Oh yay the tline thing works. lol
Anyways new story...umm yeah, This one I got from my head and was just an idea that popped up, i was going to post My mermaid up, but then i was having trouble umm with the under sea theme, and i need to research a bit of stuff. Anyways i hope you guys all like this story umm...it definitely won't be as long as memories maybe 20 chapter or less...or more. I have trouble making up my mind, so i'll go with the flow
Summary: The scars over my body have never faded. My past and present have brought me to a future of everlasting pain and greif. Why are my hand stained in red, while other mope around in their life peacefully. What does the word happiness mean. How do you get this joy. My eyes grow distant and my heart is covered with a layer of ice, and as each layer forms, my line of life is gorwing shorter. Athurn and Cagalli
I'll try to update often, because my STUPID STUPID English teacher is a stupid old guy who loves to give my alot of work. I already explained to one of my reviewer how much and yeah he still think we're in kindergarten. Anyways again hoep you all like this chapter. I'm not really sure if this story is good or not.
Anyways enough of my talking...
How about you guys read and tell me what you think
I felt my eyes tore open from the rays of the fresh sun hitting my light sleep. Using my arm, I covered my eyes and gradually opened them. My throat felt dry, and I sat up and grabbed my empty glass of water and moaned sadly. Slipping my feet onto the icy floor, I felt goose bumps spread on my arm like wild fire.
I winced as I took a step. The burning sensation on my back brought back memories of the strikes of metal that sliced through my skin. I fisted my hands tightly to prevent the pain, which didn't help whatsoever, and quickly walked to the washroom and held onto the door and leaned on it for support. I hadn't realized that it was that deep. I could feel liquid run down my spine, and I widened my eyes and looked at the mirror and saw three deep slashes. The blood seeped through my shirt. I let out in inaudible cry and quickly undressed and stepped into the shower. I touched the cool tiled wall and hissed at the water touched my back.
I felt tears fill my eyes, but I held them back…like always. I had learned my lesson, quiet some time ago, that tears were worthless droplets of water, which showed nothing but pity to people. The look in their eyes, of worthless was so intense and shameful. I couldn't really remember the last time crying.
I let out a breath, and quickly finished my shower and stepped out of the shower. I closed my eyes and stepped on a specific part of the washroom and opened my eyes. I saw the thick and thin lines on my back; I also saw the latest additions. They had finally stopped bleeding, I dried myself off quickly, went to my room, and changed my clothes, not having the courage to look at all my other scars.
I placed a sweater on, my socks and shoes. I grabbed my backpack and hissed as it touched my back. I gritted my teeth and started walking. Rushing down the stairs, I passed the neat kitchen, which I cleaned last night, so I could bandage my back. I saw the devil on the couch snoring clutching a broken alcohol bottle, dry blood caked on the edge….my blood.
I walked outside the door and was immediately engulfed by falling droplets of water. I placed my hood on and started walking. Going along the sidewalks, I heard the rain pelting onto the hard concrete. It sounded like simple music in my ears. I passed by the part of the neighbourhood for the high status people and looked upon their huge mansions. They were really beautiful and I felt a tear escape my eyes, as I recollect another painful attack of sadness from my past.
What a world I had? I laughed in my mind, while my face held a frown. Life had played such disgusting games with me? The oddest thing was I knew how my life was going to end. It was said to me so many times, that all I only knew was how I would die?
It was really strange that I had this life; after all I had been through…this abusive life. I closed my eyes and stood still in my idle position. Why was I thinking of all theses things anyways, when they meant nothing. I wouldn't live through this and I knew that well. I felt a few cars splash me with water, but I didn't mind, because I was already drenched, what worse could more water do. I continued to walk, until I reached the gates of a large institute. I saw cars dropping adolescents from those large houses, and saw eachof them have an umbrella held and they walked inside. I noticed everyone going in, including 'those people'. My eyes grew in anger, and I quickly turned my face. Their lives were perfect. No pains, great looks, and along with a smart brain. I always kept my distance from them, because their happiness melted my heart, whenever I was near them. I slipped through the opening and entered the school through the back and slid down behind the door. Close to no one came through this door at this time of day and I sat quietly, trying to ignore the pain that was screaming from my back. I swallowed and realized the lack of water in my system, and stood up and saw a water fountain in front. I walked to it and turned the handle, sipping an ample amount of it.
I released the knob and stood beside the fountain and leaned on the cleanly painted stone walls. I let out another breath, and heard whispers growing larger. My hood was still up and I slithered down and grasped my backpack tightly as I felt my back pulse, as I bit my lip, trying to not make a sound. I heard a group of people turn the corner and walk along the hall as they approached me.
I heard them go quiet and someone approached me and said, "Are you alright?"
I didn't respond, and used the wall as support and stood up. I placed my backpack on my shoulder and started walking. I let out a small cry of pain and turned the corner.
"Strange person," Dearka said after I turned the corner.
"You're telling me," Yzak said
"There you are Athrun, where were you?" Kira said as a boy ran quickly up to them
"I had to help Mr. La Flaga with this thing for the soccer game this evening," Athrun said panting a bit.
"Anyways, we just met the strangest person," Shinn said, "Maybe she's on crack."
Stellar nudged him the chest, and scolded him for being so rude. He apologized right after.
"Who?" Athrun asked confused
They all shrugged.
"Where have you been? Do you any idea how worried I was, and look at your state, WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED, What did h-" They all heard a woman scream.
"I fell down the stair," I said sheepishly, quickly cutting her off.
"Does it hurt a lot?" she asked and knowing why I had cut her off.
"I have to go to class," I said, getting up with some difficulty.
"No you aren't, your heading straight to my room, so we can fix you up," she said grabbing my arm.
"I have a test, Julie," I said tugging on my arm
"Come on," she said quietly and started walking with me.
Back with the others…
"Isn't that Ms. Sacker?" Luna asked
"Apparently yes, what is she doing with that girl?" Kira said.
"Does anyone actually know who that girl is?" Athrun said
They all shook their heads.
"Okay then, let's head to class," Shiho said grabbing Yzak's arm and started to walk.
"I wonder what those two were talking about." Mir said
"It's probably nothing important," Dearka said and took his girlfriend's hand and walked behind the others.
"I'll meet you guys at class, I left my stuff in the gym," Athrun said walking in the opposite direction.
Athrun walked along the deserted hallway, he heard cries and followed the sound, and saw a person waving her arms around.
"Stop being so stubborn, we have to disinfect it," Ms. Sacker said.
"It already hurts, I don't want to handle any more pain for the day," she said sitting down on the ground.
"What exactly did he do?" Ms. Sacker asked
"Julie, I don't have time for this, I have to get to class," she said getting up and headed for the door.
Athrun hid behind the door, as the girl walked out, trying to stand tall and hiding the pain she was holding. However her hood was still covering her face, so he didn't get a chance to see who she was.
Athrun saw the girl disappear as she turned the corner, he couldn't understand why his heart skipped a beat as she passed him. Shaking his head he looked back at the teacher who sat down dejectedly and whispered, "That girl."
Who was that girl?
That was the question running in his head.
Athrun retreated from the room and quickly went to get his backpack. It was almost mid term, he and all of his others friends would be graduating this year. School life was really great and they were all what other people called, "popular". He didn't really understand why. For him, he and his friend were all normal people. His friends agreed with him as well. He walked along the hall and looked up and realized that he was in a deserted hallway. Smacking himself mentally in the head he turned until he saw a fleck of blond. Curious he drew closer to the fleck.
He saw a person sitting down and leaning against the wall. He kneeled down, unconsciously and drew even closer and saw the most beautiful girl he had ever seen in his life. His mouth was hanging and as he admired her, her closed eyes opening.
I quickly walked to a place where I knew no one would come. I didn't want to show my pain to Julie, she had already done too much for me in my life, and I couldn't be more of a burden to her. She was the only one in the school who actually knew me, and I thought of her as my mother. I didn't like the fact I had people around me in classes so I requested her if I could do private lessons with her, and she agreed, only if I told her why I was so cold. I finally felt there was a place where I was accepted and she did with open arms. I sat down against the wall, feeling immediate relief and started to feel myself drown in sleep. My hood was left down. All of a sudden I felt a strange warm presence. I opened my eyes and jumped meeting to most striking emerald eyes I had ever seen in my life. I swallowed a breath, oddly having difficulty breathing.
I saw him stare deeply into my eyes and I couldn't help but look back. He had midnight sapphire blue hair, and flawless skin, and I yearned to touch his cheek. However the most shocking attribute I found on him were his eyes. They were a unique shade of emerald, and I felt myself hypnotized by them. I realized what I was thinking and quickly averted my eyes from his.
I apparently snapped him from his staring daze and quickly stood up said, "Sorry."
"It's okay," I murmured, disappointed by his apology.
He put his hand out in front, asking if I needed help standing up.
"I'm fine down here," I said
He nodded and said, "I'm Athrun, Athrun Zala."
My eyes widened in recognition. How could I not realize who he was? I swore in my mind and said, "Please leave."
I could sense his confusion, and inside I felt like crying.
"Sure," he said politely and walked away.
Athrun Zala, I thought and covered my head using my knees and let out and wince of pain, as I stretched my wounds. I sat back up quickly as the bell rang. Groaning at the sound, I stood up my face evident that I was in pain, and I quickly straightened it and started walking along the cold corridor.
Athrun watched quietly the girl walk away in pain. He felt his heart wrench and squeeze. What was this feeling? He was pretty hurt and disappointed when she told him to leave, but there would be more opportunities to see her again. At least now since all he could see in his mind was the face of that girl.
So that was chapter one...not sure it was good or not, do review and tell me what you all think, and be honest if it sucks, it sucks and i'll believe that this story is stupid, but if you guys like it i'll continue with it.
Ok then till next time...maybe...depends on reviews i guess, need to see if it's umm good to contiue
Samera