The Baby Story

You know when you are young and you have dreams of finding someone, that special someone and have a wonderful dreamy fairytale life? Or you know the dream of someday having a child of your own! You know...I never once thought it would come so quickly to happen to me or actually let it happen! I guess you could call this of what I am writing the beginning of a story of a girl finally finding that special guy, soon expecting that child of her own. This may not be a fairy tale -dreamy story but this is surely a story. This is Mouri Ran or I guess now Kudou Ran and this is my story of my new life now with my mystery loving husband, and my new soon coming child.

April 12, 2005 3 am

Baby This is Just The Beginning of It

Look at the stars,
Look how they shine for you,
And everything you do,
Yeah, they were all yellow.
I came along,
I wrote a song for you,
And all the things you do,
And it was called yellow.

Slowly she rose her head from the sink her stomach nauseas and her head spinning, her hands began to tremble as she turned on the faucet listening to the rushing water so she wouldn't feel the need to vomit againShe slowly inhaled then exhaled calming herself by taking a couple deep breathes before she took a step away from the sink. Tired, and exhausted from waking up so early and being sick at the toilet for almost an hour. She looked in the mirror seeing the reflection of her 20 year old self, oh how time has flown and took in a breathe at realizing of what was really happening now. Indescribable emotions began to wash over her until tears began to jerk at the corner of her eyes, one emotion she knew that she was feeling right now was fear. She slowly stumbled out from the bathroom her head feeling light and her vision slightly dizzy. She grasped the hall wall and began to slide down it, tears slowly slipping down her face and then let out a shaky breathe trying to go through her head of what to do next.

" What..what am I suppose to do now?...I..I don't know what to do..I need..I need.."

"Ran?..."

The young woman that was up against a wall with her knees to her chest slowly looked up at the 20 year old young man that stood before her in his flannel pants and white t-shirt with brown hair and sharp blue eyes staring down at her showing a sign of worry and compassion.

" Shinichi..."

The young woman began to have tears brim her eyes as she choked out a sob, the young man slowly got down onto his knees and lifted her chin to look her in her bluish-purple eyes and spoke out softly.

" Ran... tell me, what's wrong?..."

Ran gulped back down a sob and shook her head side to side tears going in both directions before lunging into his chest knocking him backwards onto his butt while she sat in his lap crying into his chest gripping the back of his shirt.

" Sh, Shincichi!"

The young man stared down at the young woman who started to shake as she let out sobs and gripped the back of his shirt grasping the material tighter, and every once in awhile choking out his name through her tears. He burrowed his eyebrows together in worry as he saw the condition she was in and wrapped his arms around her, one hand supporting her back and the other hand slowly moving up and down the back of her head, running his fingers through her long brown hair and began to rock her back and forth until the sobbing decreased. He then spoke out softly in a hushed tone

" Ran, Ran everything is fine...I am here...what's bothering you?"

So then I took my turn,

Oh what a thing to have done,

And it was all "Yellow." Your skin,

Oh yeah your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

You know, you know I love you so,

You know I love you so.

The young man stared down at the young woman who slowly rose her head from his chest leaving wet marks from her tears on his white t-shirt. She slowly brought her eyes up to his, the tears beginning to fight it's way back up to her eyes as she saw the confusion and worried expression that was on his face. She burrowed her eyebrows together as she was about to begin to cry again when the young man flung his arms around her bringing her into his chest again, squeezing her to let her know he was there for her to protect her and wanted her to have a feeling of ensurity that he is not going to let anything happen to her. As he heard her soft cries muffled in his chest, he then buried his face into her hair and began to rock her back and forth again slowly.

" Ran..."

I swam across,

I jumped across for you,

Oh what a thing to do. Cos you were all "Yellow",

I drew a line,

I drew a line for you,

Oh what a thing to do, And it was all "Yellow."

Your skin, Oh yeah your skin and bones,

Turn into something beautiful,

And you know,

For you I'd bleed myself dry,

For you I'd bleed myself dry.

It's true,

The young man ran his hand up and down the young woman's back as the crying slowly soon softened calming herself, the young man slowly lifted his head off of her head when she began to press her hands against his chest and lifted her eyes up to his again, her bluish-purple eyes staring into the sharp blue eyes that shined a sense of calmness and love. The young man then had a soft warm smile tug at his lips as he stared deeply into the young woman's eyes, he then took his hand and brushed a lock of her hair that hung loosely over her ear, and pushed it behind her ear as she stared up at him with a yet scared timid look in her eyes, but softly smiled at his gentleness and took her hands and cupped his face as she closed her eyes and let out a soft sigh and cocked her head to the side a little before opening her eyes that had tears brimming them as she stared at his confused pained look expression on his face, his eyes widening as he saw at how shaken up she was, he then softly grasped both her shoulders and opened his mouth to say something when she shook her head and spoke out softly

" No, Shinichi...I'm ready to talk.."

The young man then closed his mouth as he stared at her with grief that began to fill his heart as he saw tears trickle down the young woman's cheeks as she began to feel the thousand emotions wash over her again.

Look at the stars, Look how they shine for you,

And all the things that you do.

"Shinichi, right now I couldn't tell you what I am feeling...there is so much of it...but one thing I know out of it is fear.."

The young man's eyes slowly opened with even more confusion and worry showing on his face as she proceeded to talk. The young woman then closed her eyes the tears slowly trickling down her face as a soft smile appeared on her lips.

" and the other is happiness..."

The young woman then opened her eyes, looking deep into the young man's eyes with a soft smile on her lips as he stared at her anxiously.

" I am pregnant Shinichi..."

The young man's pupils in his eyes dilated, shock appearing on his face as his mouth slowly opened, the young woman stared at him with fear and happiness a mixed emotion but not as many emotions that began to wash over the young man like rain. The young man's grasp on the young woman's shoulder slightly tightened when he began to come back down to reality. His blue eyes showed excitement and pure joy as a loving smile formed on his lips and spoke out softly.

" Ran,...this, this is great! But,.."

The young man's eyebrows burrowed together as he stared at her with a pained look showing on his face as he slowly cupped her cheeks in his hands bringing her face closer to his.

" Why were you so afraid to tell me?.."

Pause right there...Why didn't she tell him? Was she scared? Was it actually, she was so scared to tell him afraid to see the outcome of his reaction? The young woman started to get lost in the young man's sharp blue eyes as they showed a pained look of hurt. She hated to see him with that look, it really tore her up inside. She never meant to make him worry like this, heck she didn't even mean to wake him up. Feeling guilty once again, she darted her eyes down to the floor in shame, tears at the corner of her eyes, and then looked back into his blue eyes and spoke out in a pained whisper

" I was scared to..."

Shinichi's eyes widened in shock when she said that, she was afraid to tell him? No way...was she really afraid to see his reaction when she told him? Of all the people, him!

Truthfully of what he was feeling was...he was feeling excited. He was overjoyed by the news that soon even himself will have a daughter or a son. The thought made him want to do cartwheels all over the town screaming out at the top of his lungs he was going to be a daddy. He couldn't believe she was afraid to tell him about this that he then couldn't help himself but to let out a soft chuckle, making the young woman sniff and raise her eyebrow at him through her tears.

" What?.."

" It's just the thought of you being afraid to tell me something like this! I find it quite funny"

The young woman took a moment to look at the young man who smiled at her softly. She then began to smile softly back at him.

" so.."

The young man let out another chuckle and took his thumb and wiped the tears that were in the young woman's eyes, a shine of love that glowed in his eyes.

" Baka...I think this is great, more then great...I get to be a Otousan now...and that is the greatest thing of all."

The young woman stared at the young man with sheer surprise at how..how much he changed during the years. He was so much older and the gentleness he was now then back when he was in highschool before that incident. Ever since he returned to high school after leaving her for a long year and a half, waiting patiently for him to return he has changed so much. the young woman's eyes shined as she looked at him softly with a tender smile on her lips whispering out softly

" Shinichi..."

A light pink blush began to appear n the young woman's cheeks as she smiled at him before she strung her arms around the young man's neck as she pressed her mouth against his, showing her affection of her love to him. Never outgrowing that shyness, the young man had a light blush spreaded onto his cheeks when she did this but soon fell into the moment and began to respond back to her kiss, wraping his hands around her back pushing her closer to him. Gee..and to think his was only the beginning to a long journey ahead of them...

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Hai! Hai! Hai! I am back with the new revised story of " The Baby Story", that I hope you enjoyed! Yeah , I have been busy with school but every once in awhile I take a moment to type some ideas that ..somehow..brought up this story again ( smiles with guilt pointed to self) what can I say...I can't get enough of typing about..BABIES! Lol.

( glomps shoji)

Shoji" ARGH! GET AWAY!"

Yeah I haven't forgotten about " Child Problems" don't worry I am finishing up the last chapter or I may just finish that story in this story! I'll think about what to do with it, no worries! Anyway I hope you enjoyed the new "Baby Story" Don't forget to review! Till then...

--Too Ta Loooo!

DetectiveGirl2005

( song lyrics by Coldplay--yellow)