Ok this is my first story on this website, so don't be too harsh with the comments. This story will end up a Semma. Trust me Sean and Emma will not seriously date anyone else during the whole story. I do not own Degrassi, Sean or Emma. If I owned Sean, at least he'd have a reason to have left Degrassi. Haha

Summary: Sean came back from Wasaga Beach a month after he left Degrassi. Him and Ellie are just friends and Ellie is now dating Craig. Jay is still with Alex and Secrets NEVER happened in this ff. Sean still goes to visit his parents every other weekend. He has a truck now. With tinted windows, FYI it means no one else can see in. hehe And it's a nice truck! Tracker and Sean still talk all the time. Tracker in engaged to a girl named Wendy. When Sean left for Wasaga, Sean and Emma still talked all the time, they're best friends now. They consider each other family. Their families and them put together…they're all one big happy family. Emma and Alex are good friends now too and so are Emma and Jay. Manny and Emma are not on speaking terms because I don't like Manny. That should just about cover everything. Oh and Ash left for London but nothing else from Season 5 happened. Any questions, just ask. Oh by the way Sean has been back from Wasaga for 2 months.

Chapter 1

Sean's POV (what he says will be in quotations, the rest is thoughts.)

Emma takes one more exasperated breath before she slides off my lap and into the seat next to me in the truck. I put my shirt back on and Emma fixes her skirt and hair, so it doesn't look like we were just out here screwing each other's brains out. No one knows about what Emma and I do. To everyone else we're just best friends. But Emma and I have a very special relationship. It all started a few nights after I came home from Wasaga. Em and I were inseparable as always……

FLASHBACK
Sean's apartment living room that he got back even after Ellie moved back in with her mom.

Emma-" Sean, I'm really glad you're home! It's great to have my best friend back again!"

Sean-" Yeah, it is great isn't it?"

Sean gives Emma a huge bear hug from behind. Emma starts to cry and Sean turns her around and starts to wipe away her tears.

Sean-" Em, what's wrong?"
Emma-" It's Snake….they think his cancer….they think it's back."

Sean-(holding her while she cries)" Em, I'm sure he'll be ok. He pulled through last time. And besides right now, we don't know anything for sure. Right?"
Emma-" NO…but still. He'll have to go through all these tests…it could take months!"

Sean-" Shh. Em, it'll be fine."

Emma-" No! It won't be!"

Sean-" Em, am I your best friend?"
Emma-" Of course!"

Sean-" Then trust me when I say everything will be ok!"

Emma-" OK, I trust you. Everything will be ok."
Sean wipes away Emma's tears with the pads of his thumbs. Emma's face is not even two inches from Sean's. That feeling that they had for each other started to rise back into their hearts…and their hormones. They both remembered what it felt like to kiss…to be in each other's arms. Emma had no time to be surprised when Sean grabbed her arms and pulled her into the most passionate kiss they have ever had. They would both never forget that kiss for as long as they lived.

Emma-(when the kiss finally ends, whispering)" Sean…."
Sean just responds by kissing her even harder, this time slipping his tounge into her mouth. Emma kisses him back, massaging her tounge with his. They fall back onto the couch. Sean falls fully on top of Emma, but she doesn't seem to mind. This make-out session went on for about an hour before they realized what they were doing.

Emma-(pulling away)" Wait stop! Sean, we can't. I mean….you and me…together…."
Sean-" I know…I know. It always ends badly."

Emma-" And we both end up heartbroken."

Sean-" But it just felt…so good. TO kiss you again. To feel you again."

Emma-(closing her eyes)" It really did. But we can't. We just can't."

Sean-" You're right."

Emma calls home to tell her mom that she's sorry she's late, but when no one picks up Emma starts to panic and assumes they're at the hospital for Snake.

Sean-" Em, it's fine calm down."

Emma-" Oh my God! He's going to die."
Emma just kept repeating that. The only way Sean could think of to stop her was to kiss her. And he did. Emma kissed him back and they ended up on the kitchen table this time. But they end up getting carried away and (not going into detail) end up waking up in Sean's bed around 9 AM.

Emma-" OH no. Sean What did we do last night?"
Sean-" You can't tell me I was so bad you forgot already."
Emma-(smirking)" No it's not that…you were… good. Really good. And last night was amazing. But what did we promise each other last night? No relationship between us!"
Sean-" I know. But you can't tell me you didn't enjoy what happened last night."
Emma-" I did enjoy it! It was amazing! I just…this just can't be happening."

Sean-" Yeah, you're right. This shouldn't happen.

Two nights later Emma finds out Snake's cancer is back. She went back to Sean's apartment and they ended up doing it again. Ever since then, whenever Sean and Emma had a problem or were upset they would go to each other….and it would always end in sex. Emma still loved Sean, and Sean still loved Emma but they both thought they lost their chance to be with each other back in grade 9. So they settle for this. By the way Emma and Sean are in 11th grade in this story.

END FLASHBACK (back to Sean's POV)

Back to what I was saying. Em and I have a very special relationship. We can never get enough of each other. Emma started wearing mini skirts for easier access for places like my truck, janitors closets, and even empty classrooms. Emma and get into it so much that she leaves scratch marks on my back. I leave some on hers sometimes….sometimes I leave them on her thighs…just above the end of her mini skirt. No one knows what happens with me and Em, not even Jay. Boy would he just LOVE this news.

Emma's POV:
We're at the hospital for Snake again tonight. He's not dying, the chemo seems to be working but we're never sure. And it's really nerve racking. Craig, El, Jay, and Alex are all in the waiting room. Whenever my mom and I are at the hospital, Joey takes Jack and Sean, Craig, El, Jay, and Lex are all here within seconds. We're all like one huge family. I just had a breakdown a few minutes ago. Sean said we were going to the car to talk. That was our excuse for everything and everyone believed it too. But we never talked. We just screwed each other senseless. As we fix ourselves so it doesn't look suspicious, I wonder what Sean's thinking.

Jay's POV:
Emma and Sean just came back into the room. They were gone for only 15 minutes this time. GOD! Normally they're gone for 45 at the least. They're really getting good at hiding this thing. Emma and Sean think that we don't know. But we do, well Lex and I do at least. I'm not so sure about everyone else, but I can tell El and Craig suspect. But it's so obvious. As they sit back down in their seats next to each other, Sean winces when his back hits the chair and Emma's skirt goes up enough for me to see the scratches and hand marks on her thigh. They're both still breathing heavily and had hot and heavy looks on their faces. Especially Sean, I mean he had this " I just got fucking lucky! " look on his face. It was obvious they were just in his truck fucking each others brains out! Lucky Sean, I mean geez Greenpeace got HOT! With a capitol H! But I'm definitely satisfied with Alex. Whenever crisis hits Bam Bam and Greenpeace are always in the truck, closet, or empty classroom. Now we see where I got the Bam Bam thing from. Hehe I wonder how long they're going to screw each other for before they realize they're so fucking in love it's obvious to a blind and deaf person! ( Sean grabs Emma's hand for support as they see Spike come out of Snake's room. No one but Jay sees Sean's other hand slide up her thigh, very close to the bottom of her mini) SEE! God! They're all over each other in front of Spike for God sakes! Morons! I can't believe they think they can get away with it without anyone knowing.

Jay rolls his eyes at them as Sean removes his hand. Spike says Snake will be fine and that they could all go home.

What do you think? I need 4 comments before I go on and tell what happens next! Tell me now if it sucks!