A little over a week ago the order took Harry away from number 4 privet drive and back to headquarters. The memories were overwhelming for him so he locked him self in Sirius's room, refusing to come out and not letting any one in. He wouldn't eat and he wouldn't sleep.

Harry's Pov

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
my weakness is that I care too much

Why so I have to have that saving people thing. All it does is get people hurt, like Sirius. NO! I must not think about him.

And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

It this stupid scar's fault. If I didn't have it I wouldn't of gotten that stupid vision and I would be in so much pain every single moment.

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone

Don't they understand that I just wanna be ALONE! They keep on sending people here to talk to me.

I'm cause you came around
Why don't you just go home

They even tried to send Snape here to talk to me. Are they THAT desperate?

Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself

No one knows how I feel. NO ONE!

You're making me insane
All I can say is

I usually ignore them but when I don't all I say is SHUT UP! I know they're a little disappointed but….

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much

I feel a little bad being so rude and all but they got what they disserve!

And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Why is it always me? First my parents, then Cedric and then Sirius. It's not fair!

Ginny's Pov
I tried to help you once
against my own advice

I told everyone to leave him alone, but I could stand to see him so miserable so….

I saw you going down
but you never realized

I watched him slowly tear away from us last year after… you know Sirius died…. I don't think he knows how much we care.

That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand

Why won't he let us help?

Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

If he doesn't wan't my help, fine then I'll let mope around all day!

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much

I couldn't let him mope around all day if my life depended on it.

And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

He isn't the only one who had a bad past. Doesn't he remember what happened to me in his second year, my first?

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone

His bad mood is contagious I think. I couldn't stand him being sad. I did the only thing that seemed right… I locked my self in my room.

You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?

Maybe they should left him at privet drive so he could grieve on his own.

Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand

We're losing him. If we can pull him back soon it'll be to late.

And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand

I've always kept a special place in my heart for him. Maybe he doesn't have that special place in his heart for me.

But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

Hopefully he will get better on his own!

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried

When he talks to us again I think I might tell him…

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself

Maybe I should just move on…

But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

NO! I know I should move on but I can't, I won't!

Harry's Pov
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much

The only thing that makes me happy anymore is thinking about her.

And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

She's the closest to knowing how I feel.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much

I've tried to stop my self but I can't stop caring for her.

And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Even if we can't forget our past's, at least we may have each other… That is if she feels the same way about me...

Normal Pov
Ginny was standing out side of Sirius's, now Harry's room. She was going to confess her feelings. But before she could go in the door swung open reveling a very skinny and pale Harry. "I have to tell you something," they both said at the same time. "You first," Harry and Ginny said once again at the same time. Harry smiled for the the first time when Ginny giggled. Then Ginny had to smile when she saw him smiling again. At the same time they hurriedly said, "I kinda like you!" They blushed and then hand in hand the made their way to the kitchen.

THE END!

The song is Scars by Papa Roach
Ps. The characters don't belong to me, they belong to JK Rowling

I Found this Fanfic in my collection so I added it! YAY!