juntomatsu(and her yuuri-kun):so it's just me again...and it's only because he-points at yuuri-kun- just can't leave things alone...-sighs- sorry that my a/n's not all bubbly and stuff but i'm alittle in the dumps right now...but i won't bore you with that..i do hope that you find this one alright...being all down in this horrid State of Blah...i'm sick of being here...but...-sighs- there's nothing that i can do...so yeah...bare with me...
warnings: as always it's just the same...this is a sasuhina one-shot (with two parts...uh i guess) and it's definitely au-ish and all...so just be prepared...-sighs-
disclaimer: -looks at yuuri-kun tapping his foot rapidly- ah that's right i don't own naruto...-shrugs-
so without further ado...and if you think that you can survive juntomatsu's State of Blah-ness...then by all means please continue...just remember no plots..
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Why?
Why did she still stay with him?
Surely she knew that he knew that she wasn't as pathetic of a kunoichi as she made herself out to be.
So why couldn't she just end this?
Surely she had seen that he was sending 'lustful' and 'lingering' glimpses to the Hokage's new wife, and still said nothing to him.
It was simply impossible, no one would stand for that; he then frowned; then again maybe she didn't notice him.
His frowned deepened.
He would have to try harder next time and make sure that he was caught by her.
She had to witness his betrayal and end this.
He clinched his fist as he watched her silently making her way across the crowded street back towards him with her shy proud smile; she needed to catch him so that this could end soon.
He could feel the pit of his stomach turn at that thought.
There it was again, another piece of his cracked scarred 'black-heart' dying at the thought of losing her.
He grunted at that feeling; that feeling which was weak at first but growing stronger every passing second; stronger with every breath, threatening everything.
When he was first forced to marry her, he had abhor her and everything that she was and everything that she wasn't but soon out of that hatred grew a weak relationship, that gave birth to friendship, that slowly grew into something more; something that he didn't need, couldn't afford to have, it was a weakness.
And he didn't need any more weaknesses.
That's why he needed to end this relationship.
She needed to see him longing for another that was taken; at someone who could never be his, but what she didn't know was that when he would 'steal' his 'sly' glances, lingering just a little too long, he could feel his spirit shatter and his heart break.
And he knew that one day, the final piece of his tortured heart and shattered soul would kill him but at least she would be saved from his past mistakes.
Because when he was looking at the Sixth's wife, he didn't see his pink-haired ex-teammate. No, he pictured her and only her; the only one he knew that he could never keep by his side, his love, his white-eyed wife, Uchiha Hinata.
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juntomatsu(and yuuri-kun in the background): well what did you think...hoped that you like it...umm...somewhat...if not...-shrugs- can't please everyone all the time...well then...as always review tell me what you thought...want to flame...then feel free...not like i can do anything about it...and if not...then don't...not like i can do anything about it either way...well until the next time...and hopefully i'll escape this State of Blah-ness...thanks so much...juntomatsu
and Yuuri-kun!!