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Axel can still hear Roxas whispering to him, some nights. He's not sure how long Roxas had been gone. Moments these days seem to take years to finally unfold. Roxas isn't real, not the one Axel hears. It must be the guilt biting at him.

"Axel." Axel tries his best not to listen.

Roxas would be brushing his hands up Axel's body now. "You… are a liar." Axel knows. Roxas wouldn't say things like this, if it was really him.

"If it was really me?" Roxas would be kissing his neck now. His voice is a soft and dangerous whisper. "You don't know what I would do." Axel can almost feel Roxas's teeth on his skin. He turns over in bed, quite alone, and tries to muffle thewords with his pillow.

"Please just…" Axel doesn't know what he's trying to say.

"Just what? Have mercy? I'm not about to start now." Roxas bites his ear and Axel sits up straight. He looks around. The room is empty and the wind is howling through the sky. Roxas… isn't here. Axel lies back down and pulls the covers over his head. He wishes he knew what time it is.

Roxas is back again. "You used me… like everyone else." Axel shudders as Roxas's hands travel lower and lower. This isn't real… but Axel can't just sit there.

"N-no, I-" Axel stutters. It's hard to form proper sentences like this. The real Roxas always made it hard for him to talk too.

"Stop fooling yourself." Roxas is kissing Axel again and Axel can't take it. He's already being broken down.

"Oh god, Roxas, just come back." he whispers desperately. The kind of whisper that the real Roxas always hated.

Roxas's eyelids flutter closed. "Don't tell me you care." Axel sits up again, eyes wide and bodyshuddering violently. He gets out of bed and walks out of his room. He knocks on Demyx's door and Demyx opens it with his eyes partly closed.

"What?" He sounds pretty annoyed.

Axel is shivering. "Can you hear anything? Is anyone in here? Have you seen Roxas?" His eyes are bulging and his mouth is twitching. Demyx steps back.

"Axel… Roxas is gone."

Axel goes back to bed in disgust. Roxas… still isn't here.

Axel doesn't like the fake Roxas very much. But he's not sure that the real Roxas would do anything different.

Nobodies don't feel guilt. "I don't feel guilty, I don't feel guilty." Axel keeps telling himself over and over.

Axel is a liar.

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Ehhhhh.. I'm not too sure if I like this one. But I like insane Axel. :D

Sorry for any weird formatting crap, I have to use WordPad, and it sucks. I don't know what's up with me and Axel/Roxas angst lately... I might write other crap later.

I'm wondering if I really need a disclaimer. If so, me no own.

ANYWAY, please please please review!