Rude Awaking

Chapter One: Memories & Changes

A/N: ok peeps, this be my second story that I've posted, and the only one that I might keep up. My story will feature lyrics from songs(and they'll range from the hard core rock bands, and boy bands like Backstreet Boys hehehehehehe), but if I mess up, tell me! Well please read and review!

I got up with a hangover. I rubbed my temples and looked around. I was still at the guys house that had a party the night before. I got up and stumbled. I should have been home along time ago.

"Hermione, you going home already?" Someone behind me asked. I turned around and saw someone.

"Do I know you?" I asked squinting my eyes to the sunlight that was pouring in from the window.

"Yeah, we danced last night together, remember, Rob," Rob said walking over people to get to me.

"Oh God, we didn't . . .," I trailed off making hand gestures so he'd get the point.

"No, no, we didn't anything like that," he said shaking his head.

"Oh, well I've gotta get home," I said turning and walking away.

"Well hey, do you need a ride?" Rob asked catching me as I was falling over someone that was still on the floor passed out.

"Well, I have my car, so I could get home by myself," I said shaking the keys that I pulled out of my back pocket in his face.

"Well you shouldn't be driving," Rob said taking my keys and walking me out of the house and to my car.

"Wait, aren't you still too young to drive?" Rob asked.

"Yeah, I stole my parents car while they were sleeping," I said trying to get the awful feeling out of my stomach, and the taste that was in my mouth.

"You shouldn't have done that you know," he said as he started the car. I winced at the noise that the car made. It hurt my head even more. I reached over to the glove compartment and pulled out a bottle of Tylenol and swallowed a couple of pills. I was going to have to wait before we got to my house before they even started to kick in.

"Yeah, well that what I do, welcome to my life," I said.(ooooooo, first lyric I used can you guess who it is-runs away laughing-)

We arrived at my house and looked around. I didn't remember telling him where I lived. I sighed, he must be one of those people that my parents send after me.

"Well thanks for doing my parents a favor, but I think that I can handle it from here," I said getting out. He threw me the keys and started to walk off.

"Well, it's not nice for a daughter to make her parents worry," he said walking across the street and entering his own home. I sighed. This was going to be along day. I walked into the house and my parent were sitting in the kitchen waiting for me.

"Hermione, this may be your last year at Hogwarts, but that doesn't mean you can go out and party all the time," my father said.

"I'm seventeen, I think I have a right to do what I want," I said walking up toward my room. But before I was completely up the stairs I heard my mother say, "Ever since last year she has changed. I mean look at the way she dresses."

I walked into my room and slammed the door. It wasn't my fault that I had changed. I changed for the better, well to me it was for the better. I was a cold hearted bitch, and that the way I liked it. This year Malfoy wasn't going to get the better of me.

I walked into my bathroom and took a shower. I washed away all of the smells from the party and all of the make-up I had applied last night. I got out, dried off, and wrapped the towel around me and walked out. In a few weeks I would have to go back one final year, and this time if Malfoy annoyed me, I would make him pay.

I walked over to my closet and pulled out a pair of black baggy pants, a tight black spaghetti strap, a black bra, with matching underwear, and I pulled my black combat boots out too. This is what I wore. The only thing, was that I still couldn't fix my damn hair.

"Feh, let them say shit about me, I'll just kick all of their asses, maybe kill them, maybe . . . . not, until they get the picture that I won't be fucking messed with. Then I'll be getting away with murder," I said smiling. This was going to be one fun year.

I walked back into the bathroom and applied my usual make-up. It consisted of black eye-liner, black eye-shadow, with a little purple above the black, and clear lip gloss. The black lip-stick thing didn't really work out that much, it made me look . . . unnatural.

I walked down the stairs and went into the kitchen. They didn't say anything, they just sat there and read the newspaper. I didn't really have anything to say to them. I didn't want to burden them with what happened at school, plus they really weren't into knowing what happened there anyway.

"So anything in the news that's good?" I asked sitting down and using my long finger nails to peel an orange.

"No, just the same old, same old," My father said not looking at me. I just sat there and ate the orange thinking. I hadn't even gotten a letter from my friends all summer. Well there wasn't anything to talk about. After Voldemort was killed, there was only the regret that they couldn't have gotten to him faster. He had killed several people in the Order, and several of their friends, but it didn't matter anymore.

I sat there staring out of the window as I recalled that day.

Flashback

I ran behind Harry trying to keep with him and Ron as we ran through a graveyard. We turned a corner and ran into a bunch of Death Eaters.

"Ron, Hermione, split up, we need to separate them!" Harry yelled over his shoulder as he started throwing spells at the Death Eaters who were the closet to him. I started to run to the left as Ron ran to the right. My head my aching from being thrown up against a wall by a spell.

"Where do you think you're going?" Came a high voice that was in front of me. I backed away, I pulled my wand out ready to say something.

"Crucio!" She screeched.

"Protego!" I screamed as fast as I could the spell bounced off and hit a near by tree causing it to put a hole through it.

"Stupefy!" I yelled as soon as she started to say something else. She fell over with a thud. I kept running, then when I realized that no one was coming this way, I looked back and saw tons of red and green jets of light flying everywhere. Then I heard Ron.

"RON!" I screamed and ran toward the cry. I found him laying on the ground he was screaming in pain. I looked up to find two Death Eater's staring down at me, even with no moon I could see there grins. They both started to say something then two lights of red shot over my head.

I looked over my shoulder to find Harry and someone else standing there. Ron had stopped screaming but was shaking a hell of a lot.

"Hermione is he ok?" Harry asked looking around.

"I think," I said looking down at Ron. He was breathing heavily and was looking at me. I smiled and pulled him to his feet.

"Alright there should be one more somewhere," Harry said. The rest of the Death Eaters where either on the ground or running toward them.

"Neville we have to find it!" Harry exclaimed. I was shocked to see Neville there, he hadn't come along in the first place.

"Right Harry," he said with such confidence that it took me back. He had been hit with a lot of spells, and he was standing here in front of them. They must have triggered something in his head if he was like this.

"Found it!" Harry exclaimed as he pulled the last Horcrux out of a head stone.

"This is too easy, there has to be a catch," Neville said as he looked at it. Harry yelled as it began to glow red, it was wrapping around Harry's arm. I could smell his flesh burning. Neville and I both said the only spell we could think of, but they just bounced off.

Harry then grabbed his wand with his other hand and began talking in the weird snake talk, I watched as it began to slowly leave his arm and become what it had been before, the cup of Ravenclaw's founder.

I turned to see more people coming after us, then a loud pop was heard, I turned around and saw the cup was shattered.

"Harry you did it! You finally got all of them now!" I said hugging him. His arm was still burning and I could smell it. I couldn't stand it. I wrapped his arm with a piece of my robe.

"It's not over yet," he said as he grabbed his his wand and put it back into his right hand, the one that was burnt. He winced. I was about to cry when he suddenly he pushed me out of the way. The spell hit him in his other arm. It burn his arm, but then bounced back off.

"WHAT? HE ISN"T DEAD!" One of the Death Eaters screamed. I looked up to see him holding the burn. Then I saw a few more jets of GREEN light hit him!

"HARRY!" I screamed. Then as the smoke cleared he was still standing there. I was in complete shock.

"He should be dead," I said in a low whisper.

"You forgot something Malfoy, Crabbe, and Bella. I have two more people that died for me," Harry said. My mouth fell open, what was he talking about.

"WHAT?" Roared Malfoy.

"When Bella killed Sirus he whispered that he died for me, I know cause I heard him!" Harry said with laughter.

"WHAT! I NEVER HEARD HIM AND I WAS CLOSER!" Bella screamed.

"Because when he said it, I heard it in my head, why do you think I screamed when he fell through, I didn't want him to die, and yet he is helping to save me!" Harry said a glow in his eyes.

"Then who is the other?" Crabbe asked.

"The friend of mine that you killed! CHO CHANG!" Harry roared," Have you forgotten that you killed her in front of me, I still remember what she said, she whispered it just before she died 'Harry I'm gonna die, but I'll die to protect you and the rest of our families,' then BAM! Lights out for her! Well too bad that the Death Eater that did it died, cause you know Bella, I learned to mean IT!" He yelled as he shot jets of green at them. It hit a Crabbe and he went down.

"Now, now, Harry, you don't want to end up like me do you?" Voldemort's voice said as he came up behind me.

"The thing is, when you gave me this," pointing to his scar," you made me you, the only difference is the fact that I have a heart and care and love people," Harry said turning to face him.

"But you killing people, I didn't think it was possible Potter," he said stepping over me and Ron. The Death Eaters' bowed and Harry stood taller.

"Well, I guess watching too many people die, friends, family, and people I care about, it will do it to you," Harry said rage pouring from every inch of his words and body.

"Well, lets see how you do," Voldemort said bringing his wand up.

"Too slow!" Harry said dodging the attack, pointing his wand at him and smiled.

"AVADA KEDAVRA!" Harry shouted as it hit Voldemort square in the chest. I looked at Harry as he stood there watching Voldemort's corpse fall to the ground. The Death Eaters screamed and ran over to him. Then out of no where Auror's started to show up. They took one look at Harry, the dead Death Eater and then to the Dark Lord as he lay there not moving.

"Harry? Harry, you did this? You used The Cruse?" One asked.

"Neither can live while the other survives," Harry quoted. They looked at him, and nodded.

"You will not face punishment for what you have done, because you have accomplished something that none of us could even do, we thank you," the Auror said as she walked over to the Death Eaters that were still alive.

End of Flashback

"I have to go," I said as I got up. I walked to the front door and grabbed the keys.

"Hermione, where are you going now?" My father asked.

"Out," was all I said as I left. I didn't feel like remembering any more that had happened last year. Luckily Harry wasn't tried, his arm was healed and most of his memories he repressed. He didn't repress the fact that he had killed Voldemort, just all of the people that had been killed, well the ones that he had watched. He was the same old Harry, just without a few memories.

I got in the car, as I was backing out I saw Rob watching me as I drove off. I went to a club, it was in the morning, but the people at the bar knew me so I got in for free, and I got all of the alcohol that I wanted.

I partied there for awhile then I went home to sober up. I drank a lot of coffee, and ate a lot of bread. When I finally was sober it was around eight p.m. so I figured it wouldn't hurt to go out clubbing again. I didn't go with anyone, I went by myself. I liked to take a risk.

When I arrived at a club I got out and went in, another bar that I knew, and more people that let me in for free. I had managed to get my hair to stay as straight as possible, so it didn't look to bad, but when I got home I would try every damn spell I knew to get rid of it completely, the friz and curls that is.

I walked in and the music was just what I wanted, Rock. Tons of people were on the dance floor. I went to the bartender and got a bottle of Vodka. I drank half of it and went to the dance floor. I was dancing when I felt someone behind me. I turned my head slightly.

The guy behind me was cute, he had black hair, and these gorgeous smoking gray eyes. He was about six inches taller than me. We were dancing together for awhile, then I turned around to see his face I could have sworn that I had seen him at another party.

"What's your name?" He asked as we were grinding.

"Does it matter?" I asked as we were starting to sweat. I could feel the sweat coming down my face, and trickling down to my neck. I could see the sweat on his brow. We were grinding for what seemed like forever, then he came down and kissed me.

I closed me eyes, his kiss was exciting. I wanted more, I pulled him to me, his tongue asked for entrance at my lips, but I denied. I wasn't going to let some stranger have his way with me. I pulled away from the kiss, and stared at him, he brought his lips to my neck and started to kiss, then he started to suck on my neck.

I let him, I may not have let him kiss me fully, but I did want something to remember him by. Then as he sucked on my neck more and more, I wanted him. But I couldn't let him do that. I pulled away and walked toward the bar. I heard him tell me to wait, but I didn't want to give him the pleasure of having me.

I went home that night, and looked in my mirror. The hickey was somewhat big, big enough to see from over six feet away(not really). I smiled. I couldn't wait to go back to Hogwarts.

A/N: alright so that is end of the first chapter well now I must take my leave, plz review. If you have any suggestions I may put them in there, oh, and I didn't put that many lyrics in there, only a few. I'll tell you the bands: Simple Plan, Papa Roach, and I think that was it, srry I didn't put more, I just got to into it to do that! Well plz review!

peace-out

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