me: i was bored, therefore, i wrote this!

SYRUS: for once, it's not me and Jaden aren't together

me: nope, therefore, he is not allowed in here! and neither is Zane

SYRUS: how come Zane's not allowed in?

me: you'll see

SYRUS: but, who are you gonna torture?

me: (opens closet)

CHAZZ: (falls out of closet) OW! that hurt!

me: him

SYRUS: you think ahead, dontcha?

me: yes. now, chazzy-poo

CHAZZ: "Chazzy-poo"?

me: yes, Chazzy-poo

CHAZZ: Oo

me: what's wrong with Chazzy-poo?

CHAZZ: it's stupid!

me: (anger mark) attack!

SYRUS: uhm...start the fiction

ac-the-brain-supreme does not own Yugioh GX. she's just a dork

I cling tightly to my blazer. It's cold, sitting here by the ocean, but I have no where else to go. Ever since Onii-san and Aniki started dating, I haven't really been able to go anywhere without seeing them. And when I see them, a little bit of me is crushed. Utterly and completely.

They started dating a month ago. At least, that's when our friends and I first found out about it. I couldn't believe it. I was Aniki's best friend and roommate! I should've at least gotten some hint that they were going out. I knew Asuka was crushed. She had told me that she loved with Onii-san. That she had always been in love with him. Manjyome just stopped hanging out with us. I don't think he's homophobic. I think he just doesn't want to hang around with a couple, because he hangs out with Asuka a lot. I think he likes her though. Daichi didn't worry that much though. He doesn't worry about a lot of stuff now that he has a girlfriend. We were all shocked. After that whole Tanya thing, we all thought that he'd never date anyone again, but then he met a nice Obelisk girl. She's nice. Really smart too. Maybe even smarter than Daichi. It seems like everyone has somebody to love.

Everyone but me.

My love was stolen away from me. By my onii-san.

Yes, I love Aniki. I absolutely am in love with my Aniki. Wait, what am I saying. I don't have Aniki. Onii-san has Aniki. He's lucky. I hope Aniki is happy with Onii-san. That way, I can have some happiness in my heart. I can be happy for Aniki. I can. Really. It doesn't matter that my own brother is dating the boy of my affections. It doesn't matter that I cry by the ocean before I return to my dorm. It doesn't matter that I've accidentally seen them making out in my room. It doesn't matter that I've just seen a glimpse of Onii-san and Aniki making love. It doesn't. It doesn't. It doesn't!

I fall to my side, crying. For the second time that afternoon. It does matter that I can't be more than a friend to Aniki. I bet I'm not even a friend to him. I bet I'm just an annoying little side kick. Just around to make Aniki feel proud. Feel like he's better. Aniki doesn't need me to feel all those things. He can just talk to all the opponents he's defeated in duels. Or, better yet, he can compare all the people he's defeated, then look at all the people I've defeated. He'll feel really proud then. Or maybe not. Maybe he knows I'm a crappy duelist, but he just wants my hopes up, so it'll hurt that much more when I loose.

Wow...I'm cynical.

But, even if all of that were true, I'd still love Aniki. He was the first person to really treat me as a friend. The first person I've ever really thought of as a friend. I had friends before, yeah, but they always used me. Or, better yet, my first friend totally left me to fawn over a girl who wouldn't even look at him. I wonder if he's finally figured it out yet. For all I know, he's probably been laid by that girl. Last I saw of him, he was actually having a conversation with her. That seems like a stroke of luck to me.

I chatter my teeth as I curl into a little ball. It's so cold. We're on an island in the middle of the ocean. It shouldn't be this cold, should it? I really should go inside somewhere. Maybe Daichi would let me in. No, wait, he's at his girlfriend's for her birthday. Maybe Manjyome would let me sleep in his room. But he doesn't really like me that much either. I bet the only reason he hung out with me was because I hung out with all the powerful duelists. Now that I've become ignored by them, why bother hanging out with me? I can't go see if Asuka would let me stay with her. That'd be too weird. Not like I would try anything.

So that leaves me here. On the beach, in the cold.

I sigh again. Why did Aniki have to agree to date Onii-san? And if he did, why didn't he ask me about it? Maybe he thought it would be wierd for me to know that he was with Onii-san. Maybe...maybe he knew that I like him. That's why he didn't tell me. He didn't want my feelings hurt. He's such a good friend. A big wave crashes to shore and gets me drenched. I swallow some sea-water. It tastes nasty.

I guess me and Aniki's friendship has drawn to an end. He doesn't talk to me much, he doesn't sit with me in class anymore. We're never together. I guess I was meant to have no friends. My heart breaks with the final realization. I was meant to be alone. That is the way of the universe. I just wish I could tell Aniki how I fell about him. Or, rather, see him get into our room one night. He's out so late. With Onii-san, no doubt. That's what makes me cry, I think. I can't see Aniki anymore; I can't ask him about his day or anything like that anymore. I take in a deep breath and shakily release it.

"It's not fair" I whisper to the rocks nearby. "It's not fair. It's not fair. It's not fair." As I close my eyes for the night, a phrase pops up in my head. Life's not fair. No truer words have been said.

me: now, what's wrong with "Chazzy-poo"?

CHAZZ: (hog-tied with A.C. sitting on his back) nothing is wrong.

me: good boy! oh, hello peoples! is the fic over?

SYRUS: is it?

me: i dunno. depends on what the readers want. if i get enough good reviews, then i'll write another chapter.

CHAZZ: why does it depend?

me: cause this is originally a one-shot, but my mind can't take one-shots so it made up a story, but the story's off

SYRUS: by how much?

me: by a lot

CHAZZ: okay, can you get off me?

me: i dunno...

CHAZZ: (holds up 100 dollar bill)

me: O.O oooooooh... you gotta give me more than that

CHAZZ: awwwww

me: review please! and later!

--ac-the-brain-supreme(?)