Title: Complicated

Rated: PG

Disclaimer: Not mine.

Complicated

Today is complicated.

I feel weird.

Like nothing is happening, but at the same time, something foreboding.

Yea, I serious am loosing it this time.

Look at me mom! I can see the future!

No, mom, I don't need to go see the doctor. I'm fine. I'll be normal.

I promise.

I promise.

I can play the perfect daughter.

You can act as guardian.

We can be the happy family.

Hiding from reality.

The rain will never fall.

The sun will shine forever.

And life can be so wonderful.

So nice and fake together.

I'm screwing up my parts.

Can't act like I'm flawless.

The sun will never shine.

The rain feels so worthless.

I can't be this perfect family.

Can't see beyond the fake reality.

I wish to be my own person.

Instead of drowning in your insanity.