Thoughts

Why am I like this? I am horrible. I am a monster.

No one care for my safety. No one cares about me. My life is just a

burden to everyone around me. They all tried to hide it from me,

but I know the truth. They all hate me. They can't stand the sight

of me. I'm a monster, an abomination to this world. They pick on

me. They push me down. They all spit on me and curse under their

breath. They think I can't hear their whispers, but I can hear

everything they say. I feel the hatred and the rage radiating from

their bodies. I feel sickened by everything. They make me want to

puke. Because of them my world is darkened. Thorns protect me

from their insults. Their hate for me becomes my hate for them. I

hate them. I want to kill them all. My life is soon filled with hate

and anger. Sometimes I feel like I want to die. But then I think that

there is someone out there that will not hate me for being different.

They will just want to stay by my side forever. They will love me

for who I am and not care what I am. I have made a choice, I'm

going to stay alive for that person, so that one day I can tell them

how I feel. For my special someone out there I just want to say

thank you so much!