you guys i'm so sorry for what i'm going to do to this story but it will have to be so please read the ending note for more and also read this chap slowly I LOVE YOU ALL ;;
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Gaara walked around his office pacing like a mad man or some one hiding from a mad man he had broken the lunch with lee to do his job to do work. He just needed to stay away from lee for a while just to get things back in line. They needed to be he couldn't deal with the burning in his chest it stung he gave a deep breath.
This all of this what happend this past year and month all the things he had with Lee the good the bad
and the thing with the shower, he didn't want to think about that now.
But during the whole thing staying with Lee he couldn't help but feel bad that well Lee might not feel what he felt the pull that draged Gaara into the deeps of his sole where he found it yearning to be with Lee. But he could forget about that he was back in suna now and he didn't have time for such things no matter how much ne wanted and needed them.
"Why lee what propose do you have why must you dig and burry yourself in my heart it burns to away from you but I must, you-you because you don't see that". Gaara had a small tears in the his eyes then wiled them away it was for the best no matter how much he really wanted this...he couldn't trust it. He sat down at his desk and pulled out a pen. Just then, there was a soft knock at the door
"Gaara, Gaara you I we need to talk I-"
"Lee" he looked up from his desk then got up and leaned against the door so lee couldn't open it since the door didn't have a lock it was needed. Why was Lee here what the hell was he doing in suna!
"Lee leave now", Gaara ordered
"No Gaara I need to talk to you" Lee was as stubborn as Gaara at times when it was something he wanted and he wanted Gaara to know this it was important.
"Gaara I'm not leaving till we talk"
"Lee- I have work to do so please leave now!" Gaara really wanted him gone
"Gaara just please I'll leave you alone if that's what you want but let me talk first"
Gaara couldn't object it was after all pretty much, what he wanted he sighed
"Ok,"
"Can I come in?" Lee asked
"No you can talk to me from where you are" Gaara didn't completely give in after all it was Gaara we were talking about.
"If you say so just as long as I get to talk to you," Lee stated
"..You really want to talk to me don't you...?"
"Yes I do Gaara I have been needing to tell you something and it has been resting on my mind ever since you first came to Konoha"
Gaara sank against the door with his knees tucked in by his hands.
Lee was still standing up against the door.
"Lee I really have work to do"
"I won't take much of your time, Gaara I, I you mean a lot to me and if I don't know a easy way to say it but," Acutely there was a very easy way to say it Gaara I love you yeah that would pretty much cover it.
"Gaara you are as beautiful person,.."
Gaara blushed from inside the room
"And even when you walk it's beautiful, and-"
Gaara opened the door and since lee was still leaning on the door he fell back ward causing Gaara to fall and Lee to be above him.
"And? You know I really have things to get done work to d-" Gaara was cut off by Lee he placed a finger on Gaara's lips and traced them
"Gaara work can't defeat loneliness..."
Lee leaned down and slowly and softly fitted his lips with Gaara's who by this time was closing his eyes to the sensation his face a red hue
They broke for air then Gaara looked away unable to do anything else
He said the only thing he could
"Lee you make me feel like I'm human even with this monster in me you make me feel like I am not a monster like I'm a person and"
Lee looked at him taking the sight
"Every person needs love Gaara," He said as he smiled
Gaara stared at lee as tears welled up in his eyes.
"Gaara are you ok? Did I do something wrong I'm i to heavy?" Lee only thought he had done something wrong
Gaara only looked at lee and said
"You ...you give me a feeling that I belong in this world"
Lee looked shocked as Gaara said this then held him close to himself close he could feel Gaara's heart beat against his as Gaara rested his head on Lee's shoulder could feel his tears one by one as they dripped leaving little wet spots where they landed.
He pulled back so he could look Gaara in the eye and he whipped his tears away and kissed Gaara kindly and lovingly
this...this was his...This this feeling was his this kind attention this kiss this side of Lee was his this he would give everything away to feel like this forever.To love...this was love...to be forever in this feeling.
but what is forever and happy endings if nothing ever ends and forever never lasts, it fades but a love like tihs so deep lives on
and beats the books
and Gaara answerd this qestion he asked himself so long ago
To love lee or not to love lee
and gaara was content to say to love lee is the only answer.
END!
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whoa i'm done! this story is done forever done i might make a story as a add on to it but i'm done
THANK YOU ALL FOR READING THIS ALL THE THINGS YOU GUYS WROTE YOUR SUPPORT!
i'm so sorry for makeing you all wait so yeah i bet you all are like OMG how could she end it all ready!
but it's all a part of the next story i'm going to write it will not be as long as this one but it will be like 4chaps i think i thank you all so much all my love goes out to all my readers and commenters! I LOVE YOU ALL this was verey hard 4 me to do end it here but i did so i can make a nother story I HOPE YOU GUYS DON'T HATE ME 4 ENDDING IT BUT i'LL BE SURE TO TRY TO WRITE A PART 2!
ARIEL OVER AND OUT 4 THE LAST TIME IN THIS STORY, RIGHT NOW I AM LIKE CRYING BECAUSE THE SONG i'M LISTONING TO (stair at the sun by thrice (kan't spell it) and because i ended this fic i am getting so teary eyed)
A>! H TTTT ;; i'll be strong bye byez!