Oh God another story , well I am waiting for an audition and this is how I relax…to everyone who enjoys my stories…here is one that is a serious one…like to do these every once in a while… and maybe I will come up with my script ideas too… These characters are from the BKC Productions…..

Rachel sat in front of the mirror and put her hair in a ponytail. She rubbed cream on her hands and then put her diamond engagement ring and wedding band on her hand. She took a breath and then got up from the sear at the vanity and walked to the bed. Pulling back the sheets , she crawled into bed next to her husband.

He sat up , he had been waiting for her while he glanced at the new American Paleontologist journal. Putting down the book, he reached over and started to kiss her. His lips tapped her skin as he started to nibble at her neck and she pulled her ponytail aside as he moved his large hands down her neck . Pulling down the straps of her nightgown, he moved his hands over her shoulders and began to rub them.

"Mmm that is good." She smiled and dropped her neck. He kneaded her shoulders and she continued to make noises of contentment. He then slid his hands down . There they were , the two most perfect breasts, ever since she had given birth to their second child her breasts were now a little more fuller. He slid his fingers slowly over the nipples and then he moved them to please her. Ross had been moving slowly and then he felt something.

"Rach." He said as his thumb moved over the spot a few times. "I am feeling something weird. It feels hard actually." He said. Rachel took his hand and then traced where he had just felt."Oh I didn't feel that before." She admitted. She then moved his hand away and took her own fingertips and lightly tapped it. Her face started to register panic as she began to feel the abnormality.

"It is probably nothing , honey." Ross said to assure her as well as himself that it was nothing. "I mean with the baby, you probably just have some sort of milk duct or cyst or something." He said assured.

"You're right." She smiled. "I mean we can't have me thinking all sorts of crazy things. You know and then start to panic , then go through all these tests and stuff, and then find out it is nothing."

Ross looked thoughtfully at her. "Yeah , but I think it would be a good idea to get it checked out anyway. I mean better safe then sorry. You just have the doctor look at it."

"Okay I will make an appointment on Monday after work." Rachel smiled and then she turned off the light. The mood was kind of ruined by the discovery, so she laid her head on the pillow and then closed her eyes. He could tell it was on her mind, so he rested his hand on hers . Her eyes began to water as she closed them again , then they popped open. She looked down at her breasts and began to wonder.

"Mrs. Geller?" the nurse said as Rachel held the paper gown together with her hands. "Follow me." The nurse opened a door and there was the mammography machine. The nurse took the gown from her and led her to the machine. With her one breast, the technician lifted the machinery and put her breast between the cold metal and the slide . Rachel felt the machine drop on her breast and sandwich it , causing her to feel the pull as the technician ran behind the wall and took the mammogram and then she came and repeated the whole thing again.

"We will have the results in a few days. I really don't think it will be anything serious." Dr. Long said sympathetically. "Ross was right to have you come in and have it looked at though." Rachel was so relieved and then she got dressed and got in her car. She was going to day care to pick up Emma and Isabelle.

"Mommy I drewed a picture." Emma announced as she shook the picture in front of Rachel. Rachel strained her eyes as she tried to figure out the paper. "That's pretty . What is that?" Rachel said as she turned the paper to figure it out . "It is a dinosaur." Emma announced proudly. Rachel just shook her head. "Ross ' child , alright, she thought. Isabelle just sat in her seat quietly since she was only a year old.

Rachel headed home on the Expressway. She didn't need this, a traffic jam and a screaming baby. She put her manicured fingers up to her temples and began to massage them. Emma was in the back watching a dvd with Isabelle, but at least she was being quiet. The minivan was going no where. Suddenly her cell rang, "Ross? Yeah I am headed home but caught in rush hour traffic. Chinese ? Yeah that's fine. Okay I will see you when I get there." She turned on the radio to ease her mind. The mammogram also loomed in her thoughts. Three days? Well those doctors don't have to put their lives on hold do they? She thought angrily. The radio did help , suddenly it was playing an oldie U2 With or Without You. A smile came to her face as she remembered that was one of their songs and even the first time it was dedicated to her the night he made that dumb list. She started to sing along as the music lifted her spirits and then the cars began to move. The jam was breaking up and now she could pick up speed.

The phone had rang and he picked it up. It could have been a wrong number , but it wasn't . He looked down at the pad he hurriedly scribbled the note down on. He held it up and then he shook his head.No this happens in soap operas, and on Lifetime, it did not happen in real life. He wanted to call everyone . He wanted to dial California. He wanted to tell her parents and his, he wanted to call his family. But there was no conclusions yet. The doctor had said that there was an abnormality and that was why they wanted to talk to both of them tomorrow at two. He had called work and told them he couldn't come in and then gave an explanation. The dean herself had it so she was sympathetic , she said if he or Rachel needed anything , feel free to call. He couldn't hear himself say it, he couldn't say the words or anything. In his line of work, there were a lot of words that other people could neither spell or pronounce. He took his hand and pushed it through his thick black hair and then breathed and shook his head. He glanced down at the gold band on his hand. This was going to be hard.

"I am so hungry." Rachel said as she carried in Isabelle and Emma ran to her father and jumped into his arms. Ross just stood and looked at her . How was he going to do this?

"Emma why don't you take you and your sister and play for a little while , Mommy and Daddy have to talk about some grown up stuff." Ross said as Emma took her sister's hand and went to their rooms. She would give Daddy her picture later. He closed the door and had a very serious look on his face. Rachel had no idea what was going on, then it dawned on her.

"Rachel, honey." He said as he led her over to the couch and the two of them sat down. He put his head down and then he took her hand and rubbed it. "Dr. Long called. She is sending you to a Dr. Cannon and we have to meet with her at two tomorrow."

"Why is Dr. Long sending me to another doctor? Did I do something wrong?" she asked innocently.

"No it's not that at all. Dr. Cannon is just more trained to deal with this sort of thing than Dr. Long is. She is." He didn't want to say the words because these are the kind of words that can kill or damage someone.

"She is an oncologist." Maybe by using the big words , he could delay the damage. "Rachel, they found something on the mammogram, an abnormality , and they want you to have a biopsy." Her mind could still not comprehend it.

Ross took a big breath and then said it. "They think you might have breast cancer."