I am Soooo Sorry That this is not the next chappie

As some of you have noticed I have not updated my story in quite some time. This is not due to ant possible bad reviews or loss of interest in my story. It is however due to the fact that I have been progressively more tiered as time wears one. I thought this was just the because I was not on my normal sleep regimen based on the fact that my husband changed work shifts while mine remained the same.

As some of you might know I work in the health industry at our local hospital, in the radiology department. While at work my arm began to hurt and go numb. This concerned me greatly as more and more women my age (31) are having heart attacks. (Here I am thinking I'm 31 having a heart attack and I'm not only going to lose my family and my husband but I won't see the next eppie of Avatar!) So as soon as my co-worker came to work I told he about my discomfort. She said my arm is swollen and I need to get to the emergency room now.

After about 6 hours and as many tests as the ER doctors are allowed to prescribe. My husband and I were told everything seemed to be ok but we should follow up with our Dr. So I left the ER with my excuse for the rest of the day and went back to my Department to tell my supervisor that I would be back to work on Monday. My co-worker that sent me to the ER asked if they told me what was wrong. I told her they said everything was ok. She looked me in the eye and said no it is not ok.

This worried me greatly as my co-worker really knows her stuff. The reading radiologist found that I have a 2.6 growth on my thyroid. As you can imagine this took the wind out my sails. I'm trying hard not to think about the possibilities. No natter what it has to be biopsied. But as you all know I hate waiting. That is whats going to kill me. The waiting. But I'm not down. I'm not really that scared. I have some really good Dr.'s where I work and I know it will be taken care of, but I have to go under a lot more tests.

MRI's, CT's, Nucluer Medicine, and way more blood work are what lies ahead for me. Thanks and when I feel better I swear I will finish MY Story! Cause what's the point is there is no Avatar!