legs, and she'll do anything to please you…."

"You….BITCH!" Elliot yelled and then raised his fist to punch her, luckily Munch had noticed Elliot wander away from the victim and he grabbed his arm and held it firmly. Olivia didn't even look up, it was almost as if she didn't remember him, "Arrest her!"

"For what?" Both Munch and the woman said at the same time. Elliot got down and grabbed Olivia's arm and tried to pull her to her feet. She whined and pulled away from him and backed up into the woman that appeared to be her owner.

"It's Olivia, don't you see her?!" Elliot shouted and pulled Olivia's arm until she was standing up. It looked bizarre considering that she was on the balls of her feet, which were now hooves. She whined again and pulled away from him and looked at Munch and then her owner. Munch caught one glimpse of the look in her eyes and knew it was her. Sure she was scared and a little confused, but there was no mistaking that it was Olivia Benson.

"What's your name?" Munch said as he grabbed the woman's arm and pulled her forward. She took a few steps towards him and glared at him.

"Katrina Hendrix, but you have nothing on me."

"The hell we don't!" Elliot shouted and then grabbed her arm and twisted it behind her back, "Katrina Hendrix you are under arrest for kidnapping, faking a police officer's death, and a whole bunch of other shit that comes with slave trading. You and all your women are coming with me." Katrina laughed and looked at her girls, who didn't move from their positions, even Olivia who was standing remained still. He cuffed Katrina and then looked over to Munch, "Finish up with the rape victim, I'm going to get her and her women back to the precinct."

The first thing Elliot did when they got back to the station was removed the metal bit from Olivia's mouth. He took her into a back room, leaving Fin to talk to the other girls who didn't seem like they wanted to talk. Olivia kept her hands behind her back and her head down, when he shut the door she dropped to her knees, and pressed her forehead to his feet. Elliot sighed softly and then got down to her level, took her arm, and helped her up. She wouldn't look directly at him, so he took off the blinders that were blocking her vision. She backed up towards the corner, once her back was against the wall she slid down the floor to her knees and started to cry.

"Olivia, it's okay now, Katrina can't hurt you…" Elliot said as he approached her slowly, once again he got down to her level and looked her in the eye, "Do you remember me? Isn't there something in your brain telling you that you are safe now?" She shook her head and brought her hoofed gloved hands up to her ears. Elliot noticed that they were locked on with a small silver padlock. He sighed slightly, wondering what was wrong with her, why couldn't she remember him? Just then the door opened behind him and a very attractive woman walked in.

"I'm Dr. Lilly Ander from the FBI, I'm filling in for Huang for a little while and Captain Cragen said that you probably needed me in here." She said and then held her hand out to him. He looked her over for a moment and then shook her hand. Lilly walked over to Olivia and got down in front of her, she gently put her hands on Olivia's wrists and pulled her hooves away from her ears. "Olivia I just want to check your eyes okay?" Olivia nodded and opened her eyes wider for Lilly to take a look. Lilly nodded and then stood up and looked at Elliot.

"….and?"

"She's currently drugged up, and I think you need to get her to the hospital for an examination." Lilly said and then got back down by Liv. Elliot sighed as he wondered how they were going to convince her to go to a hospital when she didn't even seem to know who they were. "Olivia, Elliot is going to take you to see a doctor, okay?" Olivia looked scared and as Lilly started to move away Olivia moved forward and grabbed her leg and hugged it tightly.

"I think she wants you to take her." Elliot said, "Do you mind coming with us?"

"No I don't mind, but can you get her some street clothes to wear?" Lilly asked and then got back down to look at Olivia. She gently pulled her away from her leg and took her wrists in her hand and held them, trying to comfort her. She looked at the locks on Olivia's boots and smiled slightly and looked back at Elliot, "These are simple locks, I can get them open with a paperclip, you have one in here?" Elliot nodded and picked one up from the desk and tossed it to her.

"I'll be right back with some sweats." Elliot said and then stepped out of the room. Lilly unbent the paperclip and went to work on the first lock that was on Olivia's gloves. After a moment there was a click and the locked released and she gently pulled the hoof off. Olivia brought her hand up to her face, like it was the first time she was seeing it. Lilly then undid the second glove and Olivia also examined that hand carefully.

"Move your feet so I can take off your boots." Lilly said to her, Olivia looked at her for a moment and then shifted so she was sitting on her butt and her legs were out in front of her. Lilly got to work on the boots, when she took them off she noticed that Olivia's feet were in a permanent arch, meaning she could only walk on the balls of her feet. With a little work and some physical therapy that would go away, but it was a testament to how the boots modified her feet to make her more like an animal. "There isn't that better?" Olivia nodded and then moved and pulled Lilly into a hug and nuzzled her face into her shoulder. Lilly wrapped her arms around her and rubbed her back gently. A moment later Elliot came back into the room with clothes, and after seeing him Olivia started to tense up. Elliot didn't notice this but he set the clothes down on the table.

"I'll leave so she can change." Elliot said and then smiled at Olivia. Olivia looked at him for a second and then hid her face back in Lilly's shoulder. He sighed for the umpteenth time and left the room. Lilly got up and picked up the clothes. She brought them back to Olivia and placed them in her hands.

"You need to get changed, do you want me to stay here with you while you do?" Lilly asked her and then brushed some hair out of her face. Olivia nodded and took the clothes, she stood up and turned around, and stood there motionless on the balls of her feet. Lilly watched for a moment wondering what was going on but then she noticed the zipper on the teddy and reached over and unzipped it. Olivia made a happy neighing sound and slid the outfit off and quickly pulled the clothes on. "Okay lets get you to the hospital."

Olivia wouldn't allow Elliot in the room for the examination but Lilly was allowed to come in. There was major damage to her outer vaginal area, including 4 piercings on the outer lips, and a fifth metal stud through the clitoris. The internal examination revealed abuse consistent with the sex she probably had when she was just a "show pony". Lilly had seen piercings like that in a few sexual abuse cases, and in willing participants. What they accomplished escaped her but some people got excited by them, or used them for torture. Olivia wouldn't allow any of the jewelry to be taken out, she actually kicked and screamed when the doctor tried to remove them. After the results of Olivia's head CT were back, the doctor brought Elliot and Lilly in to talk to them.

He explained to them that she had retrograde amnesia, that's why she wasn't warming up to Elliot, talking to him or anything. He explained that it was minor but it would take a little while to recall everything and they should just be very slow and careful with her. He explained that they shouldn't shove anything into her face to fast, to reintroduce herself to her co-workers and tell them the situation. Over stimulation would cause her to stress out and probably shut down. Since Olivia wouldn't talk, it was hard to ascertain when the blow to her head happened, but he also informed them that she might not even remember being hit in the head.

Elliot didn't want to over stimulate her, and so the decision was made that Olivia would stay with him, and Lilly would come to the house with both of them to help Olivia get settled in. Kathy had left him a year before the supposed death of Olivia, so he had the house to himself, and since Olivia wouldn't go anywhere without Lilly, it seemed like a logical choice. They entered his house, Olivia lagged behind, she had been there before and she looked around like maybe something was coming back to her.

"You can do anything you want here, just make yourself at home." Elliot said to her as she ran her hands over everything. Lilly looked around too, but she was less fascinated with everything, Olivia came over to her and took her arm and lead her to the couch. She looked at Lilly to see what she would do, and Lilly took a seat and patted the space next to her.

"You can sit here too," Lilly said with a smile and Olivia smiled back at her and sat down next to her and curled up with her head on Lilly's lap. Elliot looked at them no doubt he was wondering why she had taken such a shine to a woman she knew for all of a few hours, Lilly saw his look and before he could even ask she responded, "She's like this because Katrina Hendrix was her mistress, she was probably taught to be affectionate towards women. I don't know much about the pony slave trade, but usually when under a certain "owner" the pony girls only have sex with other men when forced to, that is if they are under a lesbian mistress. I've read some stuff but I'm no expert."

"So she's scared of me, I'm her best friend in the entire world and she's scared of me." Elliot threw up his hands in exasperation and went into the kitchen, "You want anything to drink? Glass of wine? A bottle of vodka?"

"Glass of wine would be nice, red if you have it. Don't worry about Olivia, we are slowly going to get her to trust you, and in a little while she should remember you, the human mind is a powerful thing." Elliot came around and gave Lilly her wine and she took a sip and set it down on the coffee table. Olivia looked up and looked at him for a moment.

"Do you want something Olivia?" He asked her nicely, like he was dealing with a child, Lilly cleared her throat in slight abjection, "What?"

"Talk to her like she's your equal not like she's a little girl." Lilly instructed. Elliot nodded, talking to her like she was a child might make it seem like she wasn't the adult that she was. He cleared his throat and then changed his tone.

"What would you like to drink Olivia? How about some water?" He said and then walked back into the kitchen and got her a bottle of water and brought it back to her. He held it out to her, and she looked at Lilly. Lilly didn't move, it was important that Olivia take the bottle herself. Olivia looked back to the water and reached out and took it from him quickly. She sat up and opened the bottle and drank it down like she was afraid it would be taken away from her.

"Good she took it from you." Lilly said and then smiled, "You have to build up trust." Elliot smiled back at her. Olivia finished the water and set the empty bottle down on the coffee table next to the glass of wine. Elliot took a seat on the couch next to Olivia, but moved over so he wasn't that close to her. She looked at him and inched over to Lilly until she was practically on her lap. "Talk to her, tell her things that you remember about her personality, ask her yes and no questions."

"Alright," Elliot said and then looked Olivia in the eyes, "You are Olivia Benson, you were my partner for 6 years and we worked in the special victims unit. Then your remains were found in a car, we're still trying to figure out whose remains those actually were, but you are alive now and you are safe here with me. We are good friends, you are amazing with victims and I know you know who I am. Do you remember anything? Me, Munch, Fin, Cragen?" Olivia looked at him and shook her head slightly. "Okay that's fine, you will remember us in time. Do you know that you are safe here with me?" Olivia looked at Lilly, who didn't indicate her answer in any way, and then looked back to Elliot and nodded slightly.

"Olivia," Lilly said, "I'm going to leave you here now but Elliot will take good care of you, he isn't going to hurt you in anyway. I will come back tomorrow and visit you okay?" Olivia let out a little whine, her lower lip trembled and she nodded slightly. "If you need to talk to someone you can call me. Here's my card." She reached into her bag and pulled out a business card and a pen. She wrote down her home number on it next to her office and her cell. Olivia took it as a tear ran down her face and she held it in her hand tightly.

"It's okay Liv," Elliot said and leaned in and wiped the tear away from her cheek, "I won't do anything to hurt you. You can stay here on the couch the whole night, I will go into my bedroom and leave you here. You can watch TV, get a snack, anything you want and I won't come out of my room." Olivia looked at him and a tiny smile crossed her lips. Lilly got up from the couch and slung her bag over her shoulder.

"I think she'll be fine. Just take it slow with her okay?" Lilly said as he walked her to the door.

"Yeah, thanks Dr. Ander." Elliot said, "You know it's weird that you were here just when this happened, I don't think Huang would have been able to get her to warm up like you did." She smiled slightly.

"God works in mysterious ways Elliot. If you need anything feel free to call me….thanks for the wine." Lilly replied and then opened the door and stepped outside. She walked down a few steps and turned and waved at him before heading for her car. He sighed a happy sigh, then shut the door and locked it and headed back to the couch where Olivia was.

"I'm going to go upstairs now. My bedroom is the first door on the left, if you need anything at all you come and get me." He smiled at her, "Have a goodnight Liv, and don't worry about a thing, I'm here for you." She nodded at him and he so he headed out of the room and up the stairs to his bedroom.

There was a tapping on his door at around 1am. It brought him into a state of half sleep, the tapping stopped. He groaned and started to go back to sleep when the tapping became a hard knocking. He groaned and rolled over and looked at the clock. Then he sat up and remembered that Olivia was in his house. He wiped his eyes and then cleared his throat.

"Come in." He called at the door and then leaned over and turned on the lamp that was on the table next to the bed. He squinted until his eyes adjusted and then turned so he was facing the door. It opened slowly and Olivia walked into the room slowly, "You okay?"

"Elliot? It is Elliot right?" Olivia said and all of a sudden he was just incredibly happy to hear her voice.

"Yeah it's Elliot, do you remember me?"

"No, but I believe you are my friend and want to help me, I just had a few questions for you." Olivia said and then walked to the bed and sat on the very edge of it, her ass was barely even on the bed, Elliot guessed that most of her weight rested on her knees and legs.

"Sure, ask me anything."

"First of all, did we ever sleep together?"

"No we are just friends." He replied although he was thinking that they hadn't slept together yet but he didn't want to bring that up with her. He was almost positive that without her "death" things would have progressed into a relationship.

"Secondly, where's all my stuff? Don't you think that would help me remember?"

"Luckily I put most of your stuff into storage, I couldn't bring myself to give them away or sell them. Tomorrow if you want I can take you to the storage place." Elliot offered. She nodded and pushed herself more onto the bed. "You lost your apartment but I kept some of your clothes, all of your furniture, and your photo albums."

"Thank you, when I was with Mistress Katrina I was called Annabelle so if I don't respond to Olivia right away it's because of that. So I was a cop?" She said as she gently ran her hand over the covers. Elliot sat up more and nodded slightly.

"Yes, one of the best damn cops I've ever seen."

"How could I have been that good and not been able to escape what Mistress Katrina did to me?" Olivia asked softly.

"Well, the doctor said you have amnesia, there's no telling when the head injury occurred so if you developed amnesia sometime when you were with her you may have just been convinced that you belonged there." He said and then yawned slightly, he wasn't bored with the conversation but he did have to get into work in the morning to chew out Katrina Hendrix.

"You're tired, I'll leave you alone for now." Olivia said and then stood up, she was still walking on the balls of her feet, and it looked weird to Elliot, but the doctor said that without those pony shoes she was wearing her feet would eventually return to normal. She walked over to the door and opened it again.

"You can sleep in the room next to mine, it was Maureen's bedroom before…"

"Kathy left you?" Olivia said and then turned to look at him, "And took your kids, Maureen, Kathleen, Elizabeth, and Richard." She blinked a few times and looked at him like something was coming back to her. Elliot was just as surprised to hear that statement come out of her mouth, he thought he must be doing something right for her to remember all that.

"That's right," Elliot said, perking up a bit, "Do you remember me now?"

"Elliot Stabler….Oh god…" She put a hand to her mouth and sunk to her knees on the floor. She brought her other hand up to her face and started to sob. He quickly got out of bed and got down by her side and wrapped his arms around her gently. She sobbed for a moment and then turned and pulled him into a hug. He held her that way for a long time, saying nothing and stroking her hair softly. "How could I have forgotten you? And why can I remember you and nothing else? It's like this huge chunk of my brain is missing….I hate it!"

"It's okay, it will come back to you I promise." He said softly, "The doctor said that bits and pieces would return to you…do you remember anything about your time with Katrina?" Olivia pulled back and looked at him. It was bizarre for her because she was beginning to slightly remember who she was, what made up her personality before the attack. She couldn't remember all of it, there were big blank spots when she tried to recall anything more then that, but a strong urge was telling her that she was NOT the slave that she had been trained to be. She closed her eyes and tried to remember how she ended up with Katrina in the first place.

"Elliot I don't want to talk about it…not now…not ever." Olivia said and then pushed him away, "It's over now, no need to go dragging up the past." She got up from the floor and headed for the door again. Elliot sat there and watched her before getting up and walking after her.

"Olivia you know that…."

"What do I know? I know you and your kids, I know Katrina, I know the other slaves, Jayda and Evelyn, but I don't know another damn thing." Olivia responded quickly, "I need time alone right now, if I do talk it's not going to be now." She turned and left the room and headed down the stairs, probably to go back to the couch. Elliot knew that pushing her would only result in closing her up more. If she wanted to talk she knew that he was there, and at very least she had Lilly's phone number. Elliot got up and back into bed, he thought it would be hours before he got back to sleep….but moments later he was drifting off.

When he woke up at 6:30 the next morning he heard water running in the bathroom. He yawned and then got out of bed and pulled his robe on. He walked out into the hallway and knocked on the bathroom door. There was no answer, he paused and listened intently, very softly, under the sound of water, he could hear crying.

"Liv?" He called through the door, there was still no answer. "Liv I'm coming in so don't freak out." He said and then tried the doorknob, the door wasn't locked, which surprised him a little, but he came in anyway. He found her in the bathtub, crying and holding a razor blade to her wrist. She hadn't cut it yet but it seemed like she was moments away from doing so. He ran to the tub and grabbed her wrist and pulled the blade out of her hand.

"Just let me die El, please just let me die…" She cried, not even bothering to cover the fact that she was naked. He looked her over and noticed the rings in her nipples, not to mention a few of the piercings below her waist. He knew that they were there, he had been told, but seeing them was a whole different matter indeed. He took her into his arms, after shutting off the water, and held her tightly. She was shaking and crying into his shoulder, he slowly stood up with her and grabbed a towel. He wrapped it around her and helped her step out of the tub.

"Olivia," he said and then put his hands on her shoulders and looked her in the eye, "You don't want to die. Whatever happened to you, whatever you did, it's not your fault….it's not your fault." She still didn't make eye contact with him. She looked at the floor instead, he pulled her into another hug and held her there.

"I saw her die…I saw her die and I didn't do anything about it." Olivia sobbed into his shoulder. She hugged him in a death grip, almost like she was afraid he would vanish if she let go. He slowly backed up walking her out of the bathroom and into the hallway. When they got out there he moved so his arm was around her and she was walking next to him.

"Who died Liv?"

"One of the girls, Heather…she was bad so they killed her." Olivia sobbed, Elliot lead her back into his bedroom and sat her on the bed. He pulled the blanket up and around her so she wouldn't be cold. "I didn't stop it cause I was scared, I was so scared." Elliot sat down next to her and put his arm around her gently.

"It's okay," Elliot said softly, "You were trying to protect yourself."

"She was snuffed Elliot and I just sat there and watched as those men got off on it. What is wrong with me?" She brought her hand up to her face and wiped away her tears, but they just kept coming and she couldn't seem to stop crying. He reached over to the bedside table and got her a tissue and handed it to her. She took it and started to wipe her face and then crumbled it into a ball and held it tightly.

"Nothing is wrong with you, you went into survival mode, not to mention the fact that they found a combination of drugs in your system that would bring down a bull elephant." Elliot replied and wrapped his arm around her again, "I'm going to stay home from work today….I think that…."

"No, Elliot I want you to go in there and do your job and chew the hell out of Katrina Hendrix. I'll call Dr. Ander and see if she can come over or something." Olivia said as she sniffed back the last of her tears. Elliot put a hand on top of hers and then tried to look her in the eye, she still avoided his gaze, and he guessed that it was just something she was trained to do.

"Then I'll stay here with you until she can get here. Now, I have an important question for you, did Katrina herself take part in the death of Heather?" Elliot asked her. Olivia swallowed hard and then opened her mouth as she began to remember something.

"Yeah she used one of the whips….and it wasn't just any whip Elliot, it was made from barbed wire." Olivia replied and then started to bite her bottom lip. "I don't know what they did with the body, but whatever it was I don't want to know." Elliot nodded slowly. It was absolutely heinous to think of someone being beat to death with barbed wire, but actually seeing it happen? No wonder Olivia wanted to kill herself.

"Let me go get your clothes from the bathroom, I'll be right back."

"No, I'll get them you need to get ready for work." Olivia replied and pushed the blanket off of her and back on the bed. She stood up and wrapped the towel around herself carefully and started to head out of the room.

"If you're not back in 5 minutes I'm coming in there." He said with a slight smile on his face, but he was sure that she would be fine. Olivia turned and actually smiled back at him, but just slightly, and then disappeared down the hallway.

It wasn't till 11:00 that morning that Lilly arrived at the house. She had cleared most of her appointments for the rest of the day to be with Olivia, because she knew that Olivia's wellbeing was top priority at that point. Elliot went into work, and immediately took Katrina out of the holding pen and into the interrogation room where a few pieces of evidence were out on the table. Katrina looked smug, she hadn't even asked for a lawyer, which to Elliot meant that either she was convinced she was innocent or was ready to confess. He wanted to grab her and strangle her more then anything in the world but he had to keep his cool. After all Cragen and Munch were standing outside watching him and he didn't want to be pulled from this investigation.

"So how do you explain the girls that you had in slavery, including Olivia." Elliot asked, he put both of his hands on the table and leaned forward to get in Katrina's face. She looked right back at him, dead in the eyes, all Elliot could see was pure evil.

"They all signed contracts, they were there of their own accord."

"BULL FUCKING SHIT!" Elliot yelled at her, "I know Olivia personally and there is no way in HELL she would sign a contract like that without being under extreme duress." Katrina continued to stare him down and crossed her arms over her chest.

"So maybe you got me on Annabelle, but not on the other girls. They all signed contracts." She said and then turned her gaze to her finger nails where she preened them calmly. Elliot stood up and took a step backwards.

"Oh but those girls tell different stories, and I am inclined to believe them….especially after what I've seen and heard." Elliot replied, "What about Heather? Did she sign a contract to be killed?" Katrina didn't even blink at the name.

"I don't know who Heather is, is Annabelle telling stories again?"

"HER NAME IS OLIVIA!" Elliot shouted, "But you took that from her didn't you? You stripped her of ever right she has as a human being and forced her to perform sex acts for an audience! You made her an animal….well she's talking now and I promise you, if I find out that ANYONE named Heather is missing in the state of New York I'm charging you with her murder."

"Whatever you say detective. You know I had a slave like you once, he didn't want to be a pony but I broke him." Katrina said and then stood up and walked over to him, "Maybe you just need to be broken."

"Maybe you just need to shut the hell up!" Elliot yelled, she brought her hand up and stroked his cheek gently and then sat back down, "Now you never asked for a lawyer, do you want one?"

"No, cause I am innocent."

"Yeah as innocent as a pervert in a clown costume." Elliot replied, "I have a witness and she's talking so you better PRAY for a miracle cause I'm locking you up for a good, long time." Katrina glared at him and then rolled her eyes and looked away. Elliot took in a deep breath and turned and walked out of the room, he didn't think he was going to be able to get much out of her without literally pinning her against the wall. He let Munch go in his place, and started to watch the interrogation without a word to Cragen….it didn't matter anyway because neither of them really had anything to say.

When he got home around 9:00 that night Olivia was laying on the couch with a spoon and a container of ice cream that was more then half empty. She was watching some show, a comedy, he could hear the laugh track but not the dialogue. Lilly wasn't anywhere to be seen and he assumed that she had left. Olivia seemed a little better, at least there wasn't any sign that she was there. Elliot set the box of her clothes down on the table that he had gotten from his storage space.

"I brought you some clothes, did things work out with Dr. Ander today?" Elliot asked and then came over to the couch to sit down. He gently pushed her legs out of the way and she sat up and looked at him. She wasn't crying at that moment but it looked like she had been crying all day. She offered him a weak smile and held the container of ice cream out to him, "No thanks I'm good."

"Elliot, I tried talking to Dr. Ander, and I know she must be a wonderful psychiatrist but I…" Olivia paused for a moment and tears came back up to her eyes, "I want to talk to you, she's studied sex crimes but she's fresh out of the academy, she hasn't seen or heard hundreds of the things that I saw when I was a slave. I guess what I'm saying is….I'm ready to tell you what happened."

"Okay…." Elliot sat forward with his elbows on his knees and took in a deep breath, "I'm listening."

End Part I

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