My Unlife

Dance
Lance

My heart
A dart

Hopeless fool
Be not cruel

Fall to your knees
Sad One decrees

All Sinners must bleed
Beat meekness and need

Into dead heartless fiend
Rage is her thorn it seemed

First comes pain, then comes pleasure
I love her beyond measure

Strange fascination with the girl
Lead me to dance all in a whirl

I'm sorry; rape is an ugly thing
But I never thought of hurt I'd bring

Even the past love and kindness I bestowed
Means nothing after act of this unsouled

Traveled far, I did, gained what she deserved
Trials near killed me, then madness unnerved

This demon. This unexamined life and unlife
Big Bad's pictures of murder, torture and strife

As if not enough, William adds his two cents too
And I am left with a burning, stinging boo-boo

Suppose you'd call it guilty conscience, my soul
I'd say white hat I chose, call it my new role

Redemption is all I seek, nothing more
My gaining a soul shocked her to the core

Wonder what she thinks of this love now
Till end of time I'll love her, I vow

Why did she not believe sooner?
Maybe her damaged heart doomed her

I'd follow her in any quest
To save the world from all pests

One last battle I thought
Then again it was not

Back in a new form
Makes me wish for norm

To touch her face
Give up the chase

For her heart
Never part

From her
A lure

Net
Pet