Disclaimer: I don't own and characters pertaining to theHarry Potteruniverse by JK Rowling.

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She has everything I don't. She is every thing I cannot and never will be.

Can you wonder why I hate her?

It was always, "Lily this, Lily that" always prattling about how wonderful it was to have a witch in the family. How disappointed they were, when it was discovered I was a squib.

I could see it, the bright gleam in their eyes when She received her letter.

Freaks the lot of them.

I want it, I want what they have so very much

Unnatural beings.

And I can never have it

They're not normal, my sister and her freaky friends. So happy, wearing those hideous (wondrous) costumes of black, red, and gold.

Those sticks, hah! Those wands, laughable. Useless.

I wave the wands, hoping for a spark of rejection, any reaction at all.

And nothing happens.

She looked ridiculous, waving that thing. Turning teacups into rats. Levitating couches while Mother vacuumed.

How I wish I could do that

Useless tricks. Nothing more than an illusion.

But that's not all! Then she brings that weird boyfriend of hers. Potter was his name

So handsome in black, his eyes laughing and shining brightly.

All for her.

And disdain for me.

Horrible boy. Another Freak

And my heart hurt.

I went and got myself married to a normal boy.

Wishing he'd look my way.

She invited us to her wedding.

Vernon shredded the letter and yelled at the owl. I ignored him and resumed cleaning the table.

And the bitterness grew.

She has everything, and I have nothing.

Complete rubbish, this "Magic" is. What use was it when they got themselves blown up?

Landing us with their son.

I open the door and am greeted by a loud wail.

I look down.

And Lily's bright green eyes stare back at me.

And I know he'll be just like Her.

Just like Him.

Just like his Parents.

And the knowledge hurts.

He'll be a Freak, just like them, one day.

This child has a gift I don't.

The genes I never received

I swear I'll stamp it out of him.

I'll drive it out, any way I can.

I will never experience the Wonder

And I swear I'll never let Their child feel it either.

I will drive out this Freakishness.

He will be a Normal Child.

Just like Dudley.

If I can't have it.

No one else can either.

-Fin-