Detention

Great! ANOTHER detention. ANOTHER detention with Sirius Black. I'd rather not remember last time. Cleaning the teacups in Professor Trelawney's classroom. Great. "Tell me." I ignored him. "NOW!" I still ignored him. " . Ellie. You annoying little . NOW!" "How about no." "You know. Technically I could blackmail you here. And I am that cruel." "You could." "I could." "Hopefully you're not going to but you could." "Yes I could, but I'm not going to. But I can also do this." He kissed me. I pushed him away. "Sirius. When will you learn I don't want to hurt you!" "Then don't reject me!" "Sirius, look. You almost got killed today. That was me. You saw. You saw me push you. Yes, I couldn't help it but that's why this has got to stop! I hurt people I'm near. People I like, people I love. That's why you ended out the window." "I don't care Ellie, yeah sure, this is the kind of moment in movies where people will be going Ahh, and thinking we're so soppy but I really don't care, kill me if you really have to." "You stupid, stupid boy!" What else could I do? I kissed him. And he kissed me back.

5th January

"James…can't…breathe…get…off…me!" I gasped. "James, stop strangling Ellie." He yawned, sounding as bored as Syma looked. "Same here." Syma muttered. "Guys, I'm being serious." James said. "She killed my girlfriend!" Lily's dead? That's can't be right. "But that's no reason to strangle mine!" Sirius said, looking annoyed. James looked shocked and dropped me "Ow!" "You didn't need to drop her either." He muttered.

"Hang on," Syma said. "What did Ellie do to lily 'cos from I what I've heard so far Ellie's not capable of doing anything to Lily. Second yesterday, you two where like chalk and cheese, what miracle happened over night?"

I ignored her last question and yelled. "I didn't do ANYTHING to lily!" Everyone looked at me accusingly. "I didn't, anyway who were you talking to Syma?"

"Bout what?" she asked, confused.

"The "She's not you're girlfriend" thing."

"Oh, that thing, um, no one in particular."

"Whatever." "Straight back," I muttered "Anyway, you're just changing the subject."

"I'm going to get something to eat. And maybe it will give me a chance to find out what's really going on." James said and walked out.