Unfair Love
Why do you have to die because of me?
Why do you have to suffer because of me?
Why love is so unfair to us?
Why?
A/N: I don't own Shaman King. (Sniff3x.)
Ren-17 yrs old
Pirika-16 yrs old
This story that I'm about to tell how Ren's and Pirika's love was called Unfair. This
story was set in Pirika's points of view when Ren died for her.
As I always passed Ren's room with her sister Jun. My heart suddenly wants to burst
out from anger but as usual Jun patted me on the back and said "You don't have to
blame yourself, just forget about him." I mentally slap myself when she mention
those words "FORGET." How could I forget him…? I'm the reason why he died just
like that? I shouted at her. Because of what I said; I'm expecting her to slap me but
no she just hugged me from behind. "Ren loves you so much and the baby can't you
feel that?" She whispered those loving words in my ears just like Ren use to. "I
can't… " I mentioned those words coldly to her while touching my stomach and then
I went inside my room. As I went back in my room, I put my pathetic self in the bed
and stared at the blank ceiling. I was just so sad that I thought about myself "Why
love is so unfair?" "I mean, it didn't have to be dramatic when Ren's was gonna die!"
I shouted because of my lack of patience to comprehend my own problem. But I did
it, so who cares anyway. As time goes by I realized that in my heart… I can't seem
to forget him. Damn it, whenever I remembered that night… that night when his
parents caught us in the backyard kissing each other passionately at the same time
we're planning to elope. But his big-fat-old father suddenly appeared behind him
and grips his collar tightly and threw him beside a large tree. I was so shocked that
his own father did that to him. So I run beside him and tried to protect him but they
are so quick enough to make me realized that I have been slash at the back. When I
was knock unconscious due to blood loss I suddenly felt someone arms around me
and saying "Please don't die, Pirika!" I felt his tears falling in my cheeks as he was
hugging me tightly. About 30 minutes, I slowly opened my eyes to make me realized
that I was in heaven but I was wrong; I only found myself being chained in an
unknown dungeon. "Thank goodness, you're alive." Ren mentioned to me that with
his two hands and two feet being chained just liked me. When I heard his gentle
voice, I suddenly realized that I was crying because he almost died for me. I
mentally slapped myself for what I did in front of him. "I can't cry… it will be
alright." I thought. "Why love is so unfair to us…?" I muttered. "No, it's not just the
right time for us to fall in love because you're the heaven and I'm the hell…" Ren
suddenly mentioned those answers without looking at me. Then he started to mutter
something under his breath making me hard to understand what he was trying to
say so I shouted at him. "You're not belong to our world because of me you will lose
all your dreams, friends even your own life. So I won't take any chance for you to die.
I swear." He promised me with sincerity in his heart. While he was looking at me
with his golden eyes fill with gentleness I can felt that my heart was beating so fast.
When I was about something to say, there was a loud explosion near in the dungeon
gate caused by Pailong Jun's spirit. "It looks like, you need my help brother." Jun
sarcastically smile. "What does it look like?" Ren shouted at her. So Jun and Pailong
helps us freed from those damn chain and they handed kwan dao to Ren. After 1
hour of fighting kyoshis inside Ren's house, we successfully got out in the mansion
and head to the forest. "Geez, I almost thought we're goners already." As I lay my
head into his chest and smiled. But I noticed his faced was dark so I asked him but
he just shouted at me and saying "Starting today, please forget about me!" As I
heard those words, Jun and Pailong stared at me darkly too and left. I don't know
what the heck happened to them but I swear I noticed in Ren's eyes that his not
telling the truth. "Why, is it because you're so afraid to face your own destiny?" I
questioned him seriously. When he heard that, he suddenly pushed me into the
ground and kissed me passionately. His tongue licking my bottom lip begging for
entrance so I gladly opened them. Then about a few minutes, he let go for a little air
when I was about to say something. He suddenly kissed my neck, while his right
hand was on her right chest squeezing lightly making me moan loudly from his touch
but he stopped. "I wasn't running away from my destiny. I was just afraid for you to
die." He whispers those words to me in my ears. Then he kissed me again
passionately while my two hands were on his neck. "Do you like to do this now?" He
looks into my eyes seriously with that he mentioned to me. When the first time Ren
mentioned that to me, I blushed so furiously that I just nodded only. "Are you sure?
There is no turning back now." He asked me again seriously. I just nodded only. He
looks at me slowly leaning in hoping I would understand. I get the message and also
lean in pressing my lips against his. He pushes in harder making the kiss a bit rough
but gentle. I wrap my arms around Ren's neck and pull him against mine. His tongue
slides across my bottom lip asking for entry. I hesitate then open and it slides in. His
tongue pushes against mine and I push back getting locked into a tongue battle. His
hands begin to slide up my waist lifting my shirt. He then pulls my shirt above my
head releasing your breasts. "Last chance to back out, you're sure?" He reassures
me. "Please, do this to me. I love you so much that I can't fight this feeling
anymore." As I mentioned those words to him, I pulled him just to continue what we
are doing. At the time, I noticed that Ren's eyes were so serious yet gentle. He
handled me like some kind a porcelain glass if you let go it would break. I began to
moan and moan loudly because of the pleasures that Ren's doing. Before I moan
loudly Ren suddenly kissed me and whispered "You don't want us to be caught by
my sister?" "Sorry…" I muttered. Then Ren suddenly slide his two fingers in my
womanhood slowly. I arched my back and gasp because of the pain but Ren noticed
it so he kissed me again while his two fingers where in my womanhood to make the
pain go away. Then he released his two fingers and asked "You're ready?" I just
nodded at him and then he put his manhood into mine. I yelped at the pain with that
Ren kissed me even more passionately. "Just hold on, I will try as much as I can not
to hurt you." He whispers those words in my ears. After several minutes, pain turns
into pleasures. I moved my hips at every meeting with his thrust. When I moan, Ren
picks up speed and pushed into me farther. I felt my organism begun to rise up and
then noticed Ren tensed up. He went faster and faster until we reached our climax
and moan at the same time then he cummed inside of me… deep inside of me. I was
so tired that I sleep first before him because of what I've done I didn't knew that
Ren mention something to me in my ears important. "I love you so much Pirika, this
the last gift I would give to you… no, our gift to each other… our baby. If I die
please care the baby for me. Don't die because of what I've done for you. " Those
were the words that I have supposed to hear… Then the next day I heard from Jun
that he was dead. I cried so hard that I have to hit my head on the tree but Jun
suddenly hugged me to prevent me doing something stupid. "WHY DO YOU HAVE TO
LEAVE ME?" I screamed in agony then fell on my knees crying… That's how Ren left
me without saying anything. Now, as I stared at the blank ceiling while holding my
stomach. I feel so pathetic… Because it so unfair… so unfair! That because of our
love for each other Ren died… Even Jun doesn't know why Ren died. All she knew
was that, when at the time she was strolling around the forest in the morning just to
find him, heaven answered her prayer but when she run besides Ren's body it was
bloody mess and as far as she know she was dead already. It was so mysterious how
he died… But all I know he died for me.
The End
Thanks for Reading. :D
Sorry for the wrong grammars. :D
Sorry for making Ren dead…
Please review me if you want me make another Lemon about this two and I promise it will be happy ending:D
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