AUTHOR'S NOTE:

Okay here's the story. This is my first fan fiction written ALONE. My first official Fic was with my old chum Maria Christina-Lucia a.k.a. WHENICOMEAROUND. It's called HOLIDAY, if any one wants to read it.

DISCLAMER: I don't own LOST but maybe if I played to lotto with the numbers 4, 8 15, 16, 23, 42, and won I can buy Lost. But that's not going to happen any time soon so for now I'm stuck writing fanfictions. OH WELL!

SUMMARY: Journal entries of Jack and Kate reveal secrets about their feelings and who they trust and don't trust on the Island.

-WELCOME TO MY LIFE-

-BY ALLIKAT225-

-CHAPTER ONE-

Michael showed me the raft today. It seems to be coming along well. He told me he wants to leave by tomorrow.

I really hope building the raft wasn't a waste of everyone's time

Actually, Sawyer will be going with them. So that's one good thing that will come of this.

Maybe that will give me the chance to tell Kate how I feel. I've wanted to ever since I first laid eyes on her.

I wanted to go up to her the first time I saw her and just say "I love you."

And with Sawyer gone, I won't have to worry about getting punched in the face every time I talk to Kate, of course I'm exaggerating. (Kind of)

Going with the crazy French lady to get the dynamite later. We're using it to blow open the hatch.

I hope Kate doesn't ask to come. It's not that I don't want her to it's just that it's way too dangerous.

I don't want anything to happen to her. She's they only reason I'm still sane.

Kate's coming this way and she looks like she wants to talk.

More Later,

-Jack

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"Hey Jack. " Kate said

"Oh, Hi Kate. Uh…what's up?" Jack asked.

Kate shuffled her feet nervously.

"I'm coming with you to get the dynamite." She said firmly and without thinking.

"No. It's too dangerous. I'd prefer you stay here." Jack admitted.

Kate took a deep breath.

"Jack, I'm not a little kid and you're not my father. You don't tell me what I can and can't do." There was a sharp tone to her voice.

Jack was a little taken back by that.

"I just want you to be safe." Jack told her.

"I'll be fine." Kate assured him.

Jack reluctantly said, "Okay. You can come."

He just couldn't say no to her. It was his one true weakness.

Kate smiled.

"Thanks Jack." And with that, Kate left to go get ready for the journey.

Jack turned and picked up his bag.

Then he headed toward the caves to meet Locke, Hurley, Artz, Danielle (the crazy French lady), and now Kate.

A/N: Hoped you guys liked it. Please review. Sorry it was so short. Chapter 2 will be longer, promise.