Welcome welcome. I tried something new? Aren't you all proud of me? hears crickets and sighs
Ah screw it, anyways, hope you like it!
FD: Disclaimer
...You do it.
FD: sighs Fira doesn't own anything pertaining to Gravitation. She doesn't own Shuichi, or Yuki
Even though they aren't really mentioned...
FD: ahem That all belongs to Maki Murakami.
There. It's Shuichi talking btw. Although I'm sure that's pretty obvious.
Sometimes... Sometimes I wonder... Is it worth it?
Really, the only thing there is the sex, and I don't know if that's enough anymore. There's no tender words of endearment, no hugs, snuggling, tender kisses...
He's never even said 'I love you'.
Although I suppose love is too strong a word for him to use, I haven't even ever heard 'I care for you', or anything close that might show him having feelings for me.
So why do I stay? I've been asked this many times.
Maybe it's because I feel whole around him, empty when I'm not.
Maybe it's because I feel safe near him, I know nothing can happen to me.
Maybe it's because even when the kisses are rough, there's a part that's gentle.
Maybe it's because sometimes, if I catch him at the right moment, I can hug him, and have him wrap his arms around me tight.
Maybe it's because when we're in bed and he's asleep, holding me tight, it feels like he never wants to let me go.
Maybe it's because of the emotion that floods his eyes when he sees me.
Maybe it's because I love him.
And I think that's enough for me.
Fini
There, have fun with it. And tell me whatcha think!
For Kat, cause her love of Gravitation got me hooked on it too.
Hey, reviews are an author's lifeline, so... review? If not my story, then someone elses at least!