When I awake I realize instantly that I am in Hatori's office, or actually his room. Sitting up I notice that on the only chair is one of my outfits, including under things. I quickly change from the pajamas someone had put on me and run my fingers through my hair. Reaching for the doorknob it opens and Hatori walks in, closing the door behind him.

"Good Morning Calisa" Hatori says, his voice empty of any emotion. I nod my hellos and move to open the door. Hatori stops me by stepping in the way and points to the bed. "Sit down Calisa" He says, now his voice is almost cruel.

"But…"

"Sit. We need to talk." I sit and Hatori asks me the basic questions. "Why did you try to kill yourself? What do you want to change in your life?" On and on. After awhile I ignore him, thinking about the next way I can try. When he realizes I am not listening he sighs.

"Your not leaving this room until you talk to me." He says, walking out and locking the door behind him. Getting up I quickly find that Hatori has nothing glass or that can cut in this room, except a picture of Kana. I don't want to break it, knowing how much it would hurt him.

Checking the door I find that with a good kick I can break the lock. I decide against it and lie back down on the bed, plotting a different suicide method.

After awhile the door opens.

"Finally Hatori. I was getting hungry" I say as I sit up, then gasp and push myself back into the wall, pulling my legs onto the bed in front of me.

Akito is standing by the door, an angry scowl on his face. Coming in he closes the door behind him, and the lock clicks.

"Did you really think you could escape me Calisa?" He says, crossing the room. I squeeze my eyes shut and ignore the question.

"Well!" He slaps me, hard. "Do you want to die? Is that your intention?" He asks, grabbing my wrists and tugs my body towards him until I am on the edge of the bed. "Even in death you wouldn't escape me." He says, an evil grin on his face.

"Death would be more welcome than the life I am forced to live." I say, pulling away from him.

A cold, cold look enters his eyes and he smiles, abruptly drops my wrists.

"You have no clue how cruel life can be, but you will know soon enough." He says, leaving abruptly with a smirk, not bothering to close the door.

Suddenly scared I hurry out the door and towards my rooms, not wanting to stay and find what he has in store for me.

When I reach my rooms I head straight for the kitchen.

Grabbing the knife from the counter I wipe it on my clothes. Sitting down I pull up my sleeve and lay the blade on my wrist, bracing myself for the pain.

"Calisa!" Someone yells and I jump, drawing the blade across my wrist but miss the vein. I make sure no one is nearby and quickly draw it across the vein.

"Calisa No!" Out of the blue come Haru and Rin.

"Leave me alone." I say moving to cut the other wrist.

"No!" Haru quickly grabs for the knife and I pull it away from him, standing up, only to have it taken away by Rin.

"No! Give it back!" I yell, lunging for Rin. Haru stops me with a hand around my waist, pulling me back. I struggle, trying to elbow him in the face or anything, as blood flows freely from the cuts on my wrist.

Rin grabs my wrist and quickly stops the flow of blood with a towel off of the counter. "Let it bleed! I want to Die!" I yell pulling my wrist away. Haru grabs my bleeding arm with his free hand and holds it still as she holds the towel to the cuts. Haru then moves his hand around so he is holding the towel still.
"Get Hatori" Haru says. Rin nods and quickly does so. As we wait for her to come back I try to reach for the knife which Rin placed back on the counter. I feel a bit woozy but I ignore it, only wanting to grab the knife.

"Calisa Stop!" Haru says backing up and pulling me with him.

"Please Haru please!" I whine , sobbing, "Please just let me die…" I whisper. I begin sobbing even harder, realizing that now Hatori would pull a suicide watch thing and make sure that someone was with me at all moments. I slump even more hoping that Haru will loosen his grip. He doesn't.

"Haru!" I hear Rin yelling a moment before she comes into the room. "Hatori went to Shigure's , they told Shigure to send him back but he hasn't even reached Shigures yet..."

"All right." Haru looks around and sees the couch in the living room. "Help me get her to the couch." Haru says.

"That won't really be necessary Haru." A cold voice says and I look around Rin to see Akito enter the room. "Why don't you just let her go? There really is no point to stopping her."

Haru just stares at Akito, not believing what he is hearing. "Didn't you hear what I said?" Akito says, cruel eyes boring into his. Slowly Haru lets go and I drop to my knees, ripping the towel from my wrist and letting the blood drip to the floor.

Tossing the towel away from me I slowly crawl towards the counter and lean my back up against the cupboards under it, my legs sprawled out before me.

Calmly Akito walks across the room and picks up the knife from the counter, handing it to me with a smile before settling on the couch.

With a grim face I cut the other wrist, if only for the effect, for all the blood flowing from my other wrist is already enough to kill me if I didn't get more blood in the next 15 minutes.

Dimly I wonder if Akito wanted to push me to the absolute edge of my sanity.

Haru and Rin exchange a glance but before they can do anything Akito glares at them, them motions towards the door.

Both of them slowly leave, their eyes not leaving me until Akito gets up and closes the door in their faces.

"Well Calisa." Akito says softly and I look up at him, the world spinning from just that small movement. "Are you happy now?" Akito asks, crouching down before me. I just stare blankly back at him, black spots dotting my vision. "All you troubles are over with just one small movement." He says, putting his hands down on either side of me.

I feel a faint spark of fear, then it fades, along with any thoughts.

Leaning forward on his hands, suspended over my legs, Akito brings his mouth closer to my ear, seemingly kissing my cheek.

"You were always there Calisa, your mother hasn't forgotten you." Akito whispers softly. "She never will either, since your sister will look so much like you."

I just look at him in shock, my eyes filled with disbelief before death claims my life with the swift movements of time.

The End