AN- The episode swan song has been the same until the part when Jess and Rory kiss toward the end. I will turn it in an AU from her on out writing what I please.

Chapter One - Sneaking

Jess could feel Rory's tongue fighting with his inside his mouth. She had kissed him before but not with this much longing and need. His arms are circling around her, his left hand inching upward to hold the back of her head.

She is leaning fully into him giving him all her emotions. She wants to hold him but has yet to put down her bags of take out.

They both slowly pull away.

His eyes are bloated with lust and Rory gasps for a breath of air she hadn't realized she had been denying herself.

She needs to walk away from this.

"Lets go somewhere" Jess says hoping to continue this little session. He's hoping to go further. He wants her to say yes. She seems like she wants it just as much but to no avail she replied negatively.

"No"

Well his heart just fell into his stomach, he feels bile rise into his throat, and the beginning of a hard on soften immediately.

She sees his reaction and sense sadness, or was it regret? She knows its not how she likes to see him though.

"Food"

She utters dumbly.

His brow bunches up and she laughs at herself but continues her thought.

"I'm in the middle of bringing home food for my mother and me." She says showing the bags of food in her hands.

"Okay" he says feeling better but a little stupid considering he hadn't noticed the huge bags of food in her hands.

She drops her bags with a thud and throws her arms around his middle diving tongue first into him. He is taken back but as soon as he tastes her he feels alive again.

Tongues.

Hands.

So close.

She pulls back slowly and grins in a shade of pink.

"Keep thinking what your thinking" She says.

"I can't help it," he says smiling a little bit revealing that almost toothy grin he only shows her when locked into such a private moment.

He remembers they are actually outside and Luke is most likely watching them and drops it off his face.

She catches it and laughs a little again while picking up her bags of take out.

She needs to walk away.

Walk away Gilmore.

Stop looking into those chocolate eyes…

Finally her feet start to move but her eyes aren't leaving his.

She can't help but let the next phrase pass through her lips.

"Let me go home and eat, then let's meet up somewhere."

Jess officially thinks he can fly but tries to stay as collected as possible.

"You like food more than me?" He says this in almost a little boy's voice. It's almost his attempt at the puppy eyes she gives him. Unfortunately it doesn't work as well as her baby blues.

"Rhetorical question I hope" She says but lets a little giggle out showing that she is kidding.

He smiles in a very small way and sighs while saying "Get outta here or I may not let you leave"

Instead of giving him her usual blushing giggle she says "The bridge at midnight."

"Yes mame" He says feeling his heart rate increasing.

They keep eye contact until she finally almost walks face first into Kirk. She walks with her head high. All she hears in her head is their conversation.

He spins on his heal and walks back into the diner face to face with Luke and a few customers who were obviously watching the show.

Before Luke can say anything Jess mumbles something about bed and school and rushed through the curtain and up the stairs.

At the Gilmore house Rory was in the midst of telling her mother that she was indeed ready to have sex with jess.

Lorelai is in shock. Partially because her little girl basically just said she wants to give up a huge chunk of her childhood, and another part is a little shocked that she hadn't done it yet.

She knew she wanted to expect Rory to tell her before but for some reason she thought she wouldn't.

She stopped making disgusting faces thinking about her daughter having sex and finally smiled a little.

"Thank you for telling me, we'll get you a doctors appointment soon"

"Right. The pill" Rory says realizing she had completely forgot about birth control.

"Yes then you can do… it," Her mother says feeling a bit dirty.

Rory grins and hugs her mother full force and then pulls back to begin eating.

They eat without another word and watch some pointless movie they have probably seen dozens of times.

Rory mind is in over drive.

She is sneaking out tonight to see Jess. She just told her mother she was ready to have sex. Sneaking out. Sex. Mother.

Lorelai stared blankly at the TV almost sadly. Her mini me is beginning not to be so mini. She refuses to become her mother about this though. Rory is responsible and for some ungodly reason she is head over heals with this boy.

Finally the food is gone and the movie is over.

Mother and daughter hug and go to their respective bedrooms. Lorelai fights to fall asleep and finally does dreaming of coffee beans with legs.

Rory however waits for midnight to come.

Finally the time as come and she pushes herself out of bed. She looks at the pajamas she put on and decides they work for her except for the fact that she has a tank top and it's actually a little chilly outside. She pulls on a zip up hoodie and pushes her window open…

As she does so she recalls her first time meeting Jess.

'Shall we'

'Shall we what?'

'Bail.'

She feels chills run through her and blames it on the outside air but to be utterly honest it was the memory of him.

Lately she finds herself having memories of him but for some reason they always end with them kissing… or groping… sometimes it gets more graphic.

Where the hell did these feelings come from?

I never was so sexually drawn to someone before.

Without realizes she halfway to the bridge.

She grins knowing he is most likely already there.

She smiles like a goof and says "jess" out loud. She feels embarrassed for herself now but keeps smiling anyways.

He makes her crazy.

Crazy enough to have sex with him.

But she needs to wait until she gets the pill and she will.

She hopes at least.

Of course I will, she thinks to herself.

Suddenly she looks up and sees him in the distance and all thoughts of birth control have fallen into the lake to drown.

AN – Questions? Comments? This fic will get pretty graphic and smutty so consider yourself warned. I will continue to re-write my own end to the entire third season because I like to play god.