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Feel free to shot me down with your guns…I know it's been like over a year since I was suppose to update this story but…I'm sorry I don't have a better excuse, but I'm just lazy, and I like to be in the mood to write and I just haven't been for a while. The reason I finished this chapter was cause I was reading some other stories and realized how crazy I get when I find a story I like and the author never updates so I decided it was very mean of me to be so lazy! So here is the new chapter! Lots of reviews help me get off my lazy butt and write a chapter, so I can only get enthusiastic if I get uplifting reviews! And sorry if this chapter is too short, but I completely forgot what I was going to write next. And sorry for any grammar or spelling mistakes, I don't remember if I had a beta for this story or not, probably did but can't remember who it is.

Chapter 8

Sasuke's P.O.V.

"Wake up! It's Monday, time for school!"

I awoke to the annoying voice of Kakashi yelling at us from the kitchen to wake up. I tried to sit up but fell back down and looked over to see Naruto with his arms around my waist.

"Naruto wake up and let go." I said shaking him trying to wake him up. He groaned and hugged me tighter, and opened his eyes looking at me as a smile appeared on his face.

"Good morning." he said smiling brightly.

"Hn." I said as he removed his arms from me and kissed my cheek before jumping off the bed and running into the bathroom. I sighed as I got up and got dressed for school, as Naruto came out of the bathroom and started getting dressed I went in to brush my teeth and brush my hair. I walked out and went into the kitchen to find Naruto and Kakashi eating breakfast.

"Sit down and eat Sasuke." Kakashi said before turning back to eating and reading his book. I sighed and sat down and ate a little of the food in front of me, I could feel Naruto's eyes staring at me. Probably worried about me, he really should stop worrying so much.

"If you're done Sasuke then you and Naruto should head to school before you're late." Kakashi said as he put his plate in the sink.

"Didn't you say you were working at our school now, doesn't that mean you will be late too." Naruto asked as he put his plate in the sink and grabbed his book bag. I put my plate in the sink and grabbed my book bag as well. We all got into Kakashi's car and as we drove to school Naruto's hand reached over and grabbed mine. I looked over at him to see he was smiling at me, I managed to give him a small smile before turning to look out the window. When we reached school Kakashi headed to his class as Naruto and I went to our first class.

The first few classes went by slow and boring but finally it was lunch time, I as glad because I had lunch with Naruto. I found Naruto and Gaara and sat down next to Naruto, he smiled at me then continued eating his lunch as I just eat a little of mine, not really to hungry. After lunch I dazed through my other classes until it was finally time to go home. Naruto and I walked home in silence, today seemed like a tiring day, to much has been going on. Once we got home I sat down on the couch with Naruto and we started watching TV, he glanced over at me before scooting closer to me and laying his head on my shoulder. I gave him a small smile before looking back at the TV. I was not really paying attention to what was on the TV, I was mainly just thinking about everything that has happened. It has happened so fast, first me being with Naruto, my brother finally going to jail, and then me getting raped by my brother's so called friend, it's way to much for me to handle. How did I ever make it this far? I glanced down at Naruto, who was watching the TV, he is one reason why I've made it so far. I still do not know why I seemed to trust him on that day I told him about Itachi, but I'm glad it got him away from me. Now all I have to worry about is this new guy that seems to like to hurt me. Why can't things be peaceful for a while, that would be nice.

I yawn as I look down to see Naruto has fallen asleep, he is probably tired from the last couple of days too. He must be getting stressed by all this…maybe it wasn't a good idea to be with him, I don't want to make his life difficult. I slowly got up, making sure he didn't wake up as I walked upstairs to my room. Kakashi was out the store so it was just me and Naruto at the house. It seemed so quiet as I sat on my bed and look slowly around the empty room. Naruto would be better without me, he says he loves me but who can really say they love something who they just got together with. I do care about him a lot and I'm sure he cares about me, but I don't want to be a burden on him. That's all I seem to be…he's be worried and stressed because of me. He would be better if I was gone, sure it would hurt him but eventually he would get over me knowing he no longer has to worry about me.

I sigh as I get up and walk into the bathroom, I walk in front of the mirror and look at myself. I'm dirty. I've been tainted, Naruto shouldn't have to have someone that's been touched by dirty hands. He deserves better. I reach into the drawer and pull out a razor. This is not how I pictured it would end, but it's better than nothing. I slowly put the razor to my wrist and could see I was shaking a little. Just do it quick and maybe I'll die not feeling pain for very long. I press the razor to my wrist and slide it across quickly, it stung like hell and I could see the blood emerge from the cut and start flowing out onto my arm. I slide the razor across my arm a couple times before getting to the other arm an doing the same. Now both my arms were cut from the wrist to my elbow, blood covering my arms and dripping to the floor. It did hurt, worse than I thought it would. There was a lot of blood, some cuts were deep and some weren't as deep. I started feeling light headed as I stared down at my blooded arms.

I heard the door downstairs open and Kakashi yell he was home. Oh crap! Why can't I die faster! I got more dizzy and fell to the floor, it was a pretty loud sound so I'm sure someone heard it. I could barely keep my eyes open as I heard footsteps coming up the stairs and down the hall. Right before I passed out I could see Naruto and Kakashi standing above me looking terrified.

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I woke to a stabbing pain down my arms, I slowly opened my eyes to be greeted to a white ceiling. At first I didn't know where I was until I saw an IV in my arm with my arms bandaged. I sighed as I realized my attempted suicide had failed, Naruto is going to be mad now. I looked around the room to find that Naruto was sleeping in a chair beside the bed. I frowned as I watched him sleep, I worried him again, probably worse than before. I wondered how long I had been out, I must have lost a lot of blood, but obviously not enough to kill me.

I heard Naruto move in the chair and looked over to see him open his eyes and yawn. He stretched his arms and looked over at me and his eyes widened when he saw I was wake.

"Sasuke! You're awake!" he yelled as he pulled me into a gently hug, careful not to hurt me. He pulled back then had a worried look in his eyes, "Why?" he asked.

I sighed and looked away from him, telling him would only upset him more. He stared at me for a while, before sighing and getting up to walk to the door. "I'm going to call Kakashi and let him know you're awake", he said as he walked out the door. Once he had left I sat there feeling terrible, I had a urge to cry, but I tried to hold back my tears. It was no use as the tears started rolling down my face, I sat there and sobbed for a while before Naruto came back in. I had stopped crying, but had not bothered to wipe my tears away. He walked in and once he looked at me and saw my tear stained face he rushed to me and hugged me.

"Sasuke it's ok if you don't want to talk about it right now, please don't cry." he said as he continued to hug me, I scooted over so he could get on the bed with me and he cuddled close to me. I yawned as I cuddled close to him, he smiled at me. "Sleep, you need to rest." he said and I slowly closed my eyes and fell to sleep.

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