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[A/N: Sirius gets his second
chapter. Aren't you all happy and stuff? No? Too bad. I have
come to like evil-Sirius better than book-Sirius, but that's
just the way I am. I always take the side of the bad
guy', because we all know that he is the real good guy, you
just have to look at things his way to see it *hugs Tom and nods*
~ Crying Raven, member of Bad Guy Lover's Club]
Fallen
star
~ The sun, the moon,
the star and the rat ~
The boy winces in pain, but keeps staring
at me when I turn back to human.
I wonder if he knew I aimed for Harry,
aimed to tear his throat when I for a short moment mistook him
for James. They are so alike too alike.
I believe I broke this boy's leg, I
must have. I could hear the bone crack between my teeth and the
sweet blood tingling in my mouth. For a short moment I knew how
that werewolf felt when he attacked you, Moony, but I won't
ever let you feel the shameful pleasure. I fear it would darken
your soul beyond return.
I don't care about this child, but he
has done nothing to us yet so I'm not going to kill him
unless it is necessary.
The door open and I see them. Harry and
some girl. She is not the important one, far from it. She's
just as important as the redheaded boy is and if I have to I will
kill her too. But Harry, at the sight of him I take my role
Do you still remember what we agreed on, Remus?
You walk through the door and Ah,
yes, you were the best actor I have ever seen.
Life hasn't been treating you too good
I see. You're far too skinny, you have grey hair already,
but your eyes smile to me. Your beautiful eyes can still smile,
never changing and always so wonderful to see. You remember. Yes,
you remember our lies, our broken promises and our mind games,
played on everyone but each other. All the strings we pulled and
the buttons we learned to push.
A sinister game where we were in control.
I'll kill that filthy rat for what he
did to you. Left you all alone like that, all alone in the world
full of people who hated you for being a victim. You were the
victim of that werewolf, and Moony, if I could make it undone I
would have. Anything to spare you pain. You kept me sane, as sane
as you can be after Azkaban that is. But it was you and Peter. I
wanted out to be there for you and out so I could tear Peter into
pieces for stopping us from continuing our wicked game, for
separating us. When I got out I remembered something else.
Cries. Sobbing. Blood flowing from a cut on
a small baby's forehead.
James bloody son.
Oh, Remus, you have seen his eyes,
Lily's eyes. Isn't that precious? Lily Evans. Lily
Potter. The late Lily Potter.
Remember the fun we had with her? I do.
I'd like to play with him too when he
grows older James' son. He'd be crying out in his
grave if only he knew who he left in charge of his only child.
With his living clone.
I know what you'd say, love, I know.
He's just a child, he can't be blamed for what James
did, can't be blamed for the fall of our master, can't
be blamed at all. You are right, but wrong. Back then he
couldn't be blamed, he was just a year old, loud little
thing too, always screaming in the middle of the night, but
now I hear he's fought off our master twice more. He
can be blamed. He deserves to be blamed. And when my name is
cleared, when they have bought our lies and Peter is in that
hellhole on earth, then I'll get my revenge.
He believes, Moony, he believes what we
tell him. He is so willing to believe, so willing to get away
from Lily's relatives that controlling him will be easy.
Another James, indeed.
Another black haired boy to feed full of
lies and to manipulate until our lord got time for him. Another
mudblood girl who will share Lily's fate for ever thinking
such horrible thoughts about you, another boy full of hate
towards your kind who will find himself falling. I'll
corrupt him the way I got to Peter, and I will make sure that he
doesn't understand enough to know when to run.
In time, Moony, in time. I'll make
sure of that. I'll make them feel every single piece of
agony you have ever gone through, and then some, before ending
their pitiful lives in a way that pleases me.
This time around I will make it clear who
were the traitor. This time around I will lead the Dark Lord to
them myself. The potion will keep you sane, so you won't
need me there with you, even if it is to prefer. But you see, you
can't be seen there, they'll jump to conclusions.
They'll think it was you, and you know what some people
would do to a werewolf if given a hint of a reason. I
wouldn't be able to bare that.
All we need is pick up the game. I play my
role and you play yours, just like we did before. You will heal
my wounds and I will heal yours, just like we always did. No one
will ever know, no one will ever know the truth behind all our
lies.
They never did.