S-o-d: Hiya this is a sad poem that I worked really hard on.

It is dedicated to DiabloChan because DiabloChan dedicated a story to me…go read DiabloChan's story "photograph" cuz it's awesome!

Disclaimer: no own yu-gi-oh but I wish I did so I could own Bakura or ryou…. heh I love to think of all the things I could do with them!

'Masks of emotion"

When the sun rises.

So does my sorrow.

Knowing that nothing.

Can save me tomorrow.

My face is twisted.

To fit my pain.

So I wear masks.

I have nothing to gain.

My friends think I'm happy.

I want to keep it that way.

So I wear masks.

To keep my emotions at bay.

No one can save me.

From what I've become.

I'm here all alone

Always so lonesome.

I don't want to fall through.

With no helping hand.

The darkness has grew.

And now I can't stand.

From the pressure upon me.

I knew it would come.

This is my final plea!

Please save me.

Let me tell you why.

Look and you will see.

My life is but a lie.

If I am saved.

It won't really matter.

My life will be paved.

In sorrow again.

I cut myself to feel relief.

And I'm left with scars to show.

No one really understands.

I am my very own foe.

Darkness rips at my mind.

But I can't feel it.

A solution I can't seem to find.

Why did my life get this way?

So now I lie behind my masks.

Afraid to show my face.

Will I ever get a helping hand?

I guess I'll die at my own pace.

So I'm dieing here on the floor.

Two cuts on my wrists to show.

Perhaps I cut a little too deep.

My chances of living are mighty low.

My vision getting blurry.

I can barely see my hands.

My heart held such fury.

I'm slipping away.

All I see is a photograph.

Taken not to long ago.

We were at the beach that day.

Standing in a crooked row.

I see all your faces.

I begin to cry.

You were my friends.

Wait I don't want to die!

I'm going to die!

Or am I already dead?

Wish I could have said goodbye.

I'll miss you all.

October 22,2005 Tea Gardener was dead in a pool of her own blood, tears running down her face. Her friends never saw it coming, they all went to her funeral, wishing they could have saved her.

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S-o-d: waz it good?

I thought it waz kewl.

Any who Read and Review!

Death is a strange and beautiful thing many people deny it but I welcome it!