Disclaimer : I do not own the characters !
Summary : Sometimes those who think they need to be alone , find their loved ones faster than expected.
Pairings : NatsukiShizuru.. warning : Alternative universum
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Like Her , Prologue
Here I am sitting in a classroom looking out of the window once more. It's not like there's somethings interesting out there , I really don't know why i'm always doing the things I do. Sitting , staring and then being cold towards other students. Maybe it's because i've never had friends , never shared my feelings with anyone except for..Actually come to think of it. I have no one to talk to.But I don't care , I've never needed anyone before and I don't need someone now but then why...why does my heart hurt ? Why do I feel like i'm missing someone ? For ten whole years i've lived like this , why now ?
Ah you might wonder what the hell i'm talking about. Well let me explain. You see , there's a girl I like and I know , somehow she likes me too. I'm not sure wheter she's just trying to be nice because she feels sorry for me or maybe she actually does like me but one thing I do know and that is I have to ignore her. I need to ignore her. i can't let anyone in. Not now and not ever.
'' Natsuki...'' Suddenly a voice says causing me to look up into the blue eyes of a very angered teacher.
'' Uhm...yes ?'' I ask trying to sound as calm as always though my heart is racing.
'' Would you like to answer my question ?'' The teacher asks while I look down at my text book which is...closed. Oh yeah i'm doomed now. You see many people wouldn't think about it in the way I see myself but actually i'm a rather shy girl , I just hide behind my facade. Still don't get it ? Here let me show you how everyone thinks Natsuki would react to such a comment.
'' I don't know.'' I start with a smirk on my face.'' Could you repeat the question ?'' I hear the rest of the class laugh and whispering i'm in deep trouble now. And who am I to prove them the opposite ?
'' Okay that's enough.'' Said the teacher sounding even more pissed off than before.'' If you are going to play the tough girl there's no need for you anymore. I already warned you before and I won't do it again. You are suspended.''
Oh my god ! Did I just hear that well ? I am suspended ? I can't be , I mean why ? I...should I say i'm sorry ? Would it make any difference ? Shaking my head I stand up and start to walk away not bothering to give the whispering students a second look. After it was their fault I acted like this. If they didn't expect me to I wouldn't have done this. If it weren't for them I would've been a nice and...Oh who cares in the first place.
With that I close the door behind me. Much to my dismay when I look up , I see her again. That damn woman who changed my life by just looking at me , smiling. Just like she's always doing she's looking at me with a worried look on her face.
I shake my head deciding it was for the better to ignore her. And just like I had done with my class mates I turn away from her , ignoring her presence.
To be continued..
Okay people just a little note , this is my first fic about Mai HiMe so please spare me. Anyway I know this as kind of short but then again this was only the prologue. Please let me know what you think so far ..