I Changed Him!

Doggy Ears n Emily: I'm so Sorry for the long update! I put up a new story and it's really good! Plus on my Forgotten Except in your Dreams story I sorta have writer's block. Suggestions would be nice. And this is still Inuyasha's POV : )

Snooping

"Well I…um I, just uh…ya see Kagome…" I couldn't make full sentences. 'Tell her you love her. Tell her you love her.' That damn voice kept yelling in my head. I was gonna do it…sorta.

Kagome looked up at me eagerly. I looked into her chocolate eyes and it almost looked like she wanted me to say something specific.

"Yes Inuyasha?" Her cute little nose even with mine and not yet touching.

"Kagome I, I…I killed, Kikyo." I chickened out. And now I had to explain why I killed her. Sigh

The girls' eyes went wide open. "You What?"

The floor became very interesting. "I uh Killed Kikyo! Got a problem with that?" I shot rudely.

"What happened? Are you Okay? Why?" She got slower. "I thought you…loved her Inuyasha."

"I'm fine, Kagome." I hid a smirk and thought up a lie. "I uh wanted to um put her soul to rest yeah!"

Kagome turned her head slightly and looked down. "Are you still…I mean do you still love her?"

"Kagome I,"

"Inuyasha, it's alright. Really. You don't have to tell me how you feel. It's none of my business, Right?" She sighed.

"No Kagome you don't understand." I put my hands on her shoulders but she still didn't look at me.

"I mean it's not like I really care or anything." She wiped her eye and thought. 'Damn, Kagome! Don't cry, You can't let him see!'

"Kagome,"

"Of course you love her!" she whispered that I could barely hear. "She was first!"

"Kagome!" 'What does that mean? 'She was first!'' (What a frikin idiot!)

"Well I'm parched. I'm gonna go to sleep. Night, Inuyasha!" she said before crawling on all fours away from me, carefully getting into her sleeping bag, and quickly falling to sleep leaving me dumbfounded!

"Kagome," I whispered, "I don't love her, I love you!" I sighed and stared into space again.

'Why can't I tell her how I feel?' I asked myself. 'Shouldn't it be easy? Shouldn't I be able to say 'I love you' and not be so frikin scared?' Slowly I turned my head towards her sleeping face.

Sigh. Then I saw something pink and red hanging half way out of Kagome's yellow backpack. I became curious and carefully crept past Kagome trying not to wake her. It was a book. The book was pink with red cherries all over it. The cover read "My Diary" in red. The 'i' had a little cherry for the dot.

"Diary? What's that?" I said silently. I looked at the diary again and decided to snoop. 'Kagome will never know.'

I tried to open the weird book butit was stuck. No, a little lock probably protecting the stuff written inside was on the side. The lock wasn't very strong and I could easily break it. But if I did that then Kagome would know and I would get plenty of sits. Not good!

I looked around for a key. On Kagome's wrist there was a golden chain bracelet with little cherry charms. And plus a key with pink swirls.

I slowly lifted her hand and slipped the bracelet off. When I was about to let go I noticed I was squeezing her hand. No. She was squeezing my hand. She rustled in her sleep and mumbled, "I-nu-ya-sha!" She finally let go and snuggled deeper into her sleeping bag.

'Well that was weird!' I thought.

I snapped out of my trance and opened the lock. The inside page after the cover read in pink and red ink,

Kagome's Diary

Keep OUT : P

I turned the page and read on…

Doggy Ears n Emily: Hiya, I'm sorry about the short chapters guys. My other stories aren't this short. Its just because when I first wrote the poem it was meant to be just a poem but when I typed it I thought up a story to go with it. Funny how things work out. Inuyasha isn't going to read the poem for about another 2-5 chapters. Or more if I think of more. He he. The diary is going to have a lot of stuff in it. Everyone is going to be in it. I will leave out no one! It's gonna be good! And reviewers please give advice on all my stories. It could help me alot! Thanks, Bai!

Love ya, Emily : P