A/N: Wow. I don't know what to say about the events of this week. It has been tough. I've been back and forth if I should post this or not, but I
thought maybe some of you would like a break from the horror. I wrote this before it happened. I don't think I'd be capable of it now. I hope you all are safe and sound. Scary, scary stuff.
On a less somber note,
this is the really the very end of Community of Their Own. Does this mean my fanfic award for best
non-finished story gets taken from me? Again, thanks to everyone who helped me along with this story. A lot of the reviews helped me on what to do
next. Thanks to Kait, again, for caring
about this story almost as if it was her own ("Sandy! YOU HAVE TO HAVE THE BOYS GET TOGETHER! IT WOULD BE WRONG FOR THEM NOT TO BE AT THIS POINT!") Thanks for
everyone's kind words. I still can't
believe that I had people I don't know, IMing me begging to beta or get a sneak
peak of the next chapter (you all know who you are!). I keep saying my foray in the world of fan fiction will end with
this, but who knows, I don't think Mark has left me just yet.
Oh yeah, one last
time. These characters belong to
Jonathan Larson. Pure genius. I hope wherever you are, you aren't slapping
your forehead wondering what we have all done with your beloved
characters. We love them too, and that
is why we like to abuse them.
Take care everyone.
And now, before these notes are longer then the story, I bring you the
conclusion of "Community of Their Own".
"MARK! WAIT HERE SO THAT I CAN GIVE YOU YOUR
PRESENT!" Roger yells at the door. I laugh, shaking my head.
"Uh, who are you trying to fool? Like I don't know there is a party waiting
for me behind those doors."
"What are you talking about, Pookie?" He grins at me.
"How many times do I have to tell you not to call
me that."
He
kisses the top of my head. "About a
thousand. And that's my present, I
promise never to call you Pookie again." I glare at him, but laugh. It
has been two weeks since he's been home, and while things haven't been perfect,
I have been too blissful to notice. He
pulls me close to him by my waist, "Happy Birthday Poo… I mean Mark." He kisses me.
"Ha
ha, very funny."
"OK,
YOU READY TO GO IN NOW?" He yells at
the door again.
"YEAH,
I THINK I AM." He sticks his tongue out
at me and opens the door, pulling me inside. Sure enough all the lights are out. "Hmm… I wonder where everyone is…"
"Surprise!" Maureen jumps out first and rushes over to
me. Roger flicks on the lights and
Benny and Collins come out of their hiding places.
"Christ,
Maureen, you could have made him sweat a little. Make him think we really weren't here."
"Oh
go fuck yourself, Benny." She barely
looks at him as she rubs my shoulder, smiling at me. Oh the fun of the new Maureen/Benny dynamic.
"Will
the two of you behave yourselves? It is
Mark's birthday after all." Collins
pulls me from Maureen, giving me a hug "Happy Birthday, Mark. Twenty-seven, how does it feel?"
"Like twenty-six, but so far a
lot nicer." I smile at Roger and he
winks at me as he walks toward the kitchen. Maureen runs after him.
"Stay
away from there, Mr. Davis, kitchens and you don't mix."
He
looks in a large brown paper bag, "Yeah, cause I know how hard you slaved over
this take-out Chinese."
"OUT!" She hits him and he pouts and leaves the
kitchen.
He
comes back over to me and wraps his arms around my waist from behind, nuzzling
my neck.
The
smile that has been permanently on my face for the last two weeks remains. I still can't believe that he is mine and
that I am his. I keep stopping and
checking myself, to make sure that this is actually my life. Things like this don't happen to me. But Roger keeps assuring me that it is
happening and that he isn't going anywhere. He has been equally, if not more, as happy as me for the past few weeks.
Well,
except for those moments I catch him by himself. I know he is still mourning Mimi. We all are. I keep
telling him he doesn't have to hide it from me, but he assures me everything is
fine. We had fought about it the other
day. I accused him of distancing
himself from me and he just said there was a difference between wanting space
and being distant. I don't know if I
feel that way, but I try not to give him a hard time.
The
phone rings and Collins answers it. I
hear his side of a conversation, which is obviously with Joanne. I can tell by the vague references to Benny
and Maureen. While he's talking I turn
around and look up at Roger. He leans
down and kisses me.
"Ok,
you two! Enough of the lovey dovey
stuff. You're apt to make a girl
jealous."
"Yeah,
well, that's because you let this guy go." Roger speaks while still kissing me.
"Gross! Get a room!"
"Come
on Maureen, we can give them a taste of their medicine." Benny swings his arm around Maureen's waist
and starts kissing her neck.
"Get
off of me!" She elbows him in the
stomach. "What did I tell you? Stay away from me!"
Benny
takes two steps away, and then moves back right where he was, and continues
kissing her neck. "You sure about that,
Baby?" She coos and I shake my head at
them.
"Talk
about gross." She gives me a big smile
and a wink. I don't think I'll ever get
used to those two. Collins waves the
phone towards me, and I reluctantly remove myself from Roger's hold and take
the phone. I go into our room and close
it behind me.
"Hello."
"Happy
Birthday, Mark!"
"Thanks,
Joanne." I sit down on the bed. "How are you?"
"I'm
doing well. I miss you guys so
much. Well, you know, most of
you." I can hear the bitterness in her
voice.
"We
miss you too."
"I'm
sorry I couldn't make it up for your birthday. I just…"
"Yeah,
I know."
"So
how are you and Roger doing? You
haven't filled me in on anything. I
have to rely on Collins for all of my information."
"Yeah,
well, I've been… busy?"
"Yeah,
right."
"I
have!" I laugh. "We have been doing really well. I don't want to jinx it by talking about
it."
"You're
happy?"
"Yeah. I am."
"Good. That's all I need to know then." She says simply. "I'll let you get back to the party. I'll call you this week, so we can really catch up."
"Ok,
Joanne. Love you."
"I
love you, too, Mark. Happy Birthday."
I
sit in the room for a moment, and glance up at my reflection in the mirror
Roger hung on the door. The lines of
age on my face have made me look older. I still see that innocent, young boy staring back at me. The boy who wanted so badly to please his
dad, but never could. The boy who came
to New York with dreams and ideals, only to have them broken over and
over. The boy, who has seen addiction
and disease ruin lives around him, leaving him alone to pick up the
pieces.
But
then I look again, and I see myself, for who I am now. A man. Who after twenty-seven years has finally figured out that life is full
of challenges and surprises. The
biggest surprise of course, falling in love with my best friend.
"Mark?" I hear knocking at the door and watch it
open. "You ok?"
"Yeah,
Roger, I'm great."
He
sits down next to me. "How's Joanne?"
"She's
ok. Maybe we can go see her in a few
weeks."
"Yeah,
sure, if you want." His grin is huge,
and he is almost laughing.
"What?"
"Come
on." He stands up and drags me out into
the living room. Collins, Maureen and
Benny are sitting around the table, already eating Lo Mein and fried rice.
"Gee,
thanks guys, for waiting for me."
"Shut
up, we were hungry!" Maureen
yells. "Now sit down so we can give you
your present."
"Guys,
you didn't have to."
"Yeah
right." Benny scoffs. "That's why the
past week, you've been dropping gentle reminders to us."
"I
have not!"
"Yeah,
right." Collins laughs. He reaches under the table and grabs
something, keeping it hidden for an extra moment. "It's from all of us. Joanne too."
"Sorry
it's not wrapped, Pookie." I shoot
Roger a look.
Collins
then places a brand new camera in front of me. I stare at it, in shock.
"We
couldn't afford to buy you a camcorder or anything, and we know how much you
love your 16mm." Collins says
enthusiastically. "I know that you said
ever since the loft… uh… you know… your camera wasn't working great.
"Wow,
guys, that's just…yeah, it was a little crushed when Roger and I found it."
Roger looks at me and smiles. He is remembering our first kiss out there in the
lot. Little did I know then, how
something I thought was an accident would lead me here.
I look at them, each one of them beaming with
pride for finding me the perfect gift.
Benny,
who sometimes forgets his ideals, but really does have a big heart, and is
capable of so much love. Maureen, my
former muse, the diva-extraordinaire, there is no one else like her. A part of me will always love her and she
will always use that for her advantage. No matter how much I try to deny it or fight her off. And Collins. Collins, who just knows exactly what to say and when to say it,
and isn't afraid of speaking the truth. He has taught me so much over the past six years, but most recently, he
taught me not to trust the future to fix things on its own.
And
then there is Roger. He broke me, but
then he put me back together again, stronger than before. I have never felt as safe as I do when I'm
with him. I'm still afraid to put my
faith in him for the long haul, but for now, I'm just not wasting anytime
worrying about it.
"Thanks." I say finally. "I love you all, you know."
"Yeah,
yeah…" Maureen states, leaning over and grabbing the rice from Roger's
hands. "Oh! I didn't tell you guys, I have this great new idea for a protest
against CyberArts… I'm going to get my clown suit…" Benny clears his throat
loudly. "Oh yeah, sorry Pookie." The whole table starts laughing together. Or I should say, my whole family starts
laughing together.
Roger,
Collins, Benny and Maureen and me, living together again. A community of our own.
Fin.