Keep your heart broken

Chapter 1:The Inevitable Beginning…

Disclaimer: I don't own Alice Academy.

Sometimes it's better to have a broken heart than truly fall in love with a whole heart.

A young brunette walked through the halls her head facing down. Her orange-brown hair framing her face, hiding her eyes from anyone who may pass. She stopped in front of a door, which had the letter B engraved on it. The young girl gently turned the door knob and entered the room. A blonde boy with glasses, Yuu Tobita, looked at her direction and watched her walk silently to her seat and cover her face with her hands. In front of the brunette sat a girl with raven hair, Hotaru Imai, who emotionlessly turned her head and looked at the brunette. Two of her closest friends tried their best hide their worry, but concern evident in their eyes.

"Mikan?" The brunette named Mikan raised her head a bit but still hid it enough from view.

"Are you alright?" Yuu asked her from beside Hotaru. Mikan didn't answer.

"Are you crying?" Hotaru asked almost coldly. Mikan just returned to her original position and hid her face. "No I'm not…I promised I wouldn't." She whispered. She closed her eyes tight preventing those water crystals to slide down her cheeks. She decided to take a short nap trying to forget the memories of yesterday's happenings. She couldn't help but let out one small tear…for her grief and for her worrying friends. She did not want them to worry not right now…

She was walking around the academy when she saw the tree where Natsume was currently reading his manga. She slowly walked up to him a bit nervous on what she was planning to do. She quietly sat on the opposite side of the tree. Opposite to the young fire boy…

The door was opened again and two boys came in. One was a blonde who was carrying a little rabbit in his arms, He was Ruka. (A/n:Sorry forgot his last name hehe) The second was a raven-haired named Natsume Hyuuga.. They both noticed the sudden lack of cheerfulness that was always there in the morning. The cheerfulness that always came from that one girl. Natsume, the raven-haired boy sat on his chair and lazily put his feet on the table and started reading his manga.

Ruka noticed the gloominess Mikan emitted. He was very worried, he knew he was falling for the brunette angel and seeing her like this was both shocking and sad. The always smiling angel was slowly flying away. He felt the urge to comfort her. He looked at Natsume pleadingly. Natsume looked at him and only nodded.

She just absorbed the silence when she noticed the rustling of grass from behind of her. She looked up and saw Natsume already ready to leave. "Natsume…" she timidly said. The young boy looked at her dully acknowledging her presence.

She stood up and looked at him straight in the eyes. "Natsume….I think…!" She stammered. There was a long pause.

"What little girl?" Natsume asked annoyance in his voice.

"I think…I-I love you!" She said a bit loud. He was a bit shocked it showed in his eyes but it soon softened.

Ruka stood up and exchanged seats with Mikan's usual seat partner. He stared at her for a few minutes and tried to lighten up the mood. "Ohayo Mikan!" He said as chirpily as he can. Mikan just tilted her head a bit to look at Ruka and gave him a smile…a very sad smile. He noticed her lifeless emerald orbs. He was feeling like his heart was being torn apart, he was desperate to make her happy and bring back the angel.

From the back, the raven-haired boy Natsume secretly stared at the back of the brunette's head. He felt like dying just to see her that way without a smile. He also felt regret then thought "Maybe I shouldn't have said those to her yesterday…" His eyes showed a bit tint of sadness but no one noticed.

"I'm sorry…" He said a bit of hesitance in his voice. His eyes were blocked by his overshadowing bangs, which made the scene melancholy.

"But I hate you." He finished simply. "You are just a stupid little idiot, a mindless girl who always smiles. I hate you…just leave me alone." He said bitterly.

"No." she said back to him simply. He looked up at her. She was looking at him with tears falling down her cheeks but still…she was smiling. "I guess you'll only always look at me as a stupid little girl…but still I love you and I promise to keep my heart just for you…"she started when she noticed him a bit shocked at her last words. "I promise I'll wait…"There was a long pause then she let out a giggle. "…you must be thinking I'm very stupid now?" and she finished not waiting for an answer but still intently staring at him. He decided to look away from her eyes and disconnect their eye contact. He only grunted at her last words and turned his back on her.

Mikan couldn't take the pain she was feeling along with the sadness she was causing for everyone. She decided to just leave...just leave for now. She held her bag and stood up. Still looking down she slowly walked away from the people who were trying to snap her out of her grief. She was about to close the door when that masculine voice that has been causing her too much grief spoke out.

"Where are you going polka dots?" He asked dully not looking at her. She opened the door slightly. She tilted her head, which showed to all her tear strained eyes that still had tears falling. She tried wiping her tears. She looked at his back and simply gave him a smile…another fake smile. She remembered what he said yesterday and turned her back on him this time.

"Just stop crying polka dots." He said bitterly and started walking away…

Natsume now looked at the closed door. He walked out of her yesterday now she walked out of him. 'I wanted her to hate me now I'm feeling pain worse than ever…Ironic…" He thought but deep in his cold heart he hoped for only one thing from Mikan…

I just hope you could keep your promise…

And keep your heart broken…

Just for me……

Mikan.

A/n:This is my first Alice Gakuen story so please review. It would be greatly appreciated. Even flames welcomed. SORRY if some of the details aren't as realistic or informative for I ahd just started watching and falling in love with this anime . Oh yeah sorry for the wrong grammar and misspellings

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