um some violence and sexual content included below.

Lily glared at her reflection in the mirror of the prefects bathroom before she dropped her head back and took a long gulp from the vodka bottle that she had clenched in her hand.

The Ball was to begin in half an hour and she was supposed to meet her 'date' in ten minutes.

She really didn't want to attend the ball that she mentally dubbed a complete waste of time, but in order to properly carry out her plan she had to not only show up but also stay the entire time.

Placing the bottle on the counter next to her she brought out her small palette of wacky eye shadows and took out the small spongy. Picking an electric blue she furiously rubbed the spongy in the eye shadow and swept it across her eyes in one thick line.

Laughing a little as she continued to fill in the line of electric eye shadow across her face she placed it down and lined her eyes with black eyeliner and mascara.

Stepping away from the mirror she critically drew in her reflection.

She decided to nix the dress robes and wear the dress that Erick gave her for her birthday, along with layered pairs of white and blue fishnets that had holes in them and her extremely old and dirty high tops.

The front of her hair was pinned back and the rest tumbled down her back in uneven layers while her bangs hung in her face almost covering her eyes.

'I feel like I'm going on stage' she thought picking up her bottle again.

She decided it was only fair that she had a right to piss Diggory off and since he had no choice but to show up with her anyway, she would take full advantage of the situation and embarrass him in any way that she could.

Finishing off her bottle, she took one last look at her reflection and headed out the door.

Wishing she had a joint in her hand Lily stumbled toward their designated meeting place. She arrived and noticed Diggory standing there in a pair of golden tan dress robes. He was facing away from her so she sniffed loudly to get his attention.

He turned to her and she watched as his eyes widened in shock and horror.

"err… you look nice, but …didn't you find any dress robes?" he asked awkwardly.

"I didn't try" she said dismissingly, silently challenging him to reject her.

"oh right… well.. shall we be… going?" he stammered holding out his arm.

She pasted a stupid smile on her face and took his arm thinking about all of the things that she had in store for him.

He glanced down at her and smiled cockily thinking that he had won the easiest bet in the wizarding world.


"This place looks like shit" Lily muttered when they entered the great hall. It looked like a 5 year olds birthday party with pink and purple streamers floating everywhere and multicolored balloons attached to the walls.

"the head boy and girl need to stop fucking each other and do their job" Lily said taking in the decorations, or lack there of.

"I'll go get us some drinks" Amos said walking away to where Lily could see a group of Hufflepuff boys who all cheered and clapped him on the back as he approached.

Lily rolled her eyes and wandered over to the punch bowl on the opposite side of the hall trying to figure out how she could empty her flask filled with rum into the punch unnoticed.

After she realized that no one was paying attention to her she discreetly emptied her flask into the bowl and mixed it before pouring some for herself.

"mmm" she mumbled completely immersed in the cool liquid almost burning her throat.

"Hey Evans" someone said casually from her side.

She looked up to see Sirius standing next to her looking very handsome in his scarlet robes.

"What Black?" she asked before finishing her cup and pouring herself a new one.

"Am I not allowed to come say hello to my beautiful friend who's wearing the latest fashion from Knocturn Alley?" he asked winking at her dramatically.

"no" she said simply turning back to her drink.

"Fine, Prongs sent me over to check on you since his date is terrified to death of you and won't remove herself from his arm" Sirius said as though he were given a truth potion.

Lily raised her eyebrow at him and turned to her gaze to crowd of dancing students. She could see James and Pricilla on the other side of the hall. Pricilla's face was mostly healed except for the bruising under her eyes that they couldn't heal for some reason.

What Sirius said certainly rang true because Lily could see Pricilla's clutch on James' arm like a leash on a wounded dog.

James' gaze found hers and they stared at each other for what seemed like hours.

"What's Potter's new obsession with me? He didn't have to bring Pricilla just to save me" Lily growled.

"He didn't want you to be expelled I guess…" Sirius replied looking thoughtful.

"Why should he give a fuck, now his night is ruined cause he's stuck with her…" Lily said bitterly ad she watched Pricilla drag James around so she could show him off.

"Are you jealous my dear" Sirius announced laughing.

"No, I'm just trying to figure out what he wants from me…. You're his best friend, you tell me" Lily said turning her gaze on Sirius.

"can't really expect me to decipher the inner workings of my best friend's mind... can't even decipher my own mind. " Sirius muttered shaking his head.

"true…are you drunk?" she slurred looking at him closely.

"Not yet" he said determinedly. She could smell the alcohol on his breath.

"good luck with that" she said taking another sip of her drink.

"well actually I also came to let you know that the punch bowl over there is spiked" he said pointing to the punch bowl that Peter Pettigrew was standing by.

"Oh thanks for the heads up" she muttered finishing her drink.

"where is your date?" she asked suspiciously when he suddenly moved behind her and crouched down slightly.

"um … I'm not sure" he said sheepishly trying to peek over her shoulder.

"you're such an asshole" lily said shaking her head.

"yes and they all know this, but they still insist on trying to make me fall in love with them." He said before sniffing her punch bowl.

"Hey get your own spiked punch" lily snapped when he got a cup full.

"mmm this is yummy" he muttered ignoring her completely. Before they could say anymore the band started playing, grabbing their attention at once.

On the makeshift stage stood three girls in matching outfits. Each held an instrument and the singer opened her mouth as they started a pop tune.

"and I thought it couldn't get worse" Lily muttered.

"I know them…but I can't remember their names" Sirius said stealing another cup of punch.

"That girl isn't really playing the guitar" Lily said after watching them for a few minutes.

"Huh? ... How can you tell?" Sirius asked trying to see what lily saw.

"Her finger movement is all wrong and it doesn't go with the music, I don't think that girl is really singing either" Lily said looking disappointed. She was hoping to find some girl musicians in the magical world.

"Fascinating" Sirius replied before taking another cup.

A whole bowl of spiked punch and three songs later, Sirius had stumbled off leaving Lily free to roam as she pleased.

She pushed passed dancing couples and found herself near the stage where the three girls were doing choreographed moves.

Finding a mysterious door and being almost too bored to function lily opened it and slipped through not noticing a pair of hazel eyes that were following her every move.

Once inside she was met with the sight of three guys playing instruments and two guys standing by the walls with wands in one hand and bottles of beer in the other.

"Nick?" Lily asked the boy who was standing closest to her playing a pure black guitar.

He turned around and saw Lily while he nodded and smiled in her direction.

Nick Zynfer graduated two years ago and was one of the first musicians that Lily had ever interacted with. He was like her mentor and was the one who taught lily most of what she knew about the muggle and magical music world.

She waited patiently for the ex-Ravenclaw to finish playing. Once the pop number was finished he bent down to pick up a bottle of beer and motioned Lily over.

"Didn't you graduate?" he asked after they hugged.

"No I still have next year, what are you doing here?" she asked looking and waving to the rest of the guys and taking an offered beer.

"I forgot how little you are, I'm doing a favor for my girlfriend, her and her friends can't play instruments to save their lives but for some reason they agreed to do this gig" he said taking a swig of his beer.

"that's cool I guess… hahaha remember the songs we used to come up with before you graduated" Lily said laughing as she remembered.

"Yeah actually I still practice them" he said tuning his guitar.

"We should have another jam session" Lily said excitedly.

"Grab a microphone kid, hey Joe put the girls on rotation" He called out to one of the boys slumped over in the corner.

The boy tiredly lifted his arm and swung his wand around a little.

"Remember the lyrics?" He asked Lily who was now holding a microphone and standing in the middle of him, the bassist and the drummer.

"let's see" she laughed.

Nick started playing a heavy melody on the guitar and Lily started moving to his melody like she used to. The drummer and bassist soon caught on improving at their own will.

"I got a date with the niiiiiight… burning down my finger… gunna catch the kids drrrryyyy…. Gunna walk on waterrrr" she sang letting her voice and mind work on their own as she danced and jumped around to the beats of the drums, bass and guitar.

"buuying out the fiiiight, we're sweating in the winterrrrr… with both thighs squeezed tiiiight …choke choke choke choke choke choke choke choke choke chooooooooke" Lily sang letting her voice ring out on the last word as she sank to the floor.

"DON'T TELL ME TO FIX HER!… DON'T TELL ME TO FIX HER!! Well just take a biiiiite …don't hang no pictures…flying out my siiiiight….dropping brides at the altaaaaar ….with both thighs squeezed tight… choke choke choke choke choke choke choke choke choke choke" Lily was now jumping around as she experimented with her voice just like she used to when ever she sang at a jam session.

Nick took the opportunity to do a small guitar solo and then started playing the melody again. Lily paused her wild dancing and just shook her legs to the tempo lifting the microphone to her mouth.

"i'll set you… i'll set it off" she sang nearly laughing from happiness.

"i'll set you …i'll set it off" she started moving a little more

"i'll set you… i'll set it off" she sang jumping a little

"i'll set you… i'll set it off uh huh!" she sang jumping to the beat

Nick went off with the guitar.

"i'll set you …i'll set it off" she sang in a slow voice.

"i'll set you… i'll set it off" her voice was getting a little faster

"i'll set you… i'll set it off" she made her way over to the drummer and sang towards him as he laughed and kept drumming.

"i'll set you …i'll set it off OFF OFFF" she screamed jumping back into her original spot and dancing to the beat.

"Buying out the FIGHT!" she sang nearly eating her microphone.

"Gunna walk on waterrrr… gunna catch the kids dryyy…. Gunna bend my finger… run 'em on outsiiiiiiide… we're sweatin in the winteeerr… with both thighs sweezed tight! Both thighs squeezed tiiiiiight" she sang finishing off with an orgasmic gasp just for fun as the music faded.

"Fuckin hell, we come up with the weirdest lyrics" Nick said laughing.

"I'm surprised I remember them after so long" she said catching her breath and wiping sweat from her forehead.

"Oh bloody hell remember this one" Nick asked as he started playing another melody on the guitar. The drummer soon picked up the beat.

"Oh fuck I love this song" Lily said laughing.

He continued to play as she tuned her voice by letting out a series of gasps.

"You can keep your black tooongue…well I found at the mortuary" she sang smiling

"you know you're gonna want some, want some…we'll hide in the backroom…gonna have a packed suit ….with this so you don't regret…just let it be yeah yeah yeaaaaah"

"uh huh uh huh aiii… huh uh huh uh uh aiiii huh" she sang as jumped around a bit

"Sunny kept his ring oooon…red tape so ordinary….love I feel like it was gone, gone, gone, gone…leeets do this like a prison break…I wanna see you squeal and shake" she lowered her voice strangely.

"uh huh uh huh aiii huh uh huh uh huh uh huh aiiii" the bassist caught on and added a low tone to the back ground

"Boy you just a stupid bitch…and girl you just a no good dick" she almost laughed as she started clapping her hands.

"boy you just a stupid bitch and girl you just a nooo goood diiiick" the other boy was clapping to the beet with her.

"ohhh Boy you just a stupid bitch! And girl you just a no good DICK!" she sang as she kept clapping.

"hah…ahhh…"

"We're gonna keep it in the family…yeah well you know how we're on the run...you know they're gonna want some, want some...we'll hide in the backroom …gonna have a packed suit…with this so you don't regret…just let it be yeah yeah yeah" she took a quick breath.

"uh huh uh huh uh huh aiiii huh uh huh uh huh aiii" she was nearly out of breath but kept going.

"Boy you just a stupid bitch…and girl you just a no good dick' she sang as though announcing it .

"boy you just a stupid bitch and girl you just a no good diiiick"

"ohhhhh boy you just a stupid bitch and girl you just a no good DICK!" she exclaimed with an orgasmic gasp.

She sang the chorus once more before ending the song with a long high pitched moan as she sank to the floor.

Lily let out a hearty laugh as she stood up. She then noticed everyone staring at the door so she followed suit and turned her attention seeing professor McGonagall and the three performers standing there with looks of shock.

"Is the Ball over?" Lily asked innocently dropping her microphone with a thud.

"As lovely as that performance was, Miss Evans I must say that the students are a bit curious as to where their new entertainment is originating from" McGonagall said stiffly.

Nick and Lily exchanged a confused look and they looked to see that Joe was now passed out on the floor hugging a beer bottle.

"Did they hear… everything?" Nick asked cautiously.

"Yes we heard everything…loud and clear" one of the matching girls said.

"well I'm… just… going to go….bye" lily said quickly ducking out of the room. She noticed that the instruments on the stage were magically playing themselves and the students were still dancing.

Slipping across the hall near an empty punch bowl she clamped her hand over her mouth to keep in her laughter over the whole situation

That was until someone grabbed her arm rather forcefully.

"hey Lily" Amos purred in her ear.

'why does this fuck always feel the need to grab me?' lily thought at she gave him another stupid smile.

"hey Amos" she purred back, he smiled cockily and tugged her closer to his body.

"what do you say we ditch the ball early and go somewhere private" he said in a husky voice.

"Sure" she said shrugging and giving him a flirty glance.

Keeping a hold on her arm he led her out of the great hall, she was still oblivious to the pair of hazel eyes that were now glaring after her and her date.

Amos led her through the corridors to a conveniently empty classroom.

Letting her walk in he followed her and muttered a silencing charm on the door.

He threw his wand on a desk and walked up to her grabbing her close to his body leaning in for a kiss.

"I don't kiss" Lily said in a business like tone turning her face away so he was forced to kiss her jaw. He didn't stop though and tried to press her into the desk.

Lily took control and turned them around slowly pushing him against the desk while undoing his robes. She found the camera in one of his pockets and raised an eyebrow at him.

"For memories" he said taking the camera and placing it aside. She shrugged nonchalantly but felt a surge of eagerness to get this over with.

When she managed to open his robes and pull down his underwear, she spit on her hand and started to rub his shaft, feeling the soft silkiness harden under her touch.

He let out a loud moan and lent his head back.

She smirked slightly and got to her knees slowly licking the tip of his leaking erection.

She heard him moan again and she slowly started to take him in her mouth as deep as she could.

She bobbed her head up and down and felt him scramble for the camera.

Taking him as far as she could, she waited for it.

The flash of the camera came fast and as soon as she heard him set down the camera she smirked and clenched her teeth down as hard as she could until she felt warm blood fill her mouth and a loud high pitched scream fill her ears.

He pushed her off him forcefully and looked down at his wounded member as tears of pain and panic fell from his eyes.

Lily stood up and spat out the blood and spit from her mouth.

"wha… why… how…" he stammered through pained pants.

She walked over to him and picked up the camera using it to smack him across the face. He weakly fell back feeling blood seep from his mouth.

"hmm this is pretty sturdy" she said calmly examining the camera that was still intact despite the force of her hit.

Amos whimpered in pain trying to sit up. Lily narrowed her green eyes and grabbed him by his wounded penis, digging her nails in and eliciting a series of howls of pain from the boy in front of her.

"Now this is what's going to happen, I'm going to tell you to do something and you're going to do it… all right?" she asked sweetly as he stared down at her hand and nodded meekly.

"Now first things first, You're going to take this picture and show it to your disgusting little friends and then your going to get the winnings from your fucking bet and your going to give them to me via owl… all right" she growled clenching her fist around him a little tighter.

He stared at her with wide eyes but nodded nonetheless.

"Good, and after I get all of your winnings… you're never going to approach me or even speak of me again… with anyone, got that?" she said in a low voice. He looked pained but nodded once again.

"If you mention any of this to anyone and I get expelled, rest assure that I will have nothing to lose and I will kill you" she said in a deathly whisper but he heard it loud and clear and was now sweating with panic.

"I'm glad we've come to an agreement, next time think twice about who you're dealing with you little fuck" she snarled digging her nails in once last time before releasing him and walking to the door without even glancing back.

My apologies to anyone with a penis who read this last scene.

Lily sighed heavily as she reoriented herself and started heading to the Gryffindor tower. From the silence of the halls she knew that the ball was now over and the students were back in their rooms.

'how long was I in there with that sod?' she thought as she turned another corner and was struck with a sight of James Potter snogging what looked like the seventh year Ravenclaw that was James' original date.

"ew" she said quietly but the sound echoed through the empty corridor interrupting the two that almost seemed attached to the wall.

Widening her eyes slightly when James' disheveled and intense gaze met with her own she bit her tongue as she watched him look her over and take in her appearance.

She averted her gaze clumsily and started walking toward the Gryffindor tower again until she felt a hand on her shoulder.

She stepped out of his touch quickly disliking the way that his touch radiated warmth and tingles and faced him Giving him a full view of her blood-covered face and clothes.

"What happened, why are you full of blood?" he asked as he burrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

Lily glanced past him to see his latest tryst disheveled and looking at them in bewilderment.

Biting down the usual bitter jealousy that clenched her heart at the sight of her old crush with another girl, Lily turned her now blank gaze at the boy who was now touching her again.

"Bad Date" she said simply, removing herself form his clutch once more and running toward the Gryffindor tower.

James was about to go after her when he felt someone's hand slip into his own.

"Where are you going?" the Ravenclaw seventh year asked and once again James couldn't remember her name for the life of him.

"uh…" he said gazing down the same corridor that Lily had run off too.

"Come on you promised to spend all night with me" the brunette asked tugging him along with her.

With one more glance down the hall he allowed the girl to lead him off.


Once Lily entered her dorm she ran towards her trunk and waved her wand to open it. She grabbed her last bottle of whisky and twisted it open.

Taking a long drink she walked across into the bathroom not paying attention to the group of girls that had fallen silent once she entered the room.

She slammed the door behind her and spilled some alcohol on her face and rubbing it furiously.

She was gasping as she stared down at her stained hands and stumbled over to the sink.

She turned on the faucet and scrubbed her hands, wanting to rid herself of the filthy blood of the bastard who chose to fuck around with her.

Picking up her bottle she once again started to drink as she leaned against the wall dripping with blood, water, and alcohol.

Songs are Yeah yeah yeahs, Date with the Night; Black toungue. I don't own the lyrics.

I know its taking forever to get them together but it all goes along with my plot, plus i dont want my story to turn into one of those stories where lily and james hate each other and then two days later they fall in love and change into completely different characters. please be patient ;)

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