Disclaimer: Don't own... don't sue me. The title is a song by Hellogoodbye.

Summary: Sirius comes to Lily for help. He has feelings for Remus and wants her help. She agrees but is secretly devastated. She is in love with Sirius but is willing to do anything to make him happy.

AN: For all of those girls who fell for a boy who liked boys.

Here In Your Arms

"Lily," Sirius whined, flopping onto the girl's bed. "I can't even think."

Lily smiled apologetically, throwing herself down beside him.

"I may have an idea..."

"What? Lily, I'll do anything!"

"Let's have a party!"

"Yeah... wait... what? How will that help things with Remus?"

"Well... we'll all get together and then you could somehow get some alone time with him."

Sirius rolled over and smirked at his best friend.

"Tell me more."

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"Hello," called a soft voice.

"Hey Remus," Lily greeted. "You can come in."

Remus cautiously opened the door to the girls' dorm, inspecting his surroundings.

"I... um... don't feel like I should be in here."

"Don't worry mate," said a cheeky voice from behind the bed curtains. The draperies were pulled away and Sirius emerged, smiling. "I practically live here."

"Oh," Remus whispered. "Hi Sirius."

"I must've left my sweater down in the common room," Lily exclaimed. "I'll just run and grab it quick."

She rushed out of the room, leaving the two boys in an uncomfortable silence.

"So..."

"So?"

"Remus, you've been avoiding me."

"No I haven't."

Sirius glared at the other boy from his position on the bed.

"Come here."

Remus obeyed, shyly approaching his friend.

"Sit," Sirius commanded.

Remus obliged once again and sat down next to the shaggy haired boy.

Sirius smiled softly and gently cupped the other boy's face in his hand.

"Now," Sirius whispered. "Kiss me."

Remus looked up, shocked.

"But..."

"Just kiss me."

Hesitantly, the werewolf closed the gap between the two. Sirius, taking back the lead, pushed Remus back onto the bed, letting his hands tangle in the boy's golden locks. Remus let out a weak gasp as Sirius' cold fingers traced a path up his stomach. Remus arched into his friend, greedily rubbing his aching erection against Sirius' clothed body. Sirius, recognizing the boy's want, plunged his hand down the werewolf's trousers. He grasped the boy's length and began pumping it mercilessly. Remus moaned as Sirius fisted him, completely lost in the sensation.

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"So?" Lily asked.

"So what?" Sirius replied.

"What happened?"

"We made out..."

"That's it?"

"Lily, you left two horny teenage boys in your bed..."

Realization hit Lily and she glanced at her shoes, uncomfortable.

"Oh...so you...?"

"I gave him a hand job and swallowed it."

"So, what does that mean?" Lily asked.

"No idea," Sirius answered. "We didn't talk after. We just left."