It seems so strange to me, that after all this time, despite everything that's happened, I still… Up to that day, you were my world, you know? You meant everything to me; you were all I had, all I knew. Was that why you let me go? You never told me, never warned me, you didn't even come to say good bye. Was that because you didn't care, or because it would have been difficult? I always wanted to believe it was the latter, but I never knew.

How long has it been now, since I saw you last? Do you ever think about me? I haven't thought about you in so long, I decided it would be best not to, which makes now so confusing. Why now, can I not stop thinking about you? Back then, it made sense; everything was still so fresh, but now…

Do I love you? Am I afraid of what my actions mean; that by doing this, I'm hurting you? But I chose them, didn't I? You left me, without as much as a word. I don't care about you. Do I? No, I know very well that my feelings haven't changed, even if the situation has, but still…

I know what is to come, I've made my choice, to set things right. I won't let him have his way. You know that, don't you? You've no doubt already figured all this out. It wouldn't surprise me if you knew before I did. Does that make this easier to do, knowing that you've already worked everything through?

I don't want to leave things like this though. I want to see you, speak to you; just the two of us, how it used to be. I know that can't happen; it isn't as though I could just visit you, is it? Can you imagine all the problems that would cause? I expect you would probably be pretty angry with me too, if I were to do something like that.

Can't we change this? Isn't there some sort of compromise? I don't want things to carry on like this. I need answers. You owe me that much, don't you? Please, won't you tell me the truth? I need closure on this, on us. How do you feel, how did you feel? Was it real, or was it just a game to you? Was I loved, or was I just a tool for you use as you saw fit?

I wish that you had said something to me back then. Did you think I wouldn't care? That it wouldn't affect me at all? The fact that I showed you so much affection should have told you how much you meant to me, shouldn't it? It has never been my style to act that way, it was just for you, only ever for you. Before this all ends, won't you tell me what I need to hear? Won't you free me from all this? I suppose I can only pray that you will. You know that too don't you. Then all I can do is wait, and see what comes. I love you, you know. I always have, and no matter what happens, I always will.

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Um, random one-shot, what it's about or why I wrote it? Pass, probably because I've been scripting the game too much…Hope you enjoyed, even though it was a little short, and a little odd.

Pairing, well, I know who I had in mind, but there are a few people it could be true for, so take your pick, lol.

Laters!