TEE! I'm such a horrible person! This was inspired by a FMA Elricest ficcie! I'm so horrible!
Decimation
Warmed, and warned.
Such funny little words in the way that they can both elude you with their meaning, and stomp you flat with their aftershocks.
They could hate you for your love, and love you for your sins. We're all sinners in this world, but some more discreet than others. We all love to hate, and hate to love one another, and I can tell you this truly. I hate to love this one man because it will hurt him. They will use him as my weakness. I love to hate him because it keeps me going. Like a fine scotch, tickling my belly.
The pain of surrender.
We pain at the times that you had to leave and we hate the thought of you returning. You're in DANGER! I want to save you, and love you like you've never even thought a man should love another. I want to rip out the steaming guts from every little creature that dares look at you. I've warned them.
I want to understand you. I can't understand, but I want to. I've tried before, and yet...I can't. It makes no sense to me, but I want to know how you can deal with others so effortlessly. I want to know how you can possibly forgive them after they've made fun of you so much, and so carelessly. I know it cuts you deep, but your smiles. The fake ones make me burn, but the real ones. So few, and rare have warmed me.
I want to make you smile.
Truthfully, I want to make you scream. Scream my name on your lips, and wish you could have more. I want to thrust myself inside of your writhing hot body, and hear you moan how much you love me. I can't express it, it's literally impossible, but I want you to know. I love you.
I must remind you.
I hate the thought of losing you, so I might just have to kill you to make sure that no one else can have you. Remember, you agreed to help me.
I just wish I could own you.