A/N: I feel like writing a one-shot! YAY! Lol. um…so yeah. No fucking clue what this will be about. Enjoy the fun! Lol. Adios!
-CatJetRat
One-Shot
Turn Away
Pansy's POV
I sneer at her, then turn away. I laugh at her, then turn away. I imitate her, then I turn away. I see them together, and I clench my fists, then turn away.
I walk down the hallway. My friends talk to me, but I turn away. I see Draco with Harry, happy, but I turn away. I sink to my knees and lean against a wall. My friends ask what's wrong, but I push them away. I blink the tears from my eyes, my heart feels tortured.
Months alone, snarling at anyone who comes near. Alone with my thoughts, and my tortured pain. I stop looking at her. Try to stop hating him. Try to not think of her at night. Hate it when they come to our table to sit with Draco's boyfriend. Wonder if I could ever be happy like him, my best friend who I've pushed away.
Shove myself away from the table and sweep out of the hallway. Go and cry alone. Sink my nails into my skin. Easier than thinking of her.
Run around the castle. Ignore everyone. Maybe, just maybe, if I run fast enough, I'll get away from my pain. Land, breathing harshly, beside the lake. Lay there for hours, shaking, my heart hammering, and bleeding. I want to die. Just to escape the jealously, and the torture.
Someone's walking towards me. It's her. Shit. I turn away quickly. She's probably with her bastard of a boyfriend. I sit beside the lake, my black hair covering my face, arms wrapped around my knees. She's beside me. She's talking. I glance at her.
"What?" I ask harshly.
"Don't ignore me!" she exclaims.
"Why not?" I say.
"Because you love me and I know it!"
I pause, looking at her. She's so beautiful. Long brown hair some might call bushy, but I just know that it would be soft if I touched it. I don't say anything. She reaches out and pushes my darker hair behind my ear. She unwraps my arms from around my legs, and smiles slightly, her gorgeous lips curling.
"I broke up with Ron this morning, you know," she says gently. "And I love you too."
My heart feels like it's stopping. My gaze flickers down to her breasts, so full and beautiful. If only I could reach out and wrap one of my hands around them. It might fit. She notices my gaze and I look away quickly, but she grasps my chin and turns it towards her, so I'm forced to gaze into her soft, brown, Gryffindor eyes, so unlike my hard, cold, blue Slytherin ones.
"Don't you ever turn away from me," Hermione whispers. She then leans in and kisses me on my lips. I hesitate for a moment, terrified that it's a dream, and if I move I'll wake up. Or it's a joke, and if I kiss back I'll get mocked forever. But then she's whispering soothing words and massaging my breasts, and I know it isn't a joke, or a dream, because no dream ever felt so good. I reach out and touch her hair, endlessly soft despite its bushiness. I cup one hand around her breast and discover that I'm right. My hand does fit perfectly around her full breasts. I slip one hand up her shirt and run a tentative finger over the nipple, and she gives a satisfying gasp. I wrap one hand around her waist and pull her closer, delving deeper into her mouth.
I pull away and gaze into her face, hardly daring to believe this is real, that I finally have Hermione Granger, love of my life. But it is real, and the happiness within me refuses to believe otherwise.
"Don't worry," I tell her softly. "I'll never ever turn away from you." And I kiss her again.
A/N: Well. That was short. But sweet. I liked it. Do you all? Tell me! New chapter of New Beauty is on its way! Just…once I have my ten reviews. Lol. Adios!
-CatJetRat