"Ms. Harrison?" The doctor asks. Jude stands up and nods her head. "Yeah, that's me." She says. The doctor smiles faintly at her. "Well Mr. Quincy came out of his first surgery okay." The doctor begins. Jude can feel that there is a 'but' coming. The doctor takes a seat next to her. Jude's heartbeat begins to pick up.

"He's alive." The doctor says in a confirming tone. Jude nods her head, still sensing the 'but' coming. "But, I have to tell you, there is still a good chance that he won't make it through this." The doctor says. Jude feels her heart drop and tears immediately come to her eyes. The doctor clears his throat as if he is getting caught up also.

"But there is an even stronger possibility that he will make it through. Its more of a 60/40 percent thing." The doctor says. Jude nods her head, tears now falling down her face. That 40 percent chance of Tommy was too much. A one percent chance of Tommy dieing was too much. She wipes away her tears and tries to pull herself together.

"We're going to be keeping a close eye on him. We want him to pull through." The doctor says. Jude nods her head and tries to form a smile, but can't find the strength. "He's stitched up pretty good and there are quite a few bruises that will go away after a few weeks, and as of right now he is in a deep sleep. After a couple more surgeries and one more scan he should be out and able to have visitors. You should go get yourself a couple of coffee to help your nerves. I have to go back but make yourself as comfortable as possible," The doctor says. He rests his hand on Jude's shoulder smiles lightly then walks back through the swinging doors.

"Thank you." She says quietly. She walks back over to the chair and sighs as she sits down. 'He's alive.' Those were the two words that she needed to keep repeating over and over in her head.

Massaging her temples, Jude closes her eyes and tries to go to sleep. At least in her dreams Tommy wouldn't be in the hospital. Her nap is cut short when she hears SME re-enter the hospital. She looks up at them, eyes red. All three of them had sympathetic looks on their faces.

"So, what did the doctor say, dude?" Speed asks, taking a seat next to her. "He's alive." Jude says flatly, her voice crackly. "Shouldn't you be sounding more excited about that?" Wally asks. Jude shrugs. She knew she should be happy he was alive but the sentences after what the doctor had said had taken her joy away.

"He could still die." Jude says, unwanted fresh tears coming to her eyes. "Well don't think about that, dude. Just think about the fact that he is still alive. Tommy is a fighter. You know he'll pull through." Speed smiles. Jude closes her eyes and lets the tears fall down her cheeks. Who would have thought that Speed of all people would be the one saying good things about Tommy? Not her.

"Yeah, besides, Jude, you two finally had sex. Do you think he is going to die after that long wait? Hell no. He's probably in there right now dreaming about how much he wants to have sex with you right now. Even though that would be considered a wet dream you get the point. Just tell me this is making you laugh…or smile." Kyle says.

Jude laughs, letting the remaining tears in her eyes fall down her face. Speed gives Kyle a high-five. "Tommy must really love you. I mean I would run across a busy intersection just to talk to you." Wally says. Speed and Kyle hit him in the head. Jude shakes her head and starts laughing.

"Ow, I was just trying to say something to make her laugh too." Wally says. Jude smiles and wipes away her tears. "What would I do without you guys?" She asks, hugging each one of them. "You would probably go through withdrawals if you didn't hear Kyle beating something all the time and you probably would go insane if you didn't hear my sexy voice." Speed says.

"No, she would save a whole lot more Tylenol if she didn't have to hear your voice." Kyle says. "Dude my voice is the sexiest out of all you guys!" Speed says. "You both are wrong. I would go crazy if I didn't hear Wally's voice or see his sexy curly hair." Jude says, smiling.

"You know that's the second time she's chosen Wally over us." Kyle says. "At least this time it wasn't on TV." Speed says. Wally smiles. "See the ladies just come to me." He says. Jude rolls her eyes.

"You need anything?" Speed asks. "Um I think my nerves can actually stand some coffee now." Jude replies. "I'm on it." Speed says, walking out of the lobby. "Hmm I wonder what it's like to have two people under my thumb." Kyle says. Wally laughs. Jude looks at him.

"And whatever is that supposed to mean Kyle?" Jude asks. Kyle smiles at her. "It means that you have Tommy wrapped around your finger who is getting ran over cars for you and you still have Speed wrapped around your other finger jumping at every command you give." Kyle says. Jude gives him a 'whatever' look.

"He's right, you know." Wally says. "No, he's not." Jude argues. "And I wonder what it's like to have feelings for two guys." Kyle says. Wally gives him a look. "Okay, Mason." He says. Kyle hits him. "I didn't mean it like that. What I meant was I wonder what it's like having feelings for two different people." Kyle says.

"I only have feelings for one person and he is in ICU…because of me." Jude finishes her sentence in sadness. Kyle and Wally look at each other. "Aw, don't get down on us again. You know that wasn't your fault." Wally says. Jude shakes her head, disagreeing with his statement.

"Yes it was. If I hadn't been a bitch towards him then he wouldn't have had to run after me. He wouldn't be in there right now." She says. "Jude don't sit here and blame yourself. This wasn't your fault." Kyle says. "Really, Kyle? Why was Tommy even outside near that intersection? Whose attention was Tommy trying to get? Who did Tommy run into the street for? Me. It's my fault." Jude concludes, fresh tears filling her eyes.

Before Wally and Kyle can say anything they hear the doors to the lobby slide open. They turn around and see Saidie running towards them. Kyle jumps up, half afraid she was going to run into him and half afraid of getting hit when she went to hug Jude. When she gets to Jude she squeezes her into a tight hug.

"Saidie…Saidie I need air!" Jude says, trying to break loose. "I'm sorry. I'm just happy you're okay. Is Tommy okay? Have you seen him yet? What did the doctor say? How are you holding up? Where's Speed? Oh God tell me he didn't get hit to!" Saidie says in two breaths.

Kyle and Wally look at each other and shake their head trying to understand all the questions she jus asked. Before anyone had a chance to answer Speed comes back into the lobby with Jude's coffee.

"Okay, dude, I have a caffeine coffee double on the sug—" He gets cut off by Saidie charging towards him. Nearly dropping the cups, he stumbles backwards. "Speed I'm so happy you're okay! I thought you got hurt to!" Saidie says, still squeezing him. Kyle and Wally walk over to him. Speed smiles at them, thinking they are about to help. They smile back, as they grab the cups from him.

"Dude, tell your sister to let me breathe!" Speed says. Wally and Kyle laugh. "And dudes your no help!" He adds. Jude smiles and says, "Saidie, let him breathe, clearly he is okay." Saidie lets go and smoothes out her and Speed's shirts. Speed exhales loudly getting his breath back.

"Saidie, calm down." Jude says as she grabs her hand and pulls her back into the seat next to her. Saidie bounces her leg up and down. "Sorry it's just. I don't know." She says. Jude smiles at her sister, who was a bunch of nerves just as she was a few minutes ago before the good news.

"Tommy's alive." Jude says. Saidie's head jerks to Jude. "Really? Are you serious?" She asks. Jude nods her head. She swallows hard before she tells her everything the doctor had just told her. At the end, to nobody's surprise, she had new tears in her eyes running down her face.

"Well that's still good Jude. He's alive." Saidie says. Jude wipes her tears and says nothing. Saidie looks at SME and nods her head to the doors, silently telling them to leave. They all nod their head and exit the lobby. Saidie puts her arms around Jude and her head to Jude's head.

"Little sister I hope you are not blaming yourself for this." She says. Jude nods her head, tears coming down her face again. Saidie shakes her head.

"This wasn't your fault. It was nobody's fault…except for the speeding idiot on the intersection." Saidie says. Jude shakes her head. "But he got hit because he was chasing me. It's my fault." Jude argues. Saidie breaks away from holding Jude and grabs her head.

"Look Jude the only reason why he was chasing is because he loves you. You of all people should know that. You of all people should know that Tommy Quincy would get hit by a car every day if it meant showing you how much he cared for you." Saidie says.

Jude takes her face from Saidie's head, now crying. "I know that, Saidie. That's the problem. I always have him chasing me, and I shouldn't do that." Jude says. "Well Jude nobody can blame you. You know all the stuff Tommy has put you through over these past years. Of course you are going to be hesitant to let him quickly." Saidie says.

Jude stays quiet, soaking in all that her sister was telling her. "It was still my fault." She says. Saidie sighs. "You know that's another reason why you and Tommy are perfect for each other. You're both stubborn. If it is something you two don't want to admit are if you two think you are right you are going to continue to think that." She says.

Jude laughs. "You're right, Saidie. But how else am I supposed to feel?" Saidie puts her arm around her. "You're supposed to feel sad, but you're not supposed to feel guilty. Personally if this would have happened around the time him and I broke up I would be doing cartwheels." She says. Jude laughs and hits her in the arm.

"How can everyone joke while he is in there?" Jude asks. "Well we love you so much that we joke about his death just to make you feel better. Can you say diva?" Saidie says. Jude laughs and hits her again. "Stop." She says. Saidie hugs her again.

"I hate to see you upset. Unless it's because I have done something to you, then it's okay." She says. Jude rolls her eyes. They sit in silence for at least a half hour. Saidie, trying to calm her nerves, and Jude was trying to quit blaming herself. After a while Saidie couldn't take the silence anymore.

"So who was this guy that hit him? I think we should do a little damage to his face." Saidie says.

"Dude I totally second that!" Speed says, walking into the lobby with SME. "Guys…" Jude says. "No we really should rearrange his face. He put Canada's most famous playboy in the hospital." Wally says. Jude tries not to laugh.

"Hmm but maybe we should give him a trophy. At least we know that Tommy really cares about Jude." Saidie says. "Yeah that's true. I don't know many guys that would just go out and get hit by cars for friends." Kyle says.

"Guys!" Jude says. They all stop and look at Jude. "What?" They all simultaneously ask. "Stop." Jude says. "It was just a suggestion." Wally says. Jude smiles and shakes her head. Kyle, Wally, Speed and Saidie all smile at each other, silently patting each other on the back for making her smile.

"You can tell you two are related." Kyle says. "Why do you say that?" Saidie asks. Kyle smirks. "You both have bad nerves." He says. Wally and Speed laugh. He was right. Jude was biting her nails and tapping her foot and Saidie was bouncing her leg up and down patting her thigh. Saidie flicks him off. Kyle laughs at the gesture.

"Um, wow it certainly filled up in here since an hour and fifteen minuets ago." Everyone looks up to see the doctor standing in front of them. Jude immediately stands up, anxious to hear what he is about to say. The doctor smiles grimly. Jude noticed more wrinkled lines in his forehead. All she hoped was that he was coming with good news. She couldn't handle any more bad.

"He just came out of his third surgery okay." He begins. Jude smiles and nods her head. "He's still unconscious and will be for awhile. In fact when he wakes up he will be in a lot of pain. But the odds of him pulling through this have defiantly gone up. At first we were worried that there was excessive brain damage but after the surgery we can tell that he will be alright. Although, this hospital will be his home for at least two weeks." The doctor says.

Except for the last sentence, that was the best news he could have given Jude. By now SME and Saidie were standing also, all excited by the news as well. "Can we see him?" Jude asks. The doctor nods his head. "Um, I'm going to say a three person limit though." He says. Jude looks at Saidie and SME.

"Speed you go with them." Kyle says. "You sure, Kyle?" Jude asks. Kyle nods his head. "I don't know, dude. Maybe you should go. Tommy said he likes you more than me anyways." Speed says. Jude and Kyle laugh. "How come nobody wants me to come?" Wally asks.

"Aww Wally." Saidie says. He gives a fake pouting look. "Quickly, please." The doctor says. Speed, Jude and Saidie nod their heads and walk through the flip doors further into the hospital. The doctor leads them to the ICU rooms and shows them Tommy's.

Jude slowly walks into the room, afraid of how she was going to react when she saw Tommy. Speed and Saidie stick by Jude's side as they walk into the room. Jude immediately cringes when she sees Tommy in the bed.

There was a bandage wrapped around his head. Scratches, red marks and bruises covered his face. She looks at all the monitors he was hooked up to and noticed the slowness of his breathing. Tears that she hadn't realized filled her eyes, fall down her face. She grabs Tommy's hand, to find it bruised and cut also. The guilt of this being her fault fills her body and mind again.

"It was not your fault." Saidie whispers to Jude. Jude shakes her head, ignoring her. "I can only allow you all in here for a half hour. We have rules." The doctor says. Jude looks at him. A half hour wouldn't be enough time.

"Um, she's Tommy's fiancée; I'm sure you all can look past the rules and allow her to spend the night with him." Saidie says. The doctor shakes his head firmly. Saidie looks at Jude. "You're spending the night with him; just give me two minutes with this guy." Saidie whispers back into Jude's head. Jude vaguely hears her. She was concentrated on Tommy.

Speed pulls up a chair for Jude to sit in. "Thank you." She says quietly. Speed and Saidie stand quietly as Jude sits next to Tommy and rubs his hand. After a half hour the doctor returns to the room. "Time's up." He says. Jude looks at Saidie, who nods her head.

"Um, can I talk to you outside for a second? I have a question about the medical business." She says. The doctor nods his head and walks out the room into the hall. Saidie fixes her shirt, showing more cleavage. She winks at Jude and Speed before stepping out into the hallway. Speed smiles and shakes his head.

"I wish I was a girl." He says. Jude turns her head and looks at him. "I only said that because girls can get a guy to do anything they want just by flirting." He says. "Yeah, and Saidie has a great talent for that." Jude says. Speed laughs a little. He walks over to her and gives her a long hug. Jude closes her eyes as they hug.

"Take care of yourself and him, dude." Speed says. Jude nods. Just as Speed is walking out, Saidie walks in. She smiles at her, telling her that it was okay for her to stay the night. Jude smiles at her, silently thanking her. Saidie puts up the phone sign, telling Jude to call her later. Jude nods her head. Saidie blows her a kiss before walking down the hallway.

Jude turns attention back to Tommy. Each time she looked at him her eyes filled with tears. How could she not feel like this was her fault? It was, wasn't it? In her eyes it was. She spends hours thinking about how it was her fault. Before she realized it, it was past midnight. She hears a knock on the door and sees the night nurse in the doorway.

"I'm just dropping in to check on his stats." She says nicely. Jude smiles and nods her head. The nurse walks over to the machines and writes things down in the clipboard she was holding. After a few minuets she is done.

"You know he should be awake here soon." She says. Jude looks at her. "Really?" She asks. The nurse nods her head. "He's responding real well. Just keep talking to him and touching him. He knows you're here. I will warn you though, when he wakes up he probably won't know where he is and his vision will be foggy. He will be in a lot of pain. Actually why don't you page me whenever he does wake up so I can give him painkillers." She says.

"Okay." Jude says. The nurse smiles and nods her head again before leaving the room. Jude grabs Tommy's hand and goes back to rubbing it, silently praying that he would awake soon. After at least a hour of rubbing his hand Jude gets a little tired and leans back in her chair, Tommy's hand still in hers. Her eyes slowly begin to drift close. Just as she was almost asleep she feels the grip of Tommy's hand tighten on hers. She opens her eyes, wondering if she was dreaming.

She sits up and looks at Tommy, who was slowly and groggily opening his eyes. She smiles when she sees his gorgeous blue eyes. For once, tears of joy feel her eyes…………

Okay there's update for this fic. Short, I know but I'm trying to get updates out for every fic. Please tell me what you think!