When Feelings Change Feelings, Cause Feelings Don´t Feel The Way They Should Feel To Be Certain Feelings

Disclaimer: I don´t own Meitantei Conan or any of its characters.

WFCF: Chapter1: Finally…
Just a little introduction, as always

It was a common situation, at least to everyone who knew them.

They were fighting. Nothing special, really, their schoolmates just passed by the scene they saw nearly every day.

"You know what, you´re freaking me out!" the dark skinned boy just shouted, ruffling his hair the annoyed way he did every time they were fighting. That woman just could not appreciate his attempts of keeping those male idiots away from her.

"Oh, shut up, ahou, it´s not me poking my nose into your business." the young woman angrily shouted back, her ponytail swinging while she gestured with rage.

"Kazuha, you're such an ungrateful brat! I´m saving you, before those guys see what I see, namely that you're a violent and clinging pain in the neck! I´m a hero 'cause I´m able to stand you, Kazuha!"

The woman gasped.

"Hero-my-ass, you insolent fool!" she yelled at him. "And just so you know, Hattori Heiji: I´ve got a BOYFRIEND!"

Kazuha Toyama glared at the man standing in front of her, as she spoke the last words in a clear and cold way.

Surprisingly, the whole crowd of students walking in the hallway went silent, watching the reaction of Heiji in a frozen state.

"Funny. I think this is the first time in over ten years your big mouth is shut," Kazuha whispered coldly, turning around and leaving the young man.

She had not slapped him or done anything else she had done so many times before. But this had been harder than a knockout.

And while all students watched Kazuha leave the building, Heiji could not even move.

She was fed up. Fed up with him telling her how ugly, unworthy, unneeded and annoying she was. Fed up with all the other people not even noticing his words hurting her and just laughing. Fed up with herself for being stuck on him for so long and especially fed up with him not realizing how confused he left her with every word or movement he made.

But she had grown up. How long could a girl stand such an uncaring best friend whom she loved. He did not even appreciate her caring for him or fearing he could die every time he went behind those stupid murderers.

But now it was all behind her.

She HAD grown up. And finally she had even gathered the courage to tell him.

Finally. She thought, feeling a tingling sensation in her stomach while she walked through a park towards her home.

Suddenly her phone rang. It was him. She knew it.

Without a second look she cancelled the call and dialled another number.

"Kay?" she asked. "Yeah, I told him. Of course I am relieved, stupid." Kazuha smiled brightly, sitting down on a bench in the park. "No, Kay, I don´t regret it. He has to learn he cannot dictate my life!"

The young woman listened to the person on the phone and started giggling. "That´s really not funny, you know? I told him in front of everybody, it really was embarrassing for him and for me." Again she started smiling because of what she heard on the phone.

"Ok. See ya later. Yeah, I miss you, too."

When she hung up she recognized she´d twirled a strand of her hair while phoning.

She had never done that before she met Kay. Kay, her boyfriend. And there it was, that word which made her happy, but gave her a sting in the heart at the same time. That word which in her thoughts had been acquired for Heiji for so long.

Absorbed in thoughts she stood up and started walking again, humming a soft sound.

Kay and Heiji. It feels so different. She thought, realizing her problem.

She liked both. But whom did she really love?

End of chapter 1

Author´s Notes:

Ok, this was chapter1 of "When feelings change feelings" ("WFCF").

What do you think?

I´ve been wondering for such a long time how long a girl can stand loving someone who does not make any attempt of showing some love back.

So this is the result. Kazuha and Heiji were just predestined for having this story (although I have been thinking of taking Sora and Yamato from Digimon as the main characters). I took the name "Kay" from my favourite fairytale "Snowqueen".

I made up this story especially for my dear friend Simoniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii (She dragged me to write something)

I wanted to upload two chappys today, but I was so absorbed in the movie "Chicago", I did not write as much as I wanted to.

Going to date up soon

Please review! And thanks for reading so far

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